Vendredi, Mai Dix-Huit, Deux mille sept Il est midi quinze
Je suis écrire français.
Tu as lire mon français.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 01:44 a.m.
This is the last entry for this blog here.
I meant to close it when I ORD from the army but as usual I procrastinated till now.
First off, I would like to thank Szuyu for setting up this blog and...
HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
My birthday message to you is the first post of this blog. So everyone please scroll down all the way to the end. Which means, you wrote your own birthday message!!
YIPPEE!
THANKS! to all who have been reading this blog..
I won't be writing personal messages that are directed to people at this closure because I think it would really suck if I leave out anyone.
And because I think that anyone who reads the blog here really matters to me.
Unless you're reading it for the sake of just knowing how miserable life is treating me, I would like to thank you as well because without people like you, I won't have idiots to bitch about.
**And I think that's a damm good excuse for my laziness in writing**
HAHAHAHA!
Sounds damm cliche right?
But it's still proper manners la..
Everyone, please take care and it's time for me to go.
But this is not the last of me.
Oh and I remember talking to Szuyu about this before.
Looking at all the past entries..
One day, I will gather enough paper and ink, press Ctrl 'A' and click 'Print'.
Till then, all my memories, bitter and sweet are etched here, collecting cyber dust.
LISTENING TO - ....
i will still come back to this blog to listen to my favourite muse songs. so tag any muse songs that you want to listen to and i might upload it! to all the musers in the world and it doesn't matter if you only like one of their songs or all their songs.. HURRAY!
Sunday, February 11, 2007 02:35 p.m.
Oh and I forgot to add that with the overload of those nasal sprays that I had found, I am using them as a form of cleaning agent.
So far, I have used it to clean my house mirrors, my dusty table in the room and other paraphernalia on my desk.
It is actually quite useful because the nozzle can control the amount of fluid you need for that particular item that you want to clean.
Sunday, February 11, 2007 01:50 a.m.
I was cleaning and packing my room from the late afternoon till around ten in the night.
And I realised that I only cleared the stuff from my room table.
Crap man...
I think it is very unproductive.
Anyway, while packing up stuff, I discovered many Alexander Hospital's plastic bags.
And inside these plastic bags are medication, nasal sprays, tax invoices, MCs and receipts from all my visits during 2006 and the January of 2007.
I sat down to calculate the medical claims that I took and consolidated all the medication from all the plastic bags.
The medical claims and cost of the medication total up to quite an exuberant amount because of the operation as well.
And the amount of medication I have is quite abit.
I have 17 bottles of nasal spray from 4 different brands and I have 140+ capsules/tablets of antihistamines from two different brands..
Ooooh..
Imagine all the Loratadines and the Cirrus..
Drugs galore man!
I can even overdo my overdose..
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
I love A.H.
I need to go sleep now so that I can continue to pack and clean the right side of my room tomorrow morning!
LISTENING TO THE KAISER CHIEFS - RUBY
Tuesday, February 6, 2007 01:42 a.m.
Part of the conversation between Willy and I:
~willy~ says:
hey
ttttterence says:
hey hey
ttttterence says:
i went to buy mac donalds after my dinner
ttttterence says:
am still hungry
~willy~ says:
okok
ttttterence says:
haha
ttttterence says:
now i have 6pc nugget meal
~willy~ says:
i ate oishi pizza with my cousin just now
ttttterence says:
and a large wedges
~willy~ says:
it wasnt as fantastic as i thought it would be
~willy~ says:
felt cheated
ttttterence says:
argh! i want to eat
ttttterence says:
orh..
~willy~ says:
hehe
ttttterence says:
really ah?
~willy~ says:
it is just very healthy pizza
ttttterence says:
BUT i can safely swear that it's better than those fucked up NTU canteen food
~willy~ says:
it turned my stomach full after awhile
~willy~ says:
eh ya
~willy~ says:
defintiely
ttttterence says:
hahahaa
ttttterence says:
yar that was my primary concern
~willy~ says:
so hows the macdonald
ttttterence says:
i am gorging on the wedges now
~willy~ says:
damnz you!
~willy~ says:
you are making me hungry like shit
ttttterence says:
i love wedges
~willy~ says:
argggghhh
ttttterence says:
ok
ttttterence says:
i am done
ttttterence says:
no food left
all in my tummy
ttttterence says:
now i feel like shitting
ttttterence says:
it's like a vicious cycle
~willy~ says:
hmm... just finish a bunch of grapes
ttttterence says:
whoa..!
~willy~ says:
woah
~willy~ says:
feels good
ttttterence says:
hahaha
now i feel like eating grapes..
~willy~ says:
hehe
ttttterence says:
white or red grapes?
is it seedless?
~willy~ says:
red
~willy~ says:
seedless
~willy~ says:
you like seed right
ttttterence says:
i actually have no preference i just eat
~willy~ says:
hhee
~willy~ says:
same la
ttttterence says:
both la..!
seed or no seed
red or white
~willy~ says:
okokok
ttttterence says:
just put them in the mouth bite it and then the juice will explode all inside..
hmmmmmm!
Yes, we spur each other on to get fat.
But Timothy, you better exercise.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 10:45 p.m.
YAY!~
I just watched the match.
CONGRATULATIONS TO SINGAPORE!!!!
WHOOO HOOO!!~~
To all my soccer buddies that I spent time with at the Singapore National Stadium, THANKS for hanging out together!!
All our efforts didn't come to waste!
HAHAHAHA!!
Hmmm..
I talk until like I go every match like that sia..
However, the fact is that I was only there for the last two matches at the National Stadium but I really enjoyed every minute there.
Didn't realise that live soccer is so much more fun because I was shouting at the top of my voice to my tv and my mom gave me a weird look.
However, the only thing that was good about watching the match on tv was that I could finally see the face of that female physiotherapist.
She's not that ugly after all la! Based on the talks we had at the National Stadium where we could only see her from afar.
LISTENING TO MUSE - PLUG IN BABY
I uploaded the acoustic one as well.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 12:55 p.m.
I just woke up..
from a dream.
I dreamt that my mom wanted a divorce and my dad said go ahead.
And I was happy with that decision.
From being awake till now, all I did was brush my teeth and walked to the computer room here to blog.
And I only noticed that my dad is at home.
He's seated down in the living room playing his handphone game and my mom is no where to be found.
Now I am starting to think how cool is that if my dream is actually true.
I will try to hold my question to ask my dad where my mom went because I enjoy living in my own fictatious world.
Let me just be happy thinking that they are divorced.
LISTENING TO
MUSE - CRYING SHAME
MUSE - CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU
MUSE - UNINTENDED
I uploaded these three songs onto the player.
Saturday, February 3, 2007 12:13 p.m.
Shit...
I am like late for something which I don't remember.
I am feeling nausea now with zero appetite.
Hope that the bee hoon that I am now forcing myself to eat doesn't come back out.
Haven't been drinking for the longest time that's why I am now feeling terrible after a small alcohol session.
I really can't eat.. Stopping between bites.
And I can't believe I wrote all that last night..
I love my blog..
Capturing priceless moments like that.
Hahaha!
LISTENING TO FINCH- LETTERS TO YOU
Saturday, February 3, 2007 02:28 a.m.
hi ma ai m am durnk
hae ve yo uaever tryied to blo wg when yo uy are drunk>??
yar i am hihg on some alcohol shit now..
hahahah
yse i like someone hwerere but i a m not not going to say i t here ebausxzcuz i am still a little xober enoghht t p knkow what ia ma typing hhahaha./...
HTML rockss sss la !!
whoooooooo
i stglll can ger taoll the breakline all correckt..HAHAH
fickc shoot mem
hahh
fuck''''''''''>
bardcadi rocksssss
haha
home clusbs rocks
eeneven thoughi 'm ahome
hahaha
efven htough ti type sthis shit engrytry
i awill come abck and reald it omsomeday
ahahah!
i am drunjk and typing an rtentry!whoooo><@!!
YAY@!i rocks
woooooooooo
barcadi rocks and s o do i !
nhahaha
i love oyouxxxxx
Thursday, February 1, 2007 02:34 a.m.
I went for the Singapore Thailand match.
They won! Yay! But I seem to think otherwise on the 2nd leg of the Finals..
but good luck to them anyway.
I meant to blog so much more..
with pictures even!
But I don't know how to do it and I get lazy whenever I login.
I want to blog and post pictures on:
my week long holiday in Cairns,
my Muse concert!
my National Stadium escapades
my attendance at birthday gatherings
my really boring life
my perspective on the movies I had watched
my rantings about camp(six more days)
my views on the books I had read
my exercise outings(so far it's just two)
my evaluation on the food quality at some places
my thoughts on how I feel about certain things
my feelings on how I feel about certain people
my planned actions on my hereafter..
I still hope to end my blog on a high note!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 11:53 p.m.
Another fun day spent exercising.
Swimming is good.
I concus after that due to the lack of sleep.
The weather is really good tonight.
Damm cooling...
I love the dark cold nights.
Dark cold nights are meant for good long walks.
Will you walk with me?
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 08:48 a.m.
Considering the time that I slept,
I can't believe that I just woke up so that I could go swimming with Willy and Cheng Liang now.
This time, I packed my underwear first!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 03:45 a.m.
I just had a cup of YuanYang an hour ago..
I must not have caffine intake at such a late hour ever again.
Thursday, January 25, 2007 11:58 p.m.
You know you haven't been swimming for a long long time when you realise you didn't pack sufficient clothes.
After my swim, I went for the usual bath and I realised I didn't pack another set of underwear.
Yeah, I went commando for the rest of the night.
I think after people read this, they will be too embarrassed to be my friend.
Sunday, January 21, 2007 05:36 a.m.
I promise to be a law abiding driver.
I promise I will not exceed the speed limit.
Because reckless speeding claims lives.
and money
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 03:03 p.m.
..I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks..
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap...
LISTENING TO NIRVANA - HEART SHAPED BOX
Tuesday, January 9, 2007 12:07 a.m.
This is a whisper that goes out to the world.
she..
(ate two rows of chocolate just now)
(followed by a strawberry candy)
Sunday, December 31, 2006 12:38 a.m.
Drinking alone at Muddys is actually quite an experience.
At first, I was hesitant to like even walk into the pub alone.
But soon, I really needed my favourite beverage to quench my thirst.
I seek solace at the alfresco seats because of some thrashy band that was rather noisy inside.
I really miss the Unexpected.
I picked the long rectangular table outside since it was quite packed.
So I sat on one end of the table because the other end was occupied by two elderly men and an old woman.
I ordered my pint of Old Speckled Hen Ale and savour every sip.
But it was not long when I was interrupted by the waiter between my sips.
He asked if I was alone so that another couple could join me.
They looked like they were in their late twenties and early thirties.
I smiled and obliged.
It became really awkward because they were just next to me and except for a few exchange of words between them, we were relatively quiet.
I couldn't endure with the silence so I blurted out.
"Hey hello! Would you two care for a chat?"
It really sounded extremely cheesy but it did break the ice.
So, from there on, we started the talk with another round of drinks till Muddys was closed.
They were here on a month long holiday from England, Manchester and we covered a few cliche topics like the weather here and the other countries that they visited before coming to Singapore and the countries that they were heading to after the new year.
Thereafter, my friend Cherrie finally met me and she continued talking to the lady while I chatted with the guy about music festivals in the UK!
I really really really want to attend the Reading Music Festival and the Glastonbury Music Festival.
We talked about music and bands from The Clash to The Ramones and to contemporary bands like Franz Ferdinand and The Killers.
I told him that I was going to watch Muse on the 16th of January at Fort Canning and the old man that was seated at the other end of the table shouted at me.
"Hey! Did I hear you mention Muse!?"
And we all chatted about Muse.
Hahahahha!
And that old man is going for the same concert!
Hope I see him there man..
So before we left, I gave him my email and he's gonna send me photos of Glastonbury and photos that we took together.
Yup.. that was what I wanted to type yesterday.
All right..
SO..
It's the gonna be the new year soon.
I think my first new year resolution is not to get fat.
I'll think of the rest later.
I'm feeling so lethargic.
It's like I'm bogged down by so many things mentally but yet, I'm blanked.
And,
It's like I'm really looking forward to the arrival of next year but I'm hating the transition of the coming year.
Both figurative and literately.
The only thing that brightens me for 2007 are the movies that are coming out!
SO SO MANY that I want to watch!
I am gonna list it in the order of how desperate I am to watching them because I don't know the order of release.
-Pan's Labyrinth(really desperate to watch this)
-Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix(Emma..!)
-Transformer(childhood fantasy)
-Grind House(to fulfil sick twisted me)
-Number 23(thrill my mind..)
-Hostel 2(fulfil more of my sick and twisted side)
-Spiderman 3(comics)
-Fantastic Four: The Rise Of The Silver Surfer(comics)
-Hell Boy 2(who doesn't like comics?)
-300(ancient greek stuff.. I like!)
-Nancy Drew(the other Emma..)
Yup, that's all for now.
LISTENING TO METRIC - SUCCEXY
Thursday, December 28, 2006 11:18 p.m.
Hanging out here at my computer is such a pain in the ass man..
The internet is so slow.
I think frustration and annonyance can replace the words slow and lag.
And I was bitching about the internet when my mom retorted back.
"Aiyo! It's good enough that you can surf the internet. Other people in other parts of the world cannot even get online."
So, I am so bored and annoyed that I am blogging about this and I am going to shut down the computer and head straight to my dusty guitar.
Thursday, December 28, 2006 08:01 p.m.
This is Terence speaking..
I'm so dead bored.
I just wasted one day of my life.
The life that belongs to me but I am unsure when it will end and yet I wasted one fuck day of it sleeping till now.
I should had opened my golden mouth to ask you out.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 03:46 a.m.
I've decided.
I will still have to live through the nonsense in my household.
But this time, I will learn from them.
LISTENING TO
NIRVANA - SMELLS LIKE TEEN SPIRIT
Friday, December 22, 2006 10:54 p.m.
I kept reading my previous post.
It's the one that I typed with so much anxiety before leaving for Cairns.
Now that I'm back, I had actually wanted to blog and post photos of my holiday but I was still busy labelling and organzing the pictures that I took.
And till now, I haven't finish doing my photos..
And then, there's the issue of christmas cards..
Last year, I wrote in this blog that I will send it out early.
If you can be bothered, check the entry on "Sunday, December 25, 2005 04:50 a.m."
Haha!
The cards are still sitting in the same place ever since that entry..
And they will still be sitting there after this entry probably till next year.
I got caught up with that depressing feeling of going back to camp after such a long hiatus.
The hospitalisation MC and Cairns rocks my socks and floated my boat la..
Then I just had to book in to camp to remind myself of that irksome feeling.
However, on Monday when I was in camp, my dad called me to tell me his dad passed away.
And that meant that I can't stay in camp to write my christmas cards anymore.
(I can't believe that I came up with this ridiculous excuse)
But you all know that I am lazy la.
However, for those people who don't know that I'm lazy to write the christmas cards, then it isn't true ok!
Anyway, back to what I wanted to say, I felt lost when I received the phone call from my dad.
I mean I already know Grandpa was ill and weak but I really did't expect him to pass away so soon.
I went to my Grandpa's funeral and attended the wake and then went to the new Mandai Crematorium for the cremation ritual.
I didn't sleep for one/two days and was in an array of emotions.
I was sad.
Which was strange because I'm not really close to Grandpa.
But I came to the conclusion, I was sad and regretful because I really didn't know Grandpa well.
Which led me to ponder why?
So I spent the entire night awake talking to my dad during my vigilant watch (a chinese tradition thingy)at the wake.
I felt awkward.
Because I rarely talk much to my dad because he's always driving his little taxi and never home while I was always either in camp or out in town.
I never blamed him for our feeble relationship because he was doing it for me.
We spent hours talking and talking and talking.
I kept asking why I don't really know about his family, his dad (my Grandpa) and my own cousins from his side of the family.
It feels like fuck when I feel like a stranger with my own cousins.
And it feels worse when I realised it's because of some grudges between my mom and my dad's family.
This makes me feel like I'm from a screwed up family like from the chinese movie that I watched,
"The Curse Of The Golden Flower".
Minus the incestuous affairs and the wealth that the movie plot has,
it feels like fuck when you're now actually involve in this stupid feud the older generations have.
Being an observer and trying to put yourself into the movie characters' shoes is really different when you, yourself, is personally in one.
SO, I don't think I can type a few hours of talk here therefore this is the summary of my feelings I have of my family.
I really dislike my mother because of her character.
She's a really "one type" person.
I really dislike my dad because he's too nice!
Nice guys finish last and gets eaten first and are made use of fast.
My dream is to really move out to another city in another part of the world.
Be it study, work or live.
And when I get sick of some place, I can start moving again.
Then I'll mail a handwritten letter back home at least every month.
For today's funeral procession, I was in charge of holding Grandpa's black and white photo in a wooden frame.
From the photos, he was quite a handsome young man.
He's 83 years old and his cause of death is of a natural death.
This is making me sad because this is all that I know of him.
Later on, I managed to have a decent conversation with one cousin of mine and he told me that Grandpa likes to drink Guinuess Stout.
That made me happy because old man and I had a common liking.
So, the procession ended and it was followed by the cremation.
After the cremation, we brought the remains to a chinese temple for some final ritual.
The ritual required the kins of Grandpa to handpick a few pieces of bone remains and put it into the urn.
So, the urn was finally put to rest and the funeral came to an end.
Anyway, ending off on a lighter note, this is one conversation that I had just now..
pomodorini says:
how was ur grandpa's wake?
ttttterence - Save the cheerleader, save the world!!! says:
oh, in the end, he didn't wake..
LISTENING TO JIMMY EAT WORLD - HEAR YOU ME
Dedicated to my Grandpa
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 04:21 p.m.
All right..!!!
Today is the day man..
My first free and easy and holiday.
I still have mixed feelings though..
Because I am only going only with one other friend.
I wished there were more of my friends joining me.
Oh well, I hope that everything doesn't screw up that badly because I mean it's my first holiday overseas alone without any package or tour.
Cairns, here I come~
Sunday, December 3, 2006 04:24 p.m.
Last night, I had the first few drops of alcohol ever since my nose surgery.
And I didn't find it to be a welcoming experience because there isn't any perceived craving or desire for the taste of beer which I thought I was going to get.
And I'm finding the cigarette smoke in pubs and clubs to be disturbing, annoying and revolting.
I can't wait for Singapore to ban out smoking at all the air conditioned places like pubs.
And I fucking hate clubbing.
And I fucking hate MOS.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 02:51 a.m.
I'm still spitting ointment out from this morning's nasal cleaning..
Apparently, after the cleaning, I told Dr Ranjit that my nose is kinda "itchy" inside causing me to keep having the "I want to sneeze" type of feeling.
SO,
He asked the nurse for an ointment.
(yes! the normal ointment that I'm sure you have used before.. ointment cream that has that plastic smell)
With the ointment, he squeezed it into a syringe and he looked at me and said:
"Terence, now I'm going to apply some cream inside your nose to stop that "itchy" feeling that you're having now so just bear with me for awhile more."
Upon hearing that, I went like what the fuck!?
BUT in my mind of course..
I must be polite because he's a really nice doctor.
So, the ointment from the back of my nose is still sliding down to my throat.
Apart from the delicious Japanese dinner that I had just now, I have been smelling and tasting and swallowing ointment cream..
I don't know how other ways to describe it except to say that it's a damm plastic taste and smell.
LISTENING TO
JIMMY EAT WORLD - LUCKY DENVER MINT
Saturday, November 25, 2006 11:40 p.m.
This is as much as I'm gonna blog today man.
In a fucking foul mood.
LISTENING TO THE USED - TAKE IT AWAY
Friday, November 24, 2006 02:44 a.m.
I went for my medical review today.
Did the same vaccuming thingy again.
But this time, my original surgeon, Dr. Ranjit was there.
The attending..
Haha!
Yeah, he did a way better job compared to the previous visit.
Even though, it's more painful because he dug out all the coagulated bloodclots and dried up mucous.
I enjoyed the pain this time.
He told me that I had infection on my surgical wound because there is pus which is blocking up my nasal passage.
Therefore, now I know it's not yellow mucous that I have been blowing out but pus..
I also have Tonsilitis after he checked my throat.
All these sounds great man.
Plus, my company from camp just awarded me duties!
And two of them are on Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve.
Yes..
What the fuck!
Not one but two duties on public holiday eves!
I'm peeved.
Fuck you!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 05:25 p.m.
I am surfing around and reading websites on weddings.
(I don't know why but anyway, it's interesting.)
June has always been the most popular month, for it is named after Juno, Roman goddess of marriage. Juno would bring prosperity and happiness to all who wed in her month.
May, however, was considered unlucky. "Marry in May and rue the day," an old proverb goes. But "Marry in September's shine, your living will be rich and fine."
Brides were just as superstitious about days of the week.
A popular rhyme goes:
Tuesday for wealth,
Wednesday the best day of all,
Thursday for crosses,
Friday for losses, and
Saturday for no luck at all.
And the Sabbath day was out of the question.
Brides have not always worn white for the marriage ceremony. In the 16th and 17th centuries for example, girls in their teens married in pale green, a sign of fertility. A mature girl in her twenties wore a brown dress, and older women even wore black.
From early Saxon times to the 18th century, only poorer brides came to their wedding dressed in white--a public statement that she brought nothing with her to the marriage.
Other brides wore their Sunday best.
Color of the gown was thought to influence one's future life.
Blue--love will be true
Yellow--ashamed of her fellow
Red--wish herself dead
Black--wish herself back
Grey--travel far away
Pink--of you he'll always think
Green-ashamed to be seen
Church bells pealed forth as the couple entered the church, not only to make the populace aware of the ceremony taking place, but also to scare away any evil forces lurking nearby.
And also, it was considered good luck for the ring to drop during the ceremony, thus all evil spirits were shaken out.
After the ceremony, the bride and groom should walked out without looking left or right.
It was considered bad taste to acknowledge friends and acquaintances.
The bridal couple usually left for their honeymoon after the wedding breakfast.
The honeymoon originated with early man when marriages were by capture, not by choice.
The man carried his bride off to a secret place where her parents or relatives couldn't find her.
All these, while the moon went through all its phases-about 30 days-they hid from searchers and drank a brew made from mead and honey.
Thus, the word, honeymoon.
Finally, upon their return from their travels, one final custom required that the groom carry the bride over the threshold to their new house.
This would ensure that the bride did not stumble, which would bring bad luck.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 04:04 p.m.
Ok, I'm bored and I did more quizzes..
| You Are Absinthe |
 If drinking doesn't make you feel crazy, it's not any fun Truth be told, you tend to prefer drugs to drinking But you'd never pass up any absinthe that came your way! |
| You are 87% Scorpio |
 |
| You're Totally Sarcastic |
 Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. |
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
 You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language |
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 03:58 p.m.
I went to Aveline's blog and saw these quiz..
Amazing I tell you...
| You Are 61% Feminine, 39% Masculine |
 Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you. And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women. |
| Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male |
 You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 02:49 a.m.
Oh yar, today, before dinner, Willy took a jab at my nose.
Seriously, I do not know why he did it..
But he poked hard enough to cause pain to my wound.
Now, I just sneezed out tissue papers of blood.
I took a few photos with my new camera phone!
But I don't think I want to post it here.
Actually, I don't know how to post pictures..
Heh.
Monday, November 20, 2006 11:55 p.m.
Oh! The tagboard is gone!
The tagboard's site is gone!
So now I guess it's just me doing all the talking from now on and you people just sit back and listen and stare..
It's gone! I can't believe it!
And I was enjoying it!
Oh bummer....
Monday, November 20, 2006 01:20 a.m.
I think I'm good at wasting time now.
The whole past week of MC has just made me a better person at idling time away.
I just spent dinner time watching three episodes of season three's CSI: NY back to back and then I come to YouTube here and watch Meet The Barkers for the past two hours plus..
Oh and I think Travis Barker's little step-daughter, Atiana is damm cute.
And I'm convinced that I'm going blind by staring at this screen for too long..
Before I sleep, I'm here, after I wake, I'm here, before going out to eat, I'm here, after I come home from my meals, I'm here.
Ok, I've nothing else to type.
LISTENING TO
THE MAGIC NUMBERS - FOREVER LOST
Sunday, November 19, 2006 07:01 p.m.
I added a jukebox to my blog.
You don't want to listen, you can shut it up.
And if you want, you can click on the little triangle arrow to open up the playlist to select songs to play.
Thanks Karen! I got this from your blog!
Thursday, November 16, 2006 10:45 p.m.
Need to blog about this morning.
The fucking doctor lied la..
My surgeon says that it's not pain when removing the bracing.
Big BS!
Went to A.H. (Alexander Hospital) this morning to remove the plastic bracing in my nose.
The M.O., (Medical Officer), who is not my usual surgeon attended to me.
Went into the room and the doctor wanted to start taking out the bracing.
However, all the mucous were blocking the bracing, so she had to vaccum out all the mucous before removing the bracing.
The vaccum is actually a metal needle stick like thingy and she probed all the way in to suck all the tasty yellowish, blood stained/coagulated, sticky, lumpy mucous out..
And,
the selling point was, the mucous jammed the entrance of the vaccum needle.
The whole scenario was damm sick la..
I could hear the vaccum being stuck (you know that sound) and the needle remains in your nostril because it couldn't
suck the mucous out and it hurts because it's like digging at my wound as well..
I was like squirming and tearing in my seat man..
So luckily, a nurse walked past.
And the doctor was like:
"Ahh nurse! You got a bigger version of this vaccum head? I need a bigger hole. Thanks!"
Then she still continue digging with the smaller one till the bigger one came.
SO, the bigger vaccum head came, she fixed it on and was quite clumsy, she dropped the small vaccum head and had
difficulty securing the bigger vaccum head onto the vaccum machine and I was like... sigh...
But with the bigger vaccum head, it was better, I could feel my nose being cleared.
After the mucous got out of the way, i just realised it was only half the ordeal...
With the mucous now gone.
She took the scissors and clipper and started tugging at the bracing.
It was painful.
And the weird thing was, while she was tugging the bracing in my left nostril, I felt pain in my right nostril.
After awhile, I couldn't take it anymore and I exclaimed... "Erm Pain Pain Pain!!"
She asked where?
I said my right side.
And I think only then she realised, that both the left and right side of the bracing was connected with stitches!
Which was why it was painful on my right side when she tugged on the bracing in my left nostril.
So she took the scissors and cut the stitches away and then pulled both the bracing out properly and with a generous lump of mucous as well..
Whoa..
Relieve man..!
So happy that I can feel air go in and fill the void.
But now, all the mucous took over again.
Sigh.
LISTENING TO INTERPOL - OBSTACLE 2
Thursday, November 16, 2006 01:17 a.m.
Yea man! I got out of the fucking house today.
It's been a long time since I breathed fresh air.
Actually, it's not like I can use my nose to breath anyway.
Went to watch Step Up at Cine today.
As usual, I was already looking forward to this Jenna Dewan movie, since I got to know her name from the movie, Take The Lead.
Movie is awesome for the dance segments.
Fucking hell, I just sneezed!
NNBCCB!
Sorry about that, anyway, I wanna go do my community service hours at some Arts School too!
Oh and yes, I'm going back to Alexander Hospital tomorrow.
Gonna take out the two plastic bracing inside my nostrils.
And this time! After the appointment, I'm going to IKEA to eat my lunch!
After what Yvette and Chow Wee did to me the other time when I was warded, how can I let those meat balls go off scot-free?
LISTENING TO
PLUS 44 - WHEN YOUR HEART STOPS BEATING
(I'm so gonna buy this CD but as usual, it's released on the 14th in the US and this is Singapore so I wonder how long it will take..)
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 10:13 p.m.
Just watched the news on TV.
I think Singapore has one of the most boring
3 Day Weather Outlook.
Monday, November 13, 2006 10:01 p.m.
Here I am blogging again!
For the first time even I must say that I'm blogging too damm often.
I hope I will be well enough to head out soon.
Anyway, I just watched Front on Central.
Tonight's episode features their first Arts party and I wanna like ask, what's a plastic surgeon, Dr Woffles Wu doing at a Arts party?
Like what's the link??
Monday, November 13, 2006 07:11 p.m.
I just woke not long ago..
Did my usual routine, after waking, I went to switch on the TV and was doing my channel surfing..
I stopped at Suria..
Our local tv channel for the malay community.
And I stopped there for a moment.
What I was watching made me think,
when did Hi-5 started to speak and sing in malay?
The program is called "Krayon" by the way.
Bemused, I sat there and watch till my mom walk past me and then I told her my findings,
"Look ma! Hi-5 learnt the malay language!"
And she was like,
"Aiyo, this is their own adaptation la."
And she carried on walking to the kitchen.
So I sat there thinking,
wa lau! she got no sense of humour ah?
Come to think of it,
after I typed out all these,
I don't think it's that funny as well.
Monday, November 13, 2006 02:15 p.m.
I didn't notice this till I was talking to people who were asking me how I was coming along.
For the record, I wasn't at the slightest sense bothered that I couldn't taste my food for the past week.
Whenever it's my meal time, I will just gobble down my food because I went to end the agony of the process of eating.
Because everytime when I eat halfway, that dreaded bloodstained mucous will creep out surreptitiously threatening to taint my spoonful of food.
Sigh...
I wonder if it taste good actually?
Haha!
And then, now I'm feeling absolute torporific at home.
Even sleeping is a chore.
I cannot lay down flat to sleep because the mucous will flow to the back of my throat and it will be quite unpleasant.
I must sleep at an angled plane and how I wish I have those humongous Osim chairs at home.
But, I can't really resist sleep can I?
Because I think sleeping wastes the most time when you got nothing else to do.
So good night people, I'm going napping..
LISTENING TO U2 - SUNDAY BLOODY SUNDAY
Sunday, November 12, 2006 12:04 p.m.
I just woke up.
Looks like I'm gonna blog very very often.
Why? Because I'm so so damm bored la!
And Kids Central is not helping by showing Bayblade.
Now I miss my friends..!
And I just realised how can I forget to blog a word of thanks!
So,
THANK YOU to Chow Wee and Yvette for coming to visit me at my ward, arriving just in time to catch me struggling with my dinner..
So damm unglam can!?
BUT now, come to think of it, I rather be in an unglam position with my friends watching me, than not having anybody around at all..
And THANK YOU to Charissa and Janice!! for popping by just at the right time!
Hahaha!
And THANK YOU two for buying all those Cold Storage stuff for me..!
I still think the snow pear is damm huge!
Anyway, thank you for trying your best to entertain me by writing and drawing all those stuff for me..!
Even though it was coupled with a few moments of plain stares that made me feel like a zoo exhibit.
So, thank you to all that made the effort to come!
LOVE YOU ALL!
LISTENING TO PLUS 44 - LYCANTHROPE
Saturday, November 11, 2006 11:43 p.m.
Oh yes, I'm back at home man.
My very first experience in the O.R.
Quite disapointed that I didn't meet any McDreamy or Dr. Bailey but does it count that my surgeon is an indian?
Haha! Think Preston Burke!
Anyway, my doctor is this Ranjit guy.
He's quite a good doctor, very attentive.
In case you don't know what Allergic Rhinitis is, it is a collection of symptoms, predominantly in the nose and eyes, caused by airborne particles of dust, dander, or plant pollens in people who are allergic to these substances.
So right now, there's pain,
blood,
mucous,
blood and mucous
more blood and mucous.
even more blood with mucous...
LISTENING TO PLUS 44 - LYCANTHROPE
Thursday, November 9, 2006 11:15 p.m.
YAY! It's time for some psycho babble!
I had much fun for the past one week plus.
In the chalet, at different homes and even at Home Club.
All the alcohol flowing in my vains.
All the cigarette smoke filtering in my lungs.
All the joy captured in pictorials.
All the nights spent awake.
If only I'm a TV producer, I would make a Homies Reality TV series, with many editions..
- Homies !Punk'd!
- Homies **Extreme**
- Homies..brainstorm..
- Homies/Zombies
I just got back from Adam Road.
Saw a few CJC people there and a group of my army friends as well.
And this reminded me of those Adam Road Beer Sessions which is just so nostalgic.
Anyway, I'm finishing my roti john which is going to be my last supper before I start to fast for my operation tomorrow morning.
I am finally going for my Allergy Rhinitis surgery man!
Alexander Hospital here I come...
LISTENING TO
PLUS 44 - WHEN YOUR HEART STOPS BEATING
Sunday, November 5, 2006 09:41 p.m.
I know it's a tad too late but I just went to open all my presents and read all my birthday cards.
Hahahaha~!
I think it's quite a good gimmick to make yourself feel like it's your birthday again.
So my trick sort of worked on myself and it made me go into a state of euphoria now.
Hahahhaha!~!!~
I feel like running around now to give everyone a big HUG!
SO..
First of all, I would like to really give a big shout out of thanks to all the big boys and big girls that came.
YOU!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH once again because I know that school is taking a toll on everyone and project work and deadlines and tests overwhelmed everybody's mind.
So be rest assured, your pressence at the chalet really meant something to me.
Seeing how you all pop up one by one at the door was just exhilarating.
And now that I've read your cards, it felt warm to just read those words that was written down.
Plus! All those effort being put to making it as well.
Sweet!
I am at the part now where I don't know what to write anymore except to flood my own blog with thanks..
Haha!
It's good to be happy..
So let's chant:
HAPPY THOUGHTS
HAPPY THOUGHTS
HAPPY THOUGHTS
HAPPY THOUGHTS
The bottomline: I'm glad you all came to spend your time to celebrate my birthday with me.
I hope I can post the pictures up soon.
(Imagine.. I'm gonna post pictures again.. How exciting..)
I can't wait to show the world my sparkling birthday candle and the birthday card that my mom and dad gave me.
It stunned me because I didn't know they were so funky..!
Sunday, October 29, 2006 05:38 p.m.
I just came back from Thailand...
and my mom just told me she planned for my birthday celebration and had already booked a chalet.
So, anyone that reads this please get to me because I want to know whether you're coming or not.
VENUE:
National Service Resort and Country Club
which is situated at
No.10 Changi Coast Walk Singapore 499739
TIME:
Dinner Time
Date:
01-11-2006 (Wednesday)
Saturday, October 28, 2006 07:01 a.m.
Yes, now, I talk about Thailand.
Come read!! So I don't need to keep typing the same old things in the MSN windows..
Quite a lazy person I am, but I choose to see it as being efficient.
First thing first, this is the second time that I have went to this Kanchanaburi place for an exercise.
And once again, the weather is FUCKING HOT..
I was talking to the Thai soldiers there about the weather and they kept smiling at us Singapore soldiers because we were dripping with sweat.
And one of them told me that the hottest that day was 42 degree celcius..
Sitting in the 5 ton transport was like in some steaming pot.
Sauna is like an understatment because you don't go to a sauna wrapped up in a long sleeve top, pants, boots and equipment on you..
Anyway, blah blah blah, training was the same as last year..
Went through it, but this time, I got smarter!
I exchanged my combat ration with the Thai drivers for fresh food! White rice and fish soup rocked my night away..
And then one day, during my deployment field camp, I was just slacking in my area with my friend, about to doze off when this Thai Soldier came up to me.
With extremely broken english, he kept asking if I want to eat something..
I kept saying no because I'm under evaluation and I cannot break the rules of buying food from the mobile hawker by the road side.
But he was so persistant that I should follow him to go eat with him.
So I got up and walked with him to a clearing..
There, he asked for cigarettes, and I was still puzzled.
He lighted it up and went into the trees.
THEN! I realised what he was doing, he was smoking out the beehive on that tree itself!
It's damm cool to watch, I felt as though I'm live on Discovery Channel.
That Thai Soldier used my machete to chop off the branch which the hive was resting on and brought out the whole hive to the clearing that my friend and I were watching from.
He handed the branch with the hive intact to us and kept saying "eat! eat! eat!"
And I went "how? how? how?"
Then he demostrated for us and we spent the next 15 mins sitting in the clearing eating raw honey and smoking cigarettes to keep the bees away..
And at the end of the whole eating session, he took a photo of my friend and I with the hive using his Sony Digital Camera..!
Thai soldiers are damm cool..
Sweet stuff I tell you!
I had another mouth watering experience..
But this time, I was very reluctant.
After all the exercise ended we had a two day e-tour around the Kanchanaburi town.
There, I tried eating deep fried maggots and stir fried grasshoppers from the road side stalls.
The lightly salted deep fried maggots tasted amazingly like twisties!!
I chomped down quite a few..
As for the grasshoppers, it had a queer taste.
Must try then you know.. Haha!
That's the highlight of my trip..!
I can't wait for the photos!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 11:23 p.m.
I'm planning a holiday to Australia, Cairns.
Starts from the 4th December week..
It's a five days trip.
Free and easy.
Total cost per person is $1317.
This includes
- Air Tickets (return)
- Airport Tax
- Accommodations
- Breakfast at the place of stay
I'm looking for people to join me!
For those interested, please leave a tttttag!
*They have daily flights during the week so departure date can be fixed on any days from the 4th to the 6th..*
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 06:40 p.m.
All right, my last entry here before I leave for Thailand.
Leaving today..
Will be coming back on the 28th of this month.
Run for the hill before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
Don't watch it turn
I shake a little
Sometimes I'm nervous when I talk
I shake a little
Sometimes I hate the line I walk
... ...
Should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here
All night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
Because this river is wild
Godspeed ya, boy
This river is wild
LISTENING TO
THE KILLERS - THIS RIVER IS WILD
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 12:11 a.m.
Just spent the last hour surfing through IMDB and I realised that my previous entry below doesn't hold ground anymore..
There are so MANY MANY more movies that I would love to watch!
So many movies... So little time...
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 10:51 p.m.
Went to watch Little Miss Sunshine recently..
Paul Dano's character, Dwayne, rocks my socks off man!
: "FFUUUUUCK!!!!!"
Freaking funny movie..
And I wanna watch
- The Prestige (Batman vs Wolverine)
- Severance (I think the movie poster is cool..)
- Transformers (Transforming out only next year)
- Grind House (Another next year movie)
- Hostel: Part II (Coming soon..next year..Here's a *screenshot* though)
LISTENING TO
THE KILLERS - READ MY MIND
Sunday, October 8, 2006 12:34 p.m.
I was fantasizing about this yesterday..
I want to live in a small little hut out in the woods surrounded by rivers and greenery.
Let me go to the details..
I would want my little hut to be parked infront of a constantly flowing icy river.
River made of beer...
When the seasons changes, the flavour of the beer changes as well...
And then stretching from my backyard are acres and acres of trees!
This special tree species will be named Cigs instead of the commonly known Figs..
These are the trees that grow sticks of cigarettes..
With each tree bearing a different flavour of herbal blend.
In my front garden, I will have my personal fountain..
Not some stupid fountain of health but a really special fountain.
A fountain that breathes out drafted Guiness Stout.
I will invite my friends and with lots of food, we'll just lay down and be happy all year long...
LISTENING TO
THE KILLERS - THIS RIVER IS WILD
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 09:52 p.m.
I...
Just woke up.
Can't believe that it turn out to be a prosaic day even though I had the whole day off.
Used to be so excited that I could just get out of camp so that I can go out and have fun!
Couldn't find people to go out with or rather, I do not seem to even have a list of people to engage an outing with.
Was hoping to even meet up with someone to just sit down and spend a lazy afternoon.
Succumbed to bed in the end because I really don't know how to go about spending my off day.
LISTENING TO
THE KILLERS - WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG
Tuesday, October 3, 2006 10:31 p.m.
Freaking irritated..
A mosquitoe bite on the sole of my feet woke me up at 0500 in the morning today.
I hate sleeping in camp.
Sunday, October 1, 2006 04:37 p.m.
I just found out that my tag board died.
Freaking hell, I think it's been a long time since anybody tagged..
Sigh, leave it la hor?
Saturday, September 30, 2006 04:54 a.m.
Home Home Home..
I just came back from Home Club.
Don't know why but I'm feeling damm full now.
Going to zzzzzz
Friday, September 29, 2006 12:45 a.m.
Feeling really bummed that I spent my off day today sleeping in.
But I gave it a second thought and realised that I only have myself to blame.
I'm so in the red for my sleep debt.
It's pay back time I guess.
Anyway, I only woke about three hours ago.
Ordered the pizza hut home delivery for dinner and then I just sat here and clicked on things to download.
And I sat here long enough to finish the downloading of The Killers latest album.
LISTENING TO
THE KILLERS - WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG
Monday, September 25, 2006 09:41 p.m.
Yay!
The third season of Grey's Anatomy is out..
Saturday, September 23, 2006 04:17 p.m.
Whoa..
I just woke.
And I hope I'm not going to be late.
LISTENING TO THE STROKES - HARD TO EXPLAIN
Saturday, September 23, 2006 04:53 a.m.
Live music keeps me alive.
I love the music at Home.
I like going Home.
I love Home Club.
LISTENING TO
THE KILLERS - SOMEBODY TOLD ME
Thursday, September 21, 2006 09:20 p.m.
Today was one of the most irritable. moody and annoying day of this month..
It's like I'm suffering from PMS.
I just decided not to spew out the vulgaritites that's now flooding my limited vocabulary.
Got infuriated by my working environment and then fuelled by my fatigue, I wanted to go to the doctor to get a medical leave for tomorrow because I really want to sleep in and let the world pass me by for awhile.
But, the clinic downstairs is full..
The number at the clinic flashed, 14.
My queue number is 24.
I walked home back here.
To type.
And I'm heading back to camp to sleep.
SO, pekchek.
I only can insert simple thoughts into my mind.
Fuck man, I think I'm not even coherrent in my flow of thoughts..
I want out.
And I want my stout.
LISTENING TO MUSE - INVINCIBLE
Sunday, September 17, 2006 05:46 p.m.
Oh!
Karen!
Tagboard is back on it's own!
I think I didn't shower it with love and all but with your concern, it's back! Hahaa!
Sunday, September 17, 2006 05:26 p.m.
Clicked wrongly on the "edit previous entries" URL and I end up spending the past half an hour reading all my posts.
Haha!! How nostalgic!!!!
I REALLY REALLY MISS SCHOOL DAYS!
-studying and slacking and talking at Subway.
-aimless stroll down orchard road.
-visiting boutiques after boutiques
(awed at how expensive can a few pieces of cloths be.)
-eating fast food after school almost every other day.
-watching movies on a week day.
Anyway, Karen commented that my tagboard disappeared.
And, I asked her how come?
Haha!
Yar, I don't know why la......
But I know it's kinda weird to post a question and yet you do not have an avenue for people to answer to.
So, here's what I found from the net.
Guinness stout has these key ingredients - other than inspiration - are roasted, malted barley, hops, yeast and water.
A proportion of the barley is flaked (i.e. steamed and rolled) and roasted to give Guinness its dark colour (dark ruby red) and characteristic taste.
It is pasteurised and filtered.
Despite its reputation as a "meal in a glass" or "liquid bread", Guinness only contains about 190 calories per imperial pint, less than an equal-sized serving of skimmed milk or orange juice.
Cool eh?
Now I can gulp it down guilt free!
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - GOING AWAY TO COLLEGE
Saturday, September 16, 2006 01:29 a.m.
Which is fatter? Beer or stout?
Monday, September 11, 2006 10:08 p.m.
Wake me up when September ends..
(And October as well...)
Sunday, September 3, 2006 01:24 p.m.
I went to my dad's coins that consists of 20 cents, 50 cents and one dollar coins.
The machine says 15kg.
He says the rough estimate is,
every 1kg of coins is $100.
And the whole lot costs $1400!
Sunday, September 3, 2006 03:25 a.m.
Boring Saturday night..
I spent hours on Imdb and read that there's this upcoming movie next year (2007), called Grind House, which I think the concept is quite cool.
It is two full lengh horror films put together..
I wonder how long am I gonna sit in the cinema.
Oh and i was so damm bored, i went to gmail and started reading old emails.
That's where i realised that gmail is like a blog too..
Just that it's in a chat version.
LISTENING TO PLACEBO - SPECIAL K
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 09:56 p.m.
Haiz...
Lost my mobile phone on Saturday night.
Must be due to the fucking lack of sleep..
(27 hours straight of no sleep and barricades shifting)
So to those who tried to contact me, I think there would be little to none, sorry!.
Somehow, it felt good to be phoneless.
And my earphones fucking hell spoilt.
Damm irritated.
LISTENING TO MUSE - KNIGHTS OF CYDONIA
Saturday, August 26, 2006 11:44 a.m.
Yay! I got a new computer!
Actually I got it quite long ago.
My National Day present.
But I haven't been really using my computer because I'm used to not having one.
So, to my most, favourite Beer Girl, Lesley.
May more beer drown us..
Oh!
And, I like your eyeliner!
And I wanna spend the night with you
(Yeah yeah)
LISTENING TO THE VERONICAS - 4EVER
Sunday, July 30, 2006 09:30 p.m.
It's been a long time since I blogged.
Damm Laggy Surprise has been dead for quite a while already and I still haven't gotten a replacement.
So now, I borrowed an iBook G4 from Janice and then with all my hope and faith in my neighbours, I got a wireless internet connection!!!
The only thing that I am using which belongs to me is my bed.
Big THANK YOU! =) to Janice and my lovely neighbour (who I hope that he/she won't find out about me).
Had a great weekend because watching a good movie just makes me so happy and viewing it with great friends perks me up even more.
I finally went to watch Hard Candy and I got so thrilled by the plot.
Ellen Page's acting furthered on the passion of the movie.
I love her make over abilty because she just seems like another person in this movie compared to the X-Men.
Hope she makes it big in the future..
Had a fucked up dinner.
Cher can testify to it.
HAHA!
Went shopping after the movie and I was happy walking around all the clothes and perfumes but with the "why can't I have money to buy stuff" slogan.
Wanted to buy books but still can't bear to part with my money.
But chocolate brownies did cheer me up!!
I was damm disappointed at first because it was supposed to be Chocolate Guiness Brownies but I can't freaking taste any Guiness at all.
So, I kept the Brownie into my bag and headed straight to Muddys after leaving Cher and Jan.
Ordered a pint of that ever delicious tasting Guiness and tadaaa...
I took out my Chocolate Guiness Brownie infront of Chow Wee and Sean.
They shot me a confused look so I explained what a sham that "Guiness" Chocolate Brownie was so I decided to bring it to Muddys to dip it into some real Irish Guiness Stout fresh from the keg..
Both commented how disgusting the dipping ritual was but I just put that wet dripping Guiness soaked Chocolate Brownie into my mouth.
I fell in love with what I could taste in my mouth.
It was bitter SWEEEEEEET!
An instant tastebud teaser.
With that kind of look on my face, Chow Wee and Sean tried my soaked brownie too.
They approved of the taste as well and I joked of my Guiness Dinosaur creation.. Milo powder in Guiness.. yummy!
Yyvette, (don't really know how to spell that name) the waitress commented on how disgusting my cup looked but I assured her of the chocolatey goodness and she stared in disbelieve as she cleared my glass.
And today, I love my mom because after having lunch with her, she brought me shopping for clothes and bought me hundred plus dollars worth of shirts.
It really cured my shopping cravings from yesterday's town window shopping man!
LISTENING TO MUSE - EXO POLITICS
Saturday, July 15, 2006 07:00 p.m.
I need a new computer because I'm starting to feel bad about going to people's house to use their computer.
I need all of your tax deductable donations.
Thank you!
Sunday, July 9, 2006 06:42 p.m.
Haha! My previous entry was the opening match of the world cup and now today, it's the finals..
Anyway, my computer, Laggy Surprise (L.S.) is dead.
L.S. died!!
It's like in the vegetable state..
When I power it on, it will load up Windows.
After Windows is done, I am left with the wallpaper and the mouse pointer..
The icons and the taskbar won't load up after..
Can anybody help L.S. ??
Because I have no internet from now..
Saturday, June 10, 2006 02:13 p.m.
Stayed over at my friend's house for the world cup.
And I noticed something when I woke up to brush my teeth with my toothbrush that I had brought along from home.
She doesn't close her toothpaste cap ever..
Never knew there were such lazy people...
Anyway, GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
Saturday, June 10, 2006 03:58 a.m.
Talked to Ben after lunch today.
Terence: Aye Ben, watching the world cup tonight?
Ben: Oh... My neighbour is going out for dinner.
There you go..! That's Ben for you!
And I also have to mention something new that I have never done before..
After lunch, together with Ben and Szu, I sat at Macs to watch the commercials on their really nice high resolution plasma TV!
(and we didn't lunch at Macs itself..)
Wednesday, June 7, 2006 11:53 p.m.
Random thoughts: society/templates/life/circle/deviant/perfection
What a fun day!
Finally, something happy to blog about...
Monday, June 5, 2006 10:54 p.m.
OOoooh...
Internet is so fun.
I was talking to my friend on msn.
An excerpt from our conversation:
-
pomodorini says: AWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwww
pomodorini says: so sweeett!!!
ttttterence says: damm caring right?!
pomodorini says: i also wan a willy man
-
She's so funny, unique, intellectual, cute, beautiful, smart, witty and a hunk magnet.
(Self proclaimed of course!)
I swear this whole thing don't make sense.
Monday, June 5, 2006 10:46 p.m.
Oh yes...!
Somehow or the other, I accidentally fixed my computer!
I brought dear Laggy Surprise back from the dead.
Haha!
And I don't know how long Laggy Surprise will last this time round though..
However, I realised that there were limitations when I was surfing the net.
For example: I couldn't go to the hotmail website at all.
I seriously don't know why and the amazing thing is I can go check my yahoo mail and gmail..
Nevertheless....
Yay yay yay!!
I got internet..
Friday, May 26, 2006 01:17 a.m.
I find that talking to strangers is an interesting thing because it helped me in widening my perspective.
Although initially, there's the gamble of whether you two see eye to eye with each other but I must have been lucky because I did change my cooped up mindset after talking.
(don't know if it's for a short term or for a long time to come.)
Therefore, I'm a little happier.
And also, I'm freaking tired,
I don't know what I'm talking about.....
Monday, May 22, 2006 05:06 p.m.
THIS IS THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE..
It's though I know the my entire life span well enough for me to say this but
So far..
it really really really sucks..
I thought I was cynical but now I'm pessimistic with a tinge of suicidal......
It's striked out because i don't think i really have the courage to die but you know i have that dying feeling lingering in my head..
those lerthagic kind of mood..
Crap la.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 09:23 p.m.
Bookmark:
I think this is one of the sadder days in my life.
Saturday, April 29, 2006 11:43 p.m.
Two weeks of no internet sucks man...
I don't know what else to blog.
It's always the typical bullocks. Blah Blah Blah
I need new music...
And yup, my blog is gonna be 'dead' again after this entry because I still haven't treated Laggy Surprise.
I think I'm so hard up for the internet that I have been online for the past 13 hours.
I don't know what's the lure.
But reading stuff and chatting online makes me feel happy but apologies to Suzie for falling asleep while chatting..
Haha!
I think the breakfast made me go into slumber.
Hope to use the internet soon!
I think I'm having an ill,
that no pill can heal..
LISTENING TO MUSE - TIME IS RUNNING OUT
Friday, April 14, 2006 06:59 p.m.
Haha! He wrote that! Cheapshot man...
But I still love him!
Because he lets me go to his house to use the internet.
Friday, April 14, 2006 05:22 p.m.
i love tim!
Friday, April 14, 2006 05:01 p.m.
Saturday, April 8, 2006 12:21 a.m.
I think most people think my blog is dead.
It's not...
It's Laggy Surprise that is getting terminally ill.
Whenever I dial up to the net, the com crawls to a slow.
So slow that it takes a full two to three seconds to maximize and minimize a window.
So, my blog will be on a hiatus.
And yup, I will be using the computer but not the internet.
But I think Laggy Surprise still can manage the MSN for awhile though.
"yay"
LISTENING TO FRANZ FERDINAND - WALK AWAY
Monday, March 13, 2006 10:54 p.m.
Click this to go draw a house!!
I think it's damm fun!
Friday, March 3, 2006 09:52 p.m.
hmmm..
first time i had to stay in the hospital for observation.
I was having bad stomach cramps for a few days and then I had diahorrea which made it worse.
I took medication from the viral infection which I was suffering two weeks ago during valentine's day and I still didn't feel better.
SO, I went to see the doctor at Alexander Hospital yesterday.
He took two tubes of blood for sample and then put me on drip.
Because he says I should be feeling better after taking medication but I'm not.
I fucking hate to be on the drip man..
Damm yucky feeling..
Anyway, I reached home at 0330 and slept till 1830 today.
New record for me, a 15 hour sleep.
And I'm still sleepy...
Friday, February 24, 2006 12:32 a.m.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006 10:01 p.m.
This entry is fully dedicated to my newest and latest voyeur here.
He's a certain Mr K.Z.J.
He kind of like came up to my side while we were queueing at the coffee store and said: "I read your blog.."
Then I told him I'll blog about him.
SO, Mr K.Z.J.!! where are those supposed DVDs!!???
Z.J. please do comment at my tagboard..
HAHA!
Friday, February 17, 2006 09:13 p.m.
Got to book in back to camp now because I have to do a fucking guard duty tomorrow.
Goodbye Saturday!
Thursday, February 16, 2006 11:57 p.m.
I feel trap.
With a tinge of depression..?
Ok, maybe more.
Fell ill, no money, cannot go to places where I wanna go.
Be it abroad or for events..
It feels fucked up.
LISTENING TO -
FRANZ FERDINAND - WALK AWAY
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 06:25 p.m.
Caught a viral infection that provided me with fever and stomach cramps.
Spent the whole of last night valentine's day with my bed.
Didn't know that there's a medication for nauseaous..
Feeling really sucky now.
Thursday, February 9, 2006 09:42 p.m.
Signed up for a Tai Ji Quan class and today's my first lesson!
And guess what? I'm suppose to be doing Tai Ji now..
But class is cancelled..
What the hell man.......
LISTENING TO
OASIS - DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER
Wednesday, February 8, 2006 12:11 a.m.
Oh yeah..!!
My new year resolution came true today!
But then, come to think of it again, it was last year's.
Heck la, as long as it's been fulfilled can already.
Blasted migraine, drilling in my head the whole day.
LISTENING TO
FRANZ FERDINAND - DO YOU WANT TO?
Sunday, February 5, 2006 09:53 p.m.
I named my desktop here.
The initials are L.S. and it's not Lao Sai even though she has been giving me the runs..
Her full name is Laggy Surprise.
LISTENING TO FRANZ FERDINAND - TAKE ME OUT
Friday, January 27, 2006 01:44 p.m.
I'm emotionally distraught.
Because I cannot find my mp3 player.
Something part of me is missing.
I've lost it.
My world is another plain plane hue of grey.
I feel that my ears are exposed and fragile.
I cannot have my usual escape.
In other words..
I'm really fucking pek chek..
Sunday, January 22, 2006 04:09 a.m.
What a weird day, had brunch, then spent most of my time at NTUC today and purchased $179.60 worth of groceries and when I stepped out, it's dinner time.
What a day...
LISTENING TO
JIMMY EAT WORLD - DISINTEGRATION
I finally grasp the meaning of this song..
Love the drums and this part of the chorus
"What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased
Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me..
..Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
..Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
..Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
................"
Sunday, January 15, 2006 10:36 p.m.
Caught In Her Shoes on Friday the 13th...
I think it's a rather sweet movie.
And there were alot of pretty shoes to look out for in the movie.
I wanna eat ice cream, feast on yummy chocolate cakes, flood my house with Sony Ericsson mobile phones and buy CDs from the US..
Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:02 p.m.
empty empty empty empty..
Yes, I'm feeling this way.
and sleeeeepy too...
LISTENING TO THE USED - THE TASTE OF INK
Saturday, January 7, 2006 12:59 p.m.
Try putting A - Z infront of "all"..
I found it to be interesting!
Monday, January 2, 2006 08:23 p.m.
It's a new year,
and I want this year to past and end in a blink of an eye.
Fast..
I think it's gonna be a long and toiling year.
The stuff that I'm looking forward to are only the 21st birthdays littered all across the year.
I'm counting on them to pull me through '06.
And believe it or not, I have resolutions..
I hope at least the first one comes true.
LISTENING TO NIRVANA - PENNYROYAL TEA
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 08:55 p.m.
Argh, initially, I wanted to blog on the christmas season, about how much fun I had but I got no time now, need to book in to camp.
Wasted too much time talking on the house phone.
So, anyway, I had LOTS OF FUN during christmas!!
Thanks to all the new friends I made..!
Haha although I was planning to be very anti-social.
Sunday, December 25, 2005 04:50 a.m.
Ok, I have to shamelessly announce this.
I will not be sending out christmas cards to anyone this year.
This is purely due to the fact that I'm LAZY..
Maybe THERE is still some salvation -
I have actually bought christmas cards a week before christmas and had quite abit of free time for writing cards.
But I'm lazy..
SO, the cards are still sealed in their original packaging..
Thus, the salvation is that I'll be really ready to send out christmas cards next year!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!!
Wednesday, December 23, 2005 07:55 p.m.
I hate to shop with my mom!!
Ok, maybe hate is a strong word..
Because she still buys me things when I'm out with her.
So, I dislike to shop with my mom!
Because everytime we go see something nice,
for example,
like we walk into SK and look at rings, we'll try on the nice designs and end up not buying any!!!
I find it to be so mentally challenging!!
Because after leaving the jewellery shop, I still keep thinking of that particular silver thumb ring that I wanted...
I mean needless to say about diamonds..
Even though she said that one of the diamond ring with rose gold around the main body of silver, suited me.
She won't spend that $$$ on me.
And that she hasn't bought the Guess fragrance that she promised to buy..
I think I'm like some materialistic whore...
I am.
Anyway, who still uses ICQ??
LISTENING TO
JACK'S MANNEQUIN - THE MIXED TAPE
Saturday, December 17, 2005 12:47 a.m.
Had an unpleasant day..
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone's singing along
LISTENING TO JACK'S MANNEQUIN - I'M READY
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 01:41 a.m.
The most interesting part of this "boring" night..
Janice: Oh my god! I'm so itchy...!
Karen, Terence: Why!
Janice: because I feel rashes all over..
Karen: I'm also feeling itchy..!
Terence: Huh??
Janice: I can feel..
Karen: huh?! You can FEEL MY ITCH?!
Can't believe they can feel one another's itch..
Sunday, December 11, 2005 04:37 a.m.
Surfing through fast food websites at this hour is not helpful at all.
Especially when you're hungry and there are sound effects of crispy chewing from the site.
Kids, DON'T try this at home!
LISTENING TO
JACK'S MANNEQUIN - HOLIDAY FROM REAL
Sunday, December 4, 2005 01:00 a.m.
Oh it's one o'clock in the morning..
I'm bored so now it's time to start the
End Of Year Questions segement.
Do you know what does the o'clock means?
I do!
Are dust balls living organisms?!
Think...
(If not why do they keep growing?)
Saturday, December 3, 2005 10:08 p.m.
Oh.. Look, it's Saturday night.
And I'm home.
The worse thing is that I don't feel the drive to go out.
Am I tired of the night life?
I think I'm just tired and pennyless..
LISTENING TO ROB ZOMBIE - DRAGULA
Friday, December 2, 2005 01:17 a.m.
There's this stranger stalking my household.
Fucking idiot is like vouyeuring into my living room from the fourth floor corridor.
Everytime I walk to the window to stare back, he just walks away and then he will come back.
I feel like sprinting two floors up and ram his head with a monkey ram.
Sunday, November 27, 2005 09:37 p.m.
Crazy weekend I tell you..
And I loved every minute of it.
Wished I had more time to blog but nope,
time's up, got to go back.
LISTENING TO GRATITUDE - DREAM AGAIN
Monday, November 21, 2005 10:11 p.m.
Hey Avy! Thanks for the present and the company today!
We saw that Felicia Chin at the Bugis Mos Burger today.
I think I would call her a stick beauty.
All right I need to go... time's up.
LISTENING TO AUGUSTANA - BOSTON
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 09:48 p.m.
Yes yes yes...
A few more days to Hermione Granger And The Goblet Of Fire!!
Ok, this is nights out which means after a few hours, I have to book in to sleep.. sigh..
and to think that i came all the way home and MSN can't work.
LISTENING TO GRATITUDE - DREAM AGAIN
Monday, November 14, 2005 10:40 p.m.
YES!! I'm so finally home..!
I missed my bed.
Gonna spend some time with it now.
LISTENING TO
NIRVANA - WHERE DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIGHT
Sunday, October 30, 2005 10:35 p.m.
Sebast and I had nice steamy hot buns yesterday afternoon.
Thanks for the yummy treat dude!
I can't wait for your birthday so that we can go to our next venue.
And to all the Uni freaks having their exams, erm... don't freak out?
ALL THE BEST!! and GOOD LUCK to you all!!!
And to dearest Willy, Timothy, Christie and Chengliang, I promise I will continue our yearly tradition of me singing my own birthday song but this time, I'll be doing it in some Thai jungle.
Bye peeps!
LISTENING TO
PINK FLOYD - ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL
Saturday, October 29, 2005 03:51 a.m.
Had dinner at Chomp Chomp with some of the T9 people there just now.
Really nice to see them again.
Had all the seafood there and I am like unlucky again, wanted to eat the fried prawn hokkien mee but it's closed again.
Oh well..
And the infuriating thing is that, I'm hungry now.
I think I should sleep it away..
LISTENING TO GRATITUDE - LAST
Monday, October 24, 2005 10:56 p.m.
Whoaa... my nose is drippin uncontrollably.
Irriated the !fuck out of me today.
So I finally went to the doctor and bought my usual flu pills.
Oh and I just overdosed it...
I'm gonna feeeeel sleeeeepy soon.
So anyhow, before I shut off completely, I wanna express my heartfelt thanks to the ladies who celebrated my early birthday with me last night, amidst all the exam blues (i know you all should be studying).
Although dinner was like crap, the restaurant hopping was fun! with all the desserts cramped up at the end of the night. sweet ending i suppose.. oh.. i'm drowsssy now.
anyway, thanks for letting me be really happy in these unhappy and boring days.
LISTENING TO KEANE - EVERYBODY'S CHANGING
Thursday, October 20, 2005 08:44 p.m.
Sophie ah.... What guard duty..???
Read properly leh!
I think you're blind.
And,
Hi Qian Hui and HI LILIAN!!
Haiz, got to rush back to camp now..
LISTENING TO MARION RAVEN - END OF ME
Sunday, October 16, 2005 10:11 p.m.
For my entire life up till now, this is the most boring sunday ever.
I swear....
I just sat in the training shed and stared at the rain for four hours straight.
Had lunch and a twenty minute nap.
And then I stared at the rain for the next two hours straight.
gooooodness..
Having a demolition live range on a day where the rain poured relentlessly and interminably is pure boredom.
LISTENING TO MARION RAVEN - END OF ME
Saturday, October 15, 2005 07:49 p.m.
Didn't know that going to Sentosa with two hundred over guys was so fun!! Haha!!
It's the first time I had chocolate cake all over my body and salty chocolate cake in my mouth..
LISTENING TO MARION RAVEN - END OF ME
Saturday, October 8, 2005 03:06 p.m.
Saturday, October 1, 2005 06:56 p.m.
I just woke.
It's Children's Day!
All should be happy.
Saturday, October 1, 2005 05:05 a.m.
Just home..
I think I should have normal sleeping hours..
Considering I woke at 0345 on Friday morning.
What's my bio-clock doing??
Thursday, September 29, 2005 01:55 a.m.
Cough syrup aiding me in my sleep nowadays. yummy!
LISTENING TO JAMES BLUNT - YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
Sunday, September 25, 2005 01:02 a.m.
So SORRY! Didn't make it out of the house at all because I wasn't even up at all...
Woke up at 00 35, about half an hour ago.
Missed the dinner, didn't even go out.
And frankly speaking, I am feeling shitty now because of my messed up bio clock.
I feel that I'm ready to live in the opposite part of the world now.
If only, then everything would be normal. Let's see..
Now would be lunch and everyone else would be around in the afternoon and since I'm done with lunch, I can travel out to town to get ready to do things!
Then when the afternoon ends, there's still the night to play! whoa...
I think I'll go sleep, the most fun thing on my computer is MSN.. and even then it slows it down already.
Saturday, September 24, 2005 09:58 a.m.
Madness... I don't think I'll ever want to do this again.
I just returned home from breakfast at town.
Spent like ten hours LAN gaming from 2200 - 0800 in some twenty four hour cyber cafe.
And I'm still staring at a computer screen now.
Crazy!!
But I still think $20 at Battlefield 2 is cheaper than beer at Muddys?
Goodness.. to think that I even say that.
Sunday, September 18, 2005 10:03 p.m.
Was at the temple this morning and then to town for a walk..
Sunday, September 18, 2005 05:08 a.m.
I have FINALLY watched a movie.
The last movie I remembered watching was Madagascar?
And although I had read and heard about how ridiculous the movie ticket prices have been rising, I didn't expect to feel the pain until I was paying at the box office just now.
Fucking expensive man...!
So if you guys from the government are reading and monitoring the blog community, please give the society a slack and increase our welfare in the consumer's point of view in the entertainment sector. - i.e. the movie ticket prices!
Cinderella Man was the movie I watched just now, not bad I would say.. Quite touching actually.
LISTENING TO
OASIS - DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER
Saturday, September 17, 2005 01:35 a.m.
Came back not long ago from class dinner at the Esplanade..
Whoa... I'm enjoying five day week now.
I know it's a very common phenomenon but I'm still new to it and it feels good to go out on a friday straight after book out.
Anyway, it was great to meet up with some of the T09 people!!
But then again, it was quite boring after dinner, there was like no where to go so some left for home and some of us stayed for drinks and even then, we headed home eventually after the drinks..
But overall, I'm happy that we all met up =)
It was nice to talk and have laughter together again even though it was just for a short night.
LISTENING TO JAMES BLUNT - YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
Saturday, September 10, 2005 04:48 p.m.
Got wasted on friday...
Head still hurts.
I'll update next time.
Thursday, September 8, 2005 09:02 p.m.
Nights out now and I'm at tim's house.
That fat pig watching TV.. (shhh)
It's been a loooong time since I'm here at my 'house'.
Went to use his cool digital weighing machine that's made of glass.
Found out I lost weight!
I will decide my feeling to that fact later.
I got to go now.
Sunday, September 4, 2005 06:41 p.m.
Oh.. here's an update.
My positivity died the moment I reached my new camp.
My bunk is situated on the SIXTH floor..
Haiz.. Shouldn't have laughed at Sebastian because now I know how it feels climing up and down six floors at least three times a day for meals..
It's gonna get worse when the physical training gets in.
How to climb up six floors after edurance runs and SOC?
Aiya, don't talk about camp already.
I'm addicted to Battlefield 2.
It's the coolest game ever man!!
Let me try to describe it, it's realistically realistic!
Erm, I guess the army destroyed my vocab..
But I'm lazy to go read the SATS vocab list that I have..
LISTENING TO
GREEN DAY - WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS
Monday, August 29, 2005 02:35 a.m.
GOODNESS!!
I just finished packing...
It's so late already and I have to report to my new camp at 0745 later...
Feeling quite sad that I didn't have a few days break when I passed out from my course on Saturday.
Well anyhow, I'm still feeling happier about booking in because my new camp is somewhere near Upper Thomson Road which is mainland Singpore!!
No more stupid long journeys and ferry rides to nice sunny island Tekong..
But then again, I don't know what my new vocation (Combat Engineers) is about but I'm looking forward to it with a tinge of positivity.
Good Night People...!
Have a GOOD WEEK ahead!! =)
Monday, August 28, 2005 11:26 p.m.
Mommy bought a bottle of organic apple, carrot and ginger juice for me after our lunch.
Actually tasted good.
Australian drink products are incredible!
Sunday, August 28, 2005 03:12 a.m.
oooooh... I love my Byford Boxers Briefs!
32km later and not a single abrasion!! =)
I mean who the heck wants to walk in pain?
And after getting abrasion, in order to stop the pain, you have to walk around like an i robot.
Byford rules man!!
Sunday, August 21, 2005 07:07 p.m.
WhoaRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING PISSED OFF!!
Typed such a loooooong entry and it had to happen.
Was about to end my today's entry nice and sweet then leave my house to book in NOW (in 10 minutes) but this had to happen.
FARKING FUCKING FREAKING PISSED.
This nice dearie computer had some desktop explorer problem.
Then it hanged the next moment.
And it never recover!
And this whole blooding thing restarted by it-fucking-self!
.......ARGGGGGH......
Pek Chek AHH... I forgot who told me that he/she haven't used pek chek for a long time and right now.. I'M seriously PEK CHEK..
I rather flood this entry..
I'm so PISSED OFF
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Saturday, August 20, 2005 05:32 p.m.
My GOODNESS!!
I JUST woke up not long ago.
It's been a long looooong time since I slept for so many hours!!
Slept for 13 hours from 4am this morning to 5+ just now.
I thought I could watch Saturday morning cartoons..
But nooo... I didn't get to watch it. Sian..
All right, I shall go out and start on my breakfast.
LISTENING TO ENDOCHINE - ENOUGH ABOUT YOU
Sunday, August 14, 2005 05:03 p.m.
YO YO!!
I'm back blogging again..
I think I blog too much today.
But what the heck man, I rather blog many many times than to cannot blog at all.
This is because my computer like what Sophie said has rheumatism and is only start up when it feels like it.
That is why sometimes I don't come online for half a month at all.
Anyway, Timothy called me and I just returned from his call forgetting what I wanted to blog about in the first place.
So I think I will just leave it as it is here. Going out with my parents now and then booking in later already.
Let me wish everyone a splendid week ahead ya?
Can you DIG it??!
Kind of miss everyone.. Can't believe I spent the whole book out weekend alone and with my parents.
To all those schooling, have a smooth week ahead!!
Don't get too stressed out! =)
Sunday, August 14, 2005 12:47 p.m.
Gosh.. I'm so bored that I can type all the nonsense thing about what happened during breakfast.
Suppose to go class gathering but I'm still here.
Maybe I am really tired or just that I'm plain lazy.
You all decide lah.
Anyway, I really need something new to listen to..
Is the album "Say Hello To Sunshine" nice?
Wanted to download it since one entire month ago but my P2P can't work.. and yet I don't feel like buying it.
I wonder if I'll get charge for typing this out.
What other nice music to listen to?
Sunday, August 14, 2005 11:29 a.m.
ooooh!
Just came back from Hotcakes at Macs next to my house.
While eating my Hotcakes, I noticed there was this family next to my table having their Sunday morning breakfast as well. But something caught my eye, the mother took out two eggs and put it on the Big Breakfast plate. Then I was like staring.. Thought to myself that it's half boiled eggs.. Then the mom saw me staring and was like quite embarassed about bring out the eggs so she said to her daughter "Here! This eggs brought specially for you ah.." Then I was like laughing. So I continued to eat my hotcakes and also continue my staring. Then I realised that the girl is quite cute!! She has nice tanned skin and a high ponytail and so I kept staring at her.. So I think I stared for too long because I saw her father staring back at me. In the end, for the whole breakfast, it was just about staring here and staring there and I didn't even realise that I finished my Hotcakes. Stole another glance at her before leaving to the food court to eat my lor mee.
I think I shall have Macs for breakfast every Sunday morning from now on.. Hmmm or maybe I like girls who eat half boiled eggs in Macs?
LISTENING TO CRANBERRIES - DREAMS
Sunday, August 14, 2005 09:34 a.m.
Boo Boo Poo Poo...
Peek-a-boooo..
Just woke up.
What a bore, no body's on MSN now.
oh ok.. fadil is here.
i'm gonna talk to him.
bye
Saturday, July 30, 2005 12:57 p.m.
ok! I'm back.
Back from my guard duty.
Back from my guard duty which happens to be in the middle of my long weekend.
Back from my guard duty which was a form of punishment from an offence which I think was stupid.
I was punished because I didn't bring writing materials with me when I was CLEANING MY RIFLE!!!
Like.. HELLO!!?
Do you bring writing materials when you're going to bath?
Do you bring writing materials when you're going to shit?
Do you bring writing materials when you're like erm.. I can't think of any analogies because I think this is a stupid scenario.
Not even worth thinking about it, talk about ANALogics.., I think my PWO has it.
Oh and there's this other thing about my cute little Foxy Company that I can't seem to get off my mind.
When we do things wrongly during training, (which I don't see why this would be an issue because we're at the learning phase), the Foxy Sergeants will screw us.. Screw our asses, with complete varnish finishing around our tight white ass.
Based on true stories:-
Trainee did some mistake and then Foxy Sergeant shouted from top of his voice to RIGHT infront of trainee's face:
"YOU FUCKING CHEEBYE! YOU KNOW WHY YOU FUCKING LOUSY OR NOT?! DON'T KNOW? I TELL YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE A FUCKING CHEEBYE!! FUCK OFF FROM HERE NOW I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. FUCK OFF!"
(i don't see any link in the scolding..!)
Then there's this other one time...
A different trainee did a mistake during a Rifle Technical Handling test and another Foxy Sergeant went blasting in his face:-
"YOU FUCKING STUPID OR WHAT!? BLOODY CHEEBYE.. TELL YOU HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES ALREADY YOU STILL WANT TO DO THE SAME OLD MISTAKE. FUCKING CHEEBYE! (at this point in time, Foxy Sergeant took a field chair and flung it across and out of the training shed that they were in.. i looked around and saw everyone mesmerised by that flying chair.. and the blasting continues) YOU FUCKING STUDY TOO MUCH AH!? DO YOU KNOW YOU'RE LEADING A FUCKING SAD LIFE?! FUCKING DARE TO SHOW NO INTEREST! CHEEBYE!!" (and foxy sergeant stomps off)
Ok la, don't want to write anymore army stuff already.
Haha, then what to write ah?
I want to go out with more civilians..!
And listen to what they are doing with their lives!
LISTENING TO GREEN DAY - JESUS OF SURBURBIA
Thursday, July 28, 2005 09:27 p.m.
Ho Ho! Yo!
I'm back........!~~~
Boooo!!
Argh...
I have already wanted to blog for a long looooong time.
Like since three weeks ago.
Let me see the calendar.
Oh! Got it! See.. On the 16th.. yeah, a Saturday.
Came home wanted to blog about my ARMY life.. zzzz
My near one month survival in SISPEC.
Like how sucky it went for me..
And like how I shouldn't have laughed at Chow Wee because now I ended up in the same Company that he was in..
But luckily (for you civilians out there), my computer spoilt because my mom did some re-wiring.
So you all won't be bored by army jargons.
I didn't even have time to see what wires were connected wrongly. End of story for that week.
Then came the 23rd. Somehow, another Saturday!
Hmmm, getting scary isn't it?
So, I got home and daddy fixed the wires back and computer was running again!
However, I didn't blog..
Too excited that computer is normal again, so I didn't blog..
Heh. Ya right lorr.
I was just pure lazy and I was truely physically exhausted from returning from my field camp.
Therefore, today came and it's a Saturday!
Bullshit la.. Today is Thursday.
They returned me a day because of my last two Saturdays that were burnt up. (That means book out late lah.)
So anyway, I don't know what to blog now.
HAHAHA.
Seriously, let me go out first. Take a walk around Singapore City Town...
I'll be back later.
LISTENING TO THE USED - NOISE AND KISSES
Sunday, June 26, 2005 08:18 p.m.
What can I say?
Monday, June 20, 2005 12:21 a.m.
I seriously feel like blogging but I don't know how to write anymore..
I would want to write alot but I don't know where to start.
One thing is for sure, I felt that time passed so slowly but yet I have done so little.
I'm still a great procrastinator.
Oh well, life moves on.
Let's go..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - DAMMIT
But everybody's gone
and I've been here for too long
to face this on my own
well I guess this is growing up
well I guess this is growing up
Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:44 a.m.
Hello boys and girls,
I'll be gone for good.
Going off on a holiday.
Goodbye.
LISTENING TO GREEN DAY - HOLIDAY
Sunday, April 3, 2005 11:23 p.m.
What a coincidence..,
I just finished reading the Angels and Demon book that Benjamin lent me and then the pope died.
Friday, April 01, 2005 01:54 a.m.
Eileen.
Sally.
Maria.
Jude.
Sharona.
I want to meet them all.
LISTENING TO:
THE PRETENDERS - I'LL STAND BY YOU
Tuesday, March 29, 2005 10:43 a.m.
before anyone thinks that i'm crazy over this qian, Whoever that person is, (haha)
this person told me to blog down the above sentence because i complained that i had nothing to blog about.
Monday, March 28, 2005 12:26 a.m.
This is such a déjà freaking vu experience.
First, I worry about my A level results.
It came out half shitty.
Now, I am worrying about my University Application.
I am hoping that I have a school to attend.
Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:09 p.m.
I failed my driving test today.
Feels so fucked up.
This is like a blog of failure.
Really wish to write something good.
But there's nothing nice to write about.
LISTENING TO BRYAN ADAMS - SUMMER OF '69
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 09:40 a.m.
YAY!!!
I found my "The Used" CD!!!!!!
YIPPEEEE!!
I knew it!
I knew it that no one would take my used CD..
but i don't use CDs anymore..
Wednesday, March 16, 2005 11:17 p.m.
Highlight of the week:
and
I got it back.
LISTENING TO
THE TRANSPLANTS - WE TRUSTED YOU
Tuesday, March 8, 2005 12:10 a.m.
I was listening to Oasis - Wonderwall.
What was in your head?
.
Anyway, THE LITTLEST ELVES is a GREAT! movie.
Sunday, March 6, 2005 11:20 p.m.
Subway still tastes the same from that now cold and empty corner..
LISTENING TO NO DOUBT - I'M JUST A GIRL
Friday, March 4, 2005 06:24 p.m.
I am really tired.
I really want my Saturday to come so that I can really go drink my beer, really smoke my cigarette and really listen to my live music.
LISTENING TO NIRVANA - DUMB
Friday, March 4, 2005 06:20 p.m.
Yes yes.. for all to see.
My A-LEVEL Results are as follow:
GEOGRAPHY -- C
ECONOMICS -- D
MATHEMATICS -- C
GENERAL PAPER -- C6
I hope tonight would be fun.
Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:44 p.m.
I am tired.
I want my Saturday to come so that I can go drink my beer smoke my cigarette and listen to my live music.
LISTENING TO THE TRANSPLANTS - DIAMONDS AND GUNS
Sunday, February 27, 2005 04:49 p.m.
Dammit..!
Went to the mall just now to have breakfast (my first meal of the day) with my mom.
Went to some electronic stall to look at Hi-Fi systems because my mom wanted to buy a radio.
However I was getting angry with the salesman trying to sell us something that we don't really need and also getting frustrated with my mom for thinking that every DVD Player is also a DVD recorder..
And they went on for quite awhile talking about this Hi-Fi and that Player and it's functions..
And.. Guess what!? The bloody salesman continued to try to sell us a Home Fucking Theatre System!!
I was like thinking in my head..
"Mommy only wants a radio.. NOT A FUCKING HOME THEATRE SYSTEM SO THAT SHE CAN TUNE IN TO F.M.
Argh!!!
Finally, we left.
Then I felt like going home after that but somehow, I still followed her to do some grocery shopping at NTUC.
Was bored in the supermarket so I wanted to read my book.
Then lo and behold!!
My bookmark is missing..!
That pretty bookmark that Hilary gave the class for christmas has disappeared!
My FAVOURITE BOOKMARK is gone!!
Told my mom about it and she was like serve you right for losing it because this shows that you don't know how to carry your book properly..
ARGH!!
I left the supermarket and walked around the mall to look for it.
Futile attempt.
Went back to the supermarket and help carry the groceries home.
Irritated with my mom.
Don't even want to read my book anymore.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:51 p.m.
Ho Ho!!
My nails took an approximate of 79 days to grow to the total full length.
Wednesday, February 15, 2005 11:41 p.m.
oh oh oh!!
I have got to blog this.
Mommy cooked dinner just now!
Yay! It feels like a normal family for today.
LISTENING TO GREENDAY - HOLIDAY
Monday, February 14, 2005 02:46 a.m.
Monday, February 14, 2005 02:46 a.m.
This is the best Chinese New Year weekend ever..
Usually, I will just get four basic angbaos (father, mother, aunt and grandma) and three or four more because I go visiting with my T15 classmates.
Other then that, I will usually stone at home because I don't visit my dad's side of the relatives.
And I don't know what's the reason for that too.
I was brought up like that.
To have a joyous Chinese New Year! (while stoning at home)
This year, it's a blast because,
Saturday - Muddy Murphy's 2330-0130
Sunday - Muddy Murphy's 1600-1830
Three consecutive days with the same live band.
They ROCK my ass off the chair!
Thursday, February 10, 2005 05:16 p.m.
And your birthday message is the first post of this blog.
So come on people! Let's rock!
Thursday, February 9, 2005 03:14 a.m.
Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:05 a.m.
Gosh..
Four and a half hour of sleep doesn't do justice to your driving.
I was stoning in the car today as I was required to familiarise with two test routes.
Something like a prelims.
During this route "test", this is what happened.
First turn out of the driving centre and I thought I was cruising perfectly fine along the road when I beat a red light at a traffic junction.
The instructor was BEWILDERED!.
He was practically screaming in his seat like a small kid,
"YOU BEAT A RED LIGHT! YOU BEAT A RED LIGHT! IMMEDIATE FAILURE YOU KNOW?!!"
I was like..
"Oh! Erm... Sorry.."
Then I continued after I got awaken.
I thought I was awaken.
Proceeded for a while and I made a left turn and immediately after the left turn was a Pedestrian Zebra Crossing.
Desperately trying to salvage my horrendous mistake just now, I slowed down to a 20km/h upon nearing the Zebra Crossing.
"OK! I did it! I slowed down at a Crossing!", I said to myself.
So, I depressed slightly more than usual on the accelerator (don't ask me why) and the car was about to hop up the little humped Zebra Crossing when my instructor jammed the car to a halt using his special brake pedal at his seat.
I was like.. "What!?" then,
infront of me was this ah pek (old man) that apppeared out of no where! (I swear I checked and there were no more pedestrians that were about to cross)
and he's on the Zebra Crossing!!!
I was like shocked! and kept saying..
"Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!!! Didn't check properly.."
And my instructor was boiling...
He went on a lecture..
"WHOA! You want to kill Ah Pek AH! Ah Pek so poor thing and you want to kill him! You know ah! Alot of old people die because of accidents like these.. (blah blah blah fast forward) AND you ah!! One test can fail TWO TIMES! First you beat the red light then now you beat a Pedestrian Crossing! Whoa.. You better wake up your idea!"
I was still saying, "Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!!! Didn't check properly.."
because I didn't know what else to say.
Proceeded for a while again..
Reached a traffic light controlled junction and I stopped since it was red.
Instructor said turn right.
Ok.. It's still red.
I sat there... while waiting for the change to green, I was nervous and scared that I would make another mistake here.
GREEN!
I moved the car up front abit since mine was the first car..
I checked all the roads that needed to be clear three times just in case..
Then I moved off.
I realised this took quite awhile so by the time I wanted to move off and make my right turn, there was a lorry approaching from the opposite direction.
Fuck!
Now, my car, is diagonally stationary right smack in the middle of a traffic light controlled junction with a lorry approaching me from my left side of the car.
Then suddenly, I can here the instructor repeat faster and faster, "Go! Move! Turn! Just GO!! GO!!!"
then I was like "Orh. ok.."
Jammed the accelerator and completed my turn.
Upon completion, he started ranting on that situation.
"Just now you want to turn just turn mah! Where got people turn half way and then check for safety again!!? Siao ah!"
So I went chanting, "Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!!!"
Then he said, "Sorry no use hor! I think you and I still want to celebrate Chinese New Year."
Then I was like, "Ya lor ya lor" and pretended to laugh at his funny comment.
After that, I was told to go back to the Driving Centre to do the circuit course.
So I entered the Center and he instructed me to turn right to get to one of the circuit station, to the Parallel Parking.
I was like, "Orh, ok.."
This time, I completed the turn! Yes!!
I'm happy! then he said,
"Eh, you just turned right into a wrong lane. Minus points for nothing."
But I was thinking, what the fuck right? made two mistakes that already led to immediate failure.
Then I started laughing a little too loudly.
My instructor stared at me and asked, "Laugh at what??"
So to cover my insanity, I said, "Oh because I like parking because can move slowly and take my own time.."
And after that, nothing bad happened.
.phew...
Lesson learnt:
I'll try to add in a few more hours of sleep from that four and a half hours for my next driving session.
Saturday, January 29, 2005 01:17 a.m.
Ho Ho Ho...
I'm at Willy's house now.
Ended up here because I couldn't last for the rest of the train ride to Boon Lay from town as I was about to puke.
So I alighted at Tiong Baru with him to find a perfect puke spot.
The funny thing was, I even asked him.
"Willy, where's a good place to puke around here?"
Then he stared at me blankly..
Haha! I mean DUH!
How would he know?!
It's in such dire times where I'm amazed that I can still make myself laugh.
And the puke nearly came out then.
But I finally got to a pleasant grassy spot.
So why was I about to puke?
It's because of the buffet I had for dinner..
Ate too much..
HAHAHA! Yes... I still love to eat!
Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:10 p.m.
Jealousy filled to the peak.
Let me bite your teat.
What the fuck! Just let me go eat.
?hahahaha
me: sad/sordid - morbid/tiny/fuck
In the end, I still eat my shit,
dig my grave, bath in piss.
Will someone tell me when would I get my kiss?
Oh come on, end your crap.
|Boyfriends want to fuck their girlfriends hard,|
|Girlfriends fucking want their boyfriends back|
Stay with me stay with me.................
Eh! What did I say?
Cut your cock and bull.
-Terence
050126
2320
I'll be your thrill,
the night will go on,
the night will go on,
my little windmill.."
Saturday, January 15, 2005 01:27 a.m.
the high times...
thanks to all the dooods present tonight,
it's been a long time since i had such great fun.
Thursday, January 13, 2005 11:14 p.m.
I will not go,
turn the lights off,
carry me home.."
Friday, January 7, 2005 11:51 p.m.
Crimson sky tonight..
My favourite...!
I like to look at clouds at night.
The way the moonlight and the city light gives these water bodies a soft illumination lures me to my room window.
Not that I hate looking at clouds during the day,
the night sky appeals more to me.
It's mystifying black aura pulls me into a space that is timeless and still.
My another escapade.
Before you know it, time has passed you by silently.
Further more, it's a red sky and I favour the colour red because it signifies intensity, passion, blood... etc
Red hot blood..
I wanna feel it's rush,
the taste of blood is curious.
It's something peculiar.
Yearn for it to flow,
to bath in it.
I want to cut myself open to savour it again.
The moment, the taste, the feel.
Red.
But yet I am scared.
Crazy,
I am going to sleep.
Then again, does anyone have sleeping pills which I can borrow?
I want to try because I want to be a really good boy and go to sleep early.
LISTENING TO THE USED - POETIC TRAGEDY
Wednesday, January 5, 2005 01:56 a.m.
beer and cigarettes go together.
just like boys and girls, mate together.
filthy dirty lies to make one clean.
everyone's around but no one stops.
everyone cares but come face to face-..
they haven't got a thing to say
silent erupts as all turn speechless.
surfacing all the hidden blisters..
gaps in between filled with pus.
one that was laden by the passing of time..
-Terence
05-01-2005>
01 25
Saturday, January 1, 2005 03:44 a.m.
Friday, December 31, 2004 12:29 p.m.
Oh.. I just woke up and it's new year's eve.
I dreamt about ice skating last night.
I was ice skating in a huge frozen lake which is totally different from the local small ice skating rink.
And while ice skating, I met people whom I really didn't want to meet and I wonder why they appeared in my dreams when I hadn't even encountered them for years.
And the funny thing is, I can't even ice skate in reality.
So I was really happy that I could ice skate so well in my dreams and that I really really want to go roller blading now.
(i know there's a difference between those two and i prefer blading than go skating in circles)
At the same time, this whole ice skating experience was spoilt because of those particular individuals.
LISTENING TO RADIOHEAD - CREEP
Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:19 a.m.
==With my toothless grin, I sat there eyeing her every move. The heat added to my overwhelming stench of lust that filled my nostrils. I wanted her badly. My thrist for blood has reached its saturation point.
==I leaned back on the cold walls of the pub with my eyes still fixed on her. I had stayed long enough for five pints and that made me begin to think. I took a long drag on my cigarette and shut my eyes and in an instant, my mind was flooded with what I was going to do to her.
==With my blade, I would slice between her eyes and drain the vermilion liquid down my throat. The coolness of the virgin blood would flood my thirst and complete my weekly routine. Slowly, my mind went into a swirl as I could make a faint outline of the slow spinning blades of the ceiling fan against the yellow light through my eyelids.
==It was uncomfortable. The heat in this alfresco area made me open my eye. Fuck! I lost sight of my prey. She is gone. What is left is just an empty glass that she was drinking from. The thought of losing my prey ignited my rage as I stood up and headed for the exit. On my way out, I passed her table and saw fresh engravings on it. It read out as:
"I know you have been watching.
Do pay attention the next time.
-Kelly"
So, she's a special prey, I said to myself and I dashed out onto the streets in the hot afternoon.
(maybe...)
Hmmm, I was trying to write a late night story..
Trying to be writing like a novel of some sort,
you know those fiction books about a psychotic killer? Yeah, something like that and I get to be the killer!
Ok, I know I'm bored...
Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:02 a.m.
Just came back from my bathe and I think I'm weird.
I always switch on the bedroom radio before going for a bath so that I can listen to something.
Instead, I realised without fail, I would end up singing my own song in the bath room to cover the songs broadcasted from the radio.
Somehow, I don't seem to connect to the broadcast..
Not that I hate listening to new songs.
In fact, I welcome new songs but just that "Perfect 10 New This Week" and the whole pop culture doesn't have any appeal for me.
I ended up singing blink 182's Going Away To College because it's a sweet song.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004 01:55 a.m.
It's so ironic..
While on the bus home earlier on,
I was thinking of next week,
that I am not going to school.
And that I'll miss all my friends and classmates in school.
And that I finally made myself say:
"I miss school."
on the 156 when it passed my schools.
And then, I accidentally scrolled down to my previous entries and it stopped at this particular one..
==> Sunday, December 28, 2003 03:48 p.m.
i don't want school to start.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004 12:39 a.m.
Gosh!
I was interrupted three times by my mom while I was shitting just now.
That was because she asked me what I wanted for supper.
Don't really like to be disturbed when I'm shitting unless it's group shitting.
Because when I'm shitting alone, I like to think about things..
Since I was disturbed so many times I could only think about my most enjoyable shitting experience.
Thinking.. thinking...
I can only think of two.
Once was during my SJI days, I remembered that it was so long ago.
Let's see if my memory allows..
Hmm, it was after our Sec 4 prelims and it was during the one week marking period.
Usually, people would take the opportunity to mug even harder for the final lap but we decided to throwing our one week to comb down Orchard Road after school.
It was a special routine for that one special week of havoc before the release of those dreaded results.
One of the items on the routine was to have a shit stop at Paragon and I can still remember other items from the itinerary but heck, shitting is the main focus here.
There was one day during that Special Week.
Haha! Sounds like "This Week's Special" thingy.
Right.. so, there was this one day where there was a high of like seven people, Melvin, Marcus, Panya, Chow wee, Benedict, and I, in the group outing.
(fuck! if you count, there are only six persons. yes, i forgot who the last guy was, tell me if you guys know)
It was super fun and amusing because the top floor toilet of Paragon had eight cubicles and all seven of us went to shit leaving only one empty.
While we were shitting, we were all engaged in our nonsensical discussions and the whole toilet was damm noisy and I pitied the guy who shits at the eighth cubicle because he did feel so left out..
I mean come on! Everyone's talking except you!
And when all seven of us stepped out from the toilet, the cleaner glared at us..
It was so funny, imagine seven white noisy fuckers coming out of the toilet together..
Anyway, the second most enjoyable shitting experience was with Timothy Quek.
Haha! It was damm funny because we were shitting at the fifth level of the Wheellock Place and occupying the last two cubicles..
While shitting, we not only engaged in conversations but also played a few rounds of the card game called Goldfish!
It was damm funny, I didn't remember who won or lost but dealing cards with your neighbouring cubicle while shitting is something new.
Try it kids!
Yup! So that's it! Haven't really went through my third most enjoyable shit yet.
Oh by the way, I didn't really want to blog about shitting in the first place.
I wanted to blog about my favourite bus services but I ended up writing about this.
Oh well, supper is here, got to get busy!
LISTENING TO GREEN DAY - HOLIDAY
Monday, December 27, 2004 12:03 p.m.
Beer Beer Beer...
Beer is good!
Sunday, December 26, 2004 01:27 a.m.
Uhmmm...
Christmas ended one plus hour ago..
So,
it's Happy Boxing Day people~!
Thank you Qian Hui for the lovely lunch!
Thank you Lesley for the lovely dinner!
LISTENING TO COLDPLAY - CLOCKS
(listening to this draggy song again because i'm trying to remember the live band at Muddy's during Christmas Eve as they played a nicer version of it. maybe it's just because the lead singer is damm cute!)
(oh! and that cute singer sang a BETTER cover of Maroon 5's "This Love" and Jet's "Are You Gonna Be My Girl", i wonder who am i driving at..)
Friday, December 24, 2004 07:57 p.m.
Ho ho ho...
It's christmas eve today! and..
I woke at 1400 and then came back from lunch at 1500.
Dozed off at 1530 and I woke up not long ago at 1930.
I love dreaming of Santa..... right..
LISTENING TO
THE USED - THE TASTE OF INK
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 03:05 p.m.
Drowning in this sea of lonely..
-Yearning for the taste of beer..
--In violent, frustration..
---Voyages in circles..
----Succeeds in getting no where..
-----Is it worth it?
------Can you even hear me?
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:53 a.m.
I just realised..,
Just read my blog and realised.
The recent posts were flooded with almost nothing but Naruto.
What a freak!
Just realised what a fucked up obsessed freak I was and still am??
Because, despite the absence of the PS2,
I couldn't contain the urge and I went over to Mark Tay's house to play that blasted game.
Lost control of myself from 19 00 - 22 50 and headed to macs for supper before getting home.
This is insanely nuts...
I wouldn't be doing this if I had a school life or a working life or a love life or even plainly speaking, just any life form would be sufficient.
I need a life.
Can someone spare me some?
Let's see how far this obsession carries me..
or rather, see how far I can carry this obsession?
Think I am returning to his house on Thursday.
This is bad.. Oh so bad....!
LISTENING TO GREEN DAY - LETTER BOMB
(Stupid Chow Wee let me listened to his ipod with all the tracks from the Naruto OST inside...
Wanted to go download but insufficient space in my machine..
Due to the flood of the anime episodes...)
Monday, December 20, 2004 03:24 a.m.
Returned Willy his PS2.
So empty now.
"make a circle square, a rectangle curve.."
Saturday, December 18, 2004 02:59 a.m.
Yeah!
I just printed 80 over pages of translations and walkthrough for the Naruto game.
Gonna try to sleep now so that I can have energy to play it tomorrow!!
I can't wait to be awake!
Saturday, December 18, 2004 02:44 a.m.
Ahhh...
Now I know how Kakashi's Sharingan eye came about...
So touching.....
Friday, December 17, 2004 12:15 a.m.
yes Yes YES!!!!!!
Episode #114 is finally released for download!!!
YIPPEEE!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004 09:49 p.m.
I just spent the last solid one and a half hour reading the Naruto translation and walkthroughs for the game.
It seems to be damm difficult and time consuming.
I don't feel like playing it anymore.
Damm Jap.. Why can't it be the second language?
At least now I can use it to play a game.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004 07:29 p.m.
Ok, I am back home in Singapore again.
KL was FUN!
Quite tired now...
and dammit... the Naruto game is in Japanese..!
How to understand???
Monday, December 13, 2004 06:55 p.m.
Oh hey people, I am going to KL tonight for a quick getaway.
Hope it turns out good.
Will be back in two days time?
See ya!
Sunday, December 12, 2004 04:33 a.m.
Ok! I stopped my Naruto binging...!
Yes finally!
At least for now, for a short break...
I am now surfing random unknown blogs..
This group of friends from the UK.
They seem to be Japanese-British..
Weird combi but yea.
Very interesting 17 year old posts though.
Now I know why Tim likes to do this
it gives me a weird kind of insight to how people live their lives else where.
anyway, i got this cute excerpt from one of the groups' blog.
Pickles are green
You have nice legs
What's in between?"
Sunday, December 12, 2004 04:10 a.m.
Argh what the fuck..
it's like look at the time now..
I just finished episode 101 of the Naruto anime.
Quite lame and funny.
I wonder how long more I can last..
Oh well, what ever it is, it's just up to 113 and i would be on par with the naruto fan website.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - GO
Saturday, December 11, 2004 09:53 a.m.
Sleeping comes with the package of dreaming.
Have been sleeping so much nowadays
and to think that I hated to sleep last time.
Anyway, I had a freaked and fucked up impossible dream last night.. or is it a nightmare?
I don't know because I seem to enjoy both by the way.
I mean, it's more thrilling to wake up after a bad dream and having panicked and worried and being so damm afraid and then knowing that everything isn't true rather than being alive and having nothing to do.
My Dream:
I dreamt that I was in a Cinema watching some stupid television drama and I was like what the fuck? watching television show in a cinema.
So I left that damm cinema and I was at an unknown place.
Everything was dark as it was night but I did a crazy thing.
I was on the roof of some building and I could see myself killing myself, that means, I committed suicide and then after I see myself collapse into a motionless heap, I killed myself (the one that has been watching myself die),
which means, I committed suicide again and this time, after I jabbed myself with the blade, my vision was blurred and everything was dark.
Then I woke up.
LISTENING TO THE USED - POETIC TRAGEDY
Friday, December 10, 2004 01:15 a.m.
i may sound happy but i know i am not
LISTENING TO M2M - THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY
(don't know why i am listening to this song but i pressed something on the window media player while watching Naruto and it started playing)
Thursday, December 9, 2004 01:54 a.m.
Oh Oh!!! I must blog about this!
The Naruto Movie is being released on DVD in Feburary 2005!
!Splendid~
Thursday, December 9, 2004 01:46 a.m.
Let's go play!
Monday, December 6, 2004 10:23 p.m.
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
Argh...
these are the words that were constantly repeating in my head.
LISTENING TO THE USED - LUNACY FRINGE
"I am so far gone now,
I have been running on empty."
Monday, December 6, 2004 09:09 p.m.
Jealousy is one of my greatest downfall.
I hate being a scorpio.
I am sorry and I don't really mean it but it's my nature.
So, why couldn't you just shut the fuck up?
LISTENING TO KING ARTHUR (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Friday, December 3, 2004 02:25 p.m.
It's a long time since I blogged.
Probably, nothing to say... or,
too many things to say.
Or maybe I am too lazy to blog
because my computer has been online
till right now, for the past 040:01:51
LISTENING TO JIMMY EAT WORLD - THE MIDDLE
Saturday, November 27, 2004 12:15 a.m.
Oh I must thank Tim for my ear piece!
Whoo hooooo!!
THANK YOU MY BOY!
and ya, that jade ring is disgusting.
Thursday, November 25, 2004 10:15 p.m.
Just learnt a new word to use.
It's called resentment.
Not really sure how to use it though,
I think it goes well with apathy..
So it goes something like,
"I'm so apathetic in my resentment"
got it from one of the lines in The Used lyrics.
It's the long holidays..
yay.
It means I have more time to come back here to type more.
I am having this cooped up negative feeling in me.
It's so argh.
Not sure if you know what I mean but I can't even identify it..
Maybe it's because my mind is tired and suffering from withdrawal systoms from watching the Naruto anime.
I am like wanting to watch somemore but I finished the stack of episode 1 -60 from last night to this afternoon.
Watching Naruto gives me a positive feeling,
I feel happy when I am watching it.
Was in a irritated mood when I finished the last disc.
So I went to play willy's PS2 which was on loan to me.
I couldn't even last for one and a half hour on that machine and I came back here to stone.
Now I am still having that "argh" feeling inside me.
I want to go a place where I can shout.
I need to like.. Ok la, quite cliche, but you know?
To let it all out.
Let what out I don't know but I want to like go to a quiet sea side or to a rock concert so that I scream till my throat becomes sore and I tire and fall to the floor with exhaustion..
I even tuned my guitar and it's on the stand staring back at me.
I want to play all the games I have..
I am suppose to play now.
It's time for fun!
But I can't seem to grasp it at all!?
I am just refusing to play.
I wonder how other people are doing?
I feel happy for them, doing their stuff that they had planned out long ago.
Ticking and striking off tasks that appears in their to do list.
I have my to do list.
I did not adhere to it.
It's purely bullshit that I wrote down during the A Levels so that I can feel better when I look at the list and tell myself that I must study now so that I can do those later.
I am not even returning to my room.
Maybe I just need to go out.
Have a beer.
Chill...
But then again, I miss going to school.
Going to school meant that I can see my friends without needing to call them up to meet due to a particular reason like to watch a movie or for a meal.
Going to school was a must and everybody went,
and it is during school where I had the most fun..
Yes, I am guilty of complaining about how fucked up school is..
I mean, be it SJI or CJC, I loved both schools because of the friends I used to have fun with every damm day.
Be it those bastards or those nice ladies,
be it whether I go to school in a fucked up mood and a pissed off face or I go to school wanting to tell someone else something..
Be it whether it's a normal school day or an unofficial compulsory school day, I always had fun at the end of the day..
I mean it reminds me of, excuse me if you don't watch Naruto, Sasuke, Sakura and Naruto, it's like although those two idiots hate each other superficially and that Sakura is always the one in between, however, deep down inside the three of them, they do really care for each other or
let's have another example like Harry Potter where Harry, Ron and Hermione have so much fun when they are in school even though there are so many assignments and fuckers like the Draco family, I mean they still watch out and care for each other and enjoy the times together.
On my own personal note, Harry Potter doesn't make such a fine example because Harry and Ron doesn't compete like how Naruto and Sasuke does, which makes Naruto a joy to watch, and yet they still care for each other at the end of the day.
Well, goodbye to all then, I will miss you bastards and pretty ladies.
I am happy that our paths in life crossed.
Thinking of school brings a joyful tear to me.
Thursday, November 25, 2004 09:18 a.m.
I really found the physical geography paper difficult.
As in, I didn't finish it.
Oh dear.......
But then again, it's over.
What I yearn for is here.
But it seems that I am still lost.
LISTENING TO BILLY JOEL - PIANO MAN
Monday, November 22, 2004 05:19 p.m.
ok... from that previous blog to now, heh.
erm, i completed that first proper story of Naruto anime.
gosh i don't know about those who watch la but i found it very touching leh...
got very emo like "someone"..
tim you know lah hor?
haiz...
wanted to watch more but i somehow managed to stop myself..
i mean it's just like two more days...
and i get to wear that ugly blue uniform for one more day..
i can't wait to rot here to watch Naruto.
many thanks to reuben for lending me episode 1 - 60
but i think i will finish that in no time because i watched pockets of it...
hmmmm, i just did 1 -19 then at tim's house i did like 37-53?
is it ah?
i don't know...
but i just know that i will finish 1-60 in no time.
so...
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Monday, November 22, 2004 01:20 p.m.
Aiyo...
Here I am blogging about another exam mishap.
Today, I didn't spot wrong question.
Today, I knew what to write for the Economics Case Study.
Today, I did not write what I wanted to write for the Economics Case Study.
Because today, I got stuck at the MOTHERFUCKING DRQ..
So today, I did like shit.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
I think I am dumb.
LISTENING TO NIRVANA - DUMB
Friday, November 19, 2004 05:13 p.m.
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Friday, November 19, 2004 03:56 p.m.
Actually, my plan after I reached home was to come straight to the computer to blog about how messed up the Human Geography paper was for me today.
I planned to typed here what I had studied..
Ok.
I'll be honest. Not exactly studied but spotted on some questions which I was totally confident that would appear on today's question paper.
All right I think you might have guess it now that you had read till here.
Yup, the questions which I studied for DID not even appear!
Not a part!
Not a glimpse!
I wanted to bore you all with the stuff that I studied to prove that I do know some human geography facts.
To unload my human geography knowledge onto somewhere and decide that my blog would be the place.
But well, not anymore I suppose.
I mean, WHO did be interested about the Montreal Protocol that was ractified by 26 nations in the year 1987 to curb CFCs emissions by 50% by the year 2000 in two seperate stages??!!
Haha!
I just spotted an unintended pun on the "WHO"
gosh...
I'm lame.
and also, WHO did be interested about the Kyotol Protocol that was ractified by 170 nations in the year 1997 to curb the six greenhouse gases and with the USA withdrawing from it in March 2001 as the Bush adminstration was unhappy about the costs involved??!!
You tell me who la!?
Apparently, even the Cambridge people weren't even interested!!
If they did, they would had asked those questions right?
and... I could elaborate even further!
That the Montreal Protocol was a huge success although a few problems plagued its developement.
I can discuss about the problems and the effectiveness and why the Kyotol Protocol wasn't much of a success.
I think I should stop here.
Heh.
Sorry about making you all read about air pollution knowledge that even the Cambridge people weren't interested in.
SO SORRY LORRRRRRRR.............
I really wanted to type more about those facts.
Trust me.
SO.
Anyway, I am now fully alive again because coming to the computer was a good idea.
I just love coming here to watch the live band performances that I had erm
(eh what other word to replace this taboo word called 'download' ah?)
ya you know la...
I just realised..
After misplacing "The Used" CD for don't know how many days now, I burnt the two albums into a CD and I haven't listen to any other CDs for more than once except for The Used.
It reminded me of the blink 182 days..
Where The Mark, Tom and Travis Show CD ruled my discman for more than a month.
I wonder where's blink now..
I think they are gonna disband soon as all of them are all fathers.
They won't have time anymore.
Haiz..
Everyone is growing up to some new responsibility.
Anyone want to talk about The Used with me?
Apparently, I just understood the "Sound Effects And Overdramatics" song.
Haha..
All the while, I didn't know that the song was just about sex.
And trust me, the song is not sexual at all when you hear it for the first time without looking at the lyrics.
Right, so moving on, the next topic will be on erm...
Physical Geography!
I really need to do something about Physical Geography because today was really miserably miserable.
I am like even planning to forsake Economics..
So now,
let the river flow and the rocks weather because the atmosphere will affect the biomes and soil types especially in the Tropical Rain Forest.
eh, what if they ask the [25] marks question all about Savanna Grassland?!
LISTENING TO
THE USED - LIGHT WITH A SHARPENED EDGE
Tuesday, November 16, 2004 03:45 p.m.
Oh well, I like the feeling of heading home after an exam. Emotions are churned just like in a bowl of well mixed salad.
I never cease to amaze myself, especially with my own paradoxically perceived notion of dreading and lusting of each new day to start. It's like I am having exams now and I don't want the day to end because I have not finish studying my notes. In spite of the begging and slogging of my agony, I want tomorrow to come, not because it represents the end of the torture but I want it to come so that this cycle can repeat itself. It is the recycling of such cycles that made me lost. Routine, mundane, blah blah blah.. those are the words that describe it.
I can't wait to go home tomorrow again..
"Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
I wanna be alone"
LISTENING TO NIRVANA - SILVER
Monday, November 15, 2004 07:28 p.m.
more
days
Saturday, November 13, 2004 01:37 p.m.
Singing myself to tears.
Crying myself to sleep.
Dreaming myself alone.
Alone with me again.
Dreaming of me alone.
Singing myself to tears.
Crying myself to sleep.
Dreaming myself alone.
Alone with me again.
Dreaming of me alone.
Singing myself to tears.
Crying myself to sleep.
Cutting myself to bleed.
So that I can speak.
I have spoken..
That I'm broken.
Wanting to speak,
without a speech.
-Terence
13/11/2004
02 17
Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:38 p.m.
With vaginas on their face.
Warm and moist I know.
Touch and felt I did.
Creatures from outerspace,
please.... OH PLEASE!!
Bring me away, to a better place.
-Terence
11/11/2004
02 37
Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:27 p.m.
I feel this world is an ugly place.
Just because I can't score my ace,
in these papers and certificates,
that people deem as a piece of cake.
Throwing in the towel,
is like highlighting the vowel,
of the evil word called "fuck".
The vowel is You which is
me because I wrote this,
to prove my simple thesis.
The thesis is simple,
it's actually apathy in ample.
Winners?
Victors!
I was none.
Imagine growing up like a nun.
Praying religiously,
hoping the world to be,
to be a beauty.
But instead the product was just,
a multiplication of hypocrites and time.
I wasn't brought up like the process of a building block.
Where foundation is strong with the final aim of touching the sky.
Instead the truth reigns in my own,
my own EMPTY! heart's desire.
Growing up for me,
is just a plethora of comparisons you see..
Always put on a bias scale,
tipped to the weighted end.
Forced to the lonely end.
With the end in mind.
I end my rhyme.
As I had,
wasted my time.
Like a slippery eel,
on a slippery slope.
This is how I feel...
Should I still have hope?
-Terence
11/11/2004
02 28
Thursday, November 11, 2004 01:06 a.m.
I HATE ......
argh fuck, i want to let it out.
!FUCK..
all these cooped up emotions are no good..
it's just like cutting your nails while watching TV at the same time is no good.
i am feeling cold.
literally, i am falling sick.
with a sick sick head like that,
what else could possibly go right?!!!!!!
fuck you!
fuck you terence.
disdain..?
self-mockery?
helplessness
useless
imagine, vocabulary spat out like that from your own mouth, directing to no one but you yourself.
spitting in the mirror every darn morning is what we can do.
the mirror breaks but i broke long ago.
this negativity is getting no where.
bang bang bang!! shot in the head..
lying like kurt cobain...
fuck fuck fuck!! fucking around like a pimp
lying in a bed with disease spreading whores
chaos!
madness!
emancipation!
another string of words,
pulling me on................
Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:37 a.m.
that there is no point running after an empty hope,
chasing a forbidden dream
i have always gave up what is mine,
weeping after an unrequired realm
i am just melting in a cube
squeezed out like an empty tube
-Terence
11/11/2004
00 51
LISTENING TO FINCH - AWAKE
(longing for sleep again, but now I'm awake)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 02:59 a.m.
..still can't find that cd.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 02:22 a.m.
It's so difficult to keep your friend count at 182 at Friendster.
(Gosh, to think that I am still playing at Friendster at this kind of a time.)
But then again, I am a righteous blink 182 fan.
LISTENING TO NIRVANA - RAPE ME
Sunday, November 7, 2004 12:38 a.m.
(Josephians know what I am talking about)
Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:51 p.m.
all right, one minute happy one minute sad..
i am now feeling damm frustrated now..
because.....
I MISPLACED MY "THE USED" CD..!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK...!!!
I NEED IT..
WHERE ARE YOU!!!??
WHO TOOK IT!!!
PLEASE.... I NEED YOU.. YOU CUTE LITTLE ROUND THING..
i mean i can always burn another one,
but still...
IT'S NOT THE SAME..!!!!!
I LOST THE NICE CUTE ORIGINAL DISC!!!!!!!
i mean for once i am not indulging in piracy and yet, this got to happen.
i'm now lost.....
being a music addict sucks...
i depend on shiny rounded stuff..(that happens to roll to hiding so that i cannot spin and torture them in this machine that pierce right through their center..)
**sobsob**
(i mean, who would want to take a "used" CD?)
Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:15 p.m.
Hey hey people,
I am now officially joining the ranks of the cheapskate people...
I know it's kind of late but it's better than never.
I now have free incoming calls all day on my mobile.
That means I won't call out!
Hmmm, wait a minute..
Come to think of it, I don't even usually call out.
Oh well, I will stay that way then...
Saturday, November 6, 2004 06:44 p.m.
What's the use? Right?
Thursday, November 4, 2004 05:07 p.m.
LISTENING TO
THE USED - A BOX FULL OF SHARP OBJECTS
Wednesday, November 3, 2004 08:11 p.m.
Tuesday, November 2, 2004 09:10 p.m.
oh i must say another BIG THANK YOU to ALL the people who chipped in to buy the Fossil wallet for me...
I really LOVE it alot!!
Something that was on the top of my wish list.
So LOVE the class... =)
Monday, November 1, 2004 11:56 p.m.
Something to say before the night comes to a close..
a BIG THANK YOU to all!!
to people who wished me in one way or another
and also for the birthday cake..
all these really meant something to me.
thank you everyone and i love you all =)
Monday, November 1, 2004 12:44 a.m.
so much so for online shopping.
bah.
what a great way to start off a birthday..
going to sleep now, hope it gets better later.
LISTENING TO THE USED - I'M A FAKE
(i think the intro is nice, i like it.)
Monday, November 1, 2004 12:01 a.m.
Friday, October 29, 2004 01:27 a.m.
Friday, October 29, 2004 12:34 a.m.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004 07:16 p.m.
nothing worthy to write.
except that i won't be coming online for now.
LISTENING TO
THE USED - SOUND EFFECTS AND OVERDRAMATICS
Friday, October 22, 2004 01:14 a.m.
What I write,
is right,
to me..
Wrong it might be,
but not to me.
-Terence
25-08-2004
Friday, October 22, 2004 12:28 a.m.
Asleep at a wake.
Apathty a plenty.
As dead as the body lay.
As quiet as the coffin sound.
This prose is not about a rose,
But about a wither dying hope.
-Terence Chia
19-10-2004
20 13
LISTENING TO PRINCESSA - ONCE IN A LIFETIME
Tuesday, October 19, 2004 02:19 a.m.
Bought the Green Day CD three weeks ago, it was great.
Now I need more money to buy The Used CD.
It's gonna be great.
I love retail therapy..
or rather,
MUSIC THERAPY-
Guitarist Quinn Allman of The Used:
"That was my way of rebelling, too, believing in something real and powerful like music. God is just a concept, but music is tangible."
Now, I need money.
Monday, October 18, 2004 06:11 p.m.
Help! I am addicted to Naruto... Argh!!
Everyone whom I chat with about anime seems to be tune in to that cute little boy.
I must not succumb to my addiction.
LISTENING TO GREEN DAY - HOLIDAY
Friday, October 15, 2004 08:39 p.m.
Such is the irony of life, I love it.
T09 - 2003/2004, I LOVE YOU.
LISTENING TO PRINCESSA - I WON'T FORGET YOU
dedicated to my lovely class..
Friday, October 8, 2004 10:08 p.m.
- Benjamin Franklin
(that guy who did the lightning and kite experiment)
LISTENING TO
GREEN DAY - BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS
Friday, October 7, 2004 11:54 p.m.
Dear boys and girls,
here's a gentle reminder.
Please be aware that farting is healthy and natural.
Just let it all out when the need arises.
I am fed up with society and it's stigma on farting.
Especially in high upper social class.
I mean, after being highly educated,
you mean they cannot even imagine the scenario of a balloon that's about to burst due to too much air??!
Friday, October 6, 2004 10:39 p.m.
It's time for show and tell again!
My preliminary examination results are as follows..
Math: 35.5
Geography: 43
Economics: 30
General Paper: 41
Note: the above scores are upon a hundred
Hmmm, I thought I studied?
This is so deluding.
Did i? Did i not? Did i? Did i not? Did i? Did i not?
Did i? Did i not? Did i? Did i not? Did i? Did i not?
Did i? Did i not? Did i? Did i not? Did i? Did i not?
Fuck you la!
(that vulgarity was directed to terence)
Still waste time asking.
Friday, October 1, 2004 10:18 p.m.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:40 p.m.
just read my own post down here.
and i am back here!
what a sad sad fuck i am..
sheesh..
pretty pity?
simple sympathy?
partially pathetic?
just read it and pass it.
said that it was private!
pretend that i didn't post that at all!
yay!
i am happy!
i am split.
into two, i am one.
good bye, i won't be here, till some justice and good is done.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:24 p.m.
got some results back for today.
pretty much equals to failing the prelims.
failed my math, an 'O'(nice vowel huh?), which i still think is my favourite subject.
failed my econs MCQ badly which is the easiest section, thus a rather good indication of me failing econs.DUH!
geog? see how lor..
anyway, failed the exam already.
there goes my prelims and also my confidence.
didn't talk much because the truth resides in my mouth.
it resides too heavily there, the burden is too great to bear but i have to push on with my last ounce of energy.
typing like crap here, can't even be bothered with paragraphing.
won't be talking much to anyone at all, probably not until i find myself back again.
i am like suppose to write this in some diary somewhere out there that i want to buy.(but dear wise didn't have time to buy for me.)
haha, blaming others again.....
i think this is rather private.
wide spread mockery might arise from here..?
i want to rid of the phrase "fail then fail lor.. big fuck?"
in the end i am fucked.
cynical, sarcastic whatever.
this clown here is out of business, no more entertainment.
wallow wallow in deep abyss................
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - VIOLENCE
Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:21 p.m.
sentosa yesterday was very fun..!
i truely enjoyed myself!!
thanks to all who made it possible.
Sunday, September 26, 2004 05:50 a.m.
fuck fuck what the fuck!?
no one sees it.
until that day is plain and clear to us,
i now sincerely open this invitation for you to come,
come deep down inside,
come fuck with me,
kill me,
strip me,
use me,
for i will prance around and be your puppet without a heart
Tuesday, September 21, 2004 12:18 a.m.
Things are getting from bad to worse.
First, I am BARRED from the computer
O Bloggie, Bloggie..
Seems like bloggie and I are not fated...
LISTENING TO THE USED - BLUE AND YELLOW Tuesday, September 14, 2004 10:34 p.m.
They say stars are heavy,
Looking at the stars,
-terence
The stars collide,
Refusing to be confused,
-terence
LISTENING TO SAVE FERRIS - BUILD ME UP BUTTERCUP Tuesday, September 14, 2004 06:50 p.m.
see la!!!!!! no body tag on that stupid tag board!
Dear mu2tom.
We have your name and address on file as the owner
We have noticed that there has been no postst to this Friday, September 3, 2004 12:37 a.m.
LISTENING TO THE USED - THE TASTE OF INK Sunday, August 8, 2004 02:11 p.m.
LISTENING TO MARILYN MANSON - THE LAST DAY ON EARTH Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:09 p.m.
Since this blog is public right? Wednesday, August 4, 2004 10:22 p.m.
This twisted set of mind of mine,
If it doesn't rhyme,
Without a dime,
Since time equals dime.
But..dime would be worthless
-Terence
LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT - THE SHAPE Monday, August 2, 2004 09:15 p.m.
LISTENING TO MUSE - SING FOR ABSOLUTION Monday, August 2, 2004 08:45 p.m.
Hello again..
She seemed dressed in all of me
Now I don't know what to do
She is everything to me
I don't know what to do
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I catch in my throat
But I won't let this build up inside of me
Won't let this build up (Build up) inside of me (Inside of me)
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me) Wednesday, July 28, 2004 10:38 p.m.
Hello.
She seems dressed in all the rings
Oh (She’s the only one that makes me sad)
She is everything and more
Oh (She’s the only one who makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Yeah!
Oh, I'm a slave and
(She isn’t real, I can’t make her real) Tuesday, July 27, 2004 11:02 p.m.
Hello to you!
LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT - THE VIRUS OF LIFE
and this is what I learnt during Geography today. Sunday, July 25, 2004 03:57 p.m.
Yesterday, I had,
LISTENING TO THE DESCENDENTS - HOPE Thursday, July 22, 2004 08:02 p.m.
I must say that the video Jeremy's project work group produced was very nice.
LISTENING TO THE DESCENDENTS - HOPE Wednesday, July 21, 2004 05:44 p.m.
Yesterday, was CJC racial harmony day celebration.
It was quite fun actually, the whole class dressed up and
Today, I did not go school, Saturday, July 17, 2004 05:59 p.m.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
This weekend, I present to you....
One of the world's greatest untold tongue twister!
Ready for the challenge?
Title:Why is my underwear wet?
Where wet!?
-Terence Chia
That's all folks! Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:14 p.m.
I must CONFESS, I still believe...
Math: 25
Note: the above scores are upon a hundred
So shoot me, slap me, fuck me, play with me, poke me in the eye, jab me in the brain, hit me, etc....
None of the above can help atone for my foolhardiness now. Sunday July 112004 10:26 p.m.
Urban Quest today was uber tiring.
Anyway, to a certain extent, luckily, it was still FUN!
What a shame if that's what NUS thinks of as a heritage exposure to the youths of Singapore..
Anyway, what I really wanted to say and feel like saying is a big thank you to these ladies,
Frankly speaking, I was truely amazed at the level of enthusiasm you girls showed! Especially Claire! Haha.. Maybe that was why I treated you lunch, since you also happen to be at the counter and I was happy.
And also not forgetting Miss Sarah Walker who is such a great runner which makes her name really ironic.
And to Miss Hannah Wong! Haha..! "Uncle! wo men you liang ge fen zhong! kuai yi dian!"
I think it was really funny! HAHA!! So damm comical.
Miss Sophie Tan! Would also like to thank you!
Even though I am sad that I couldn't lead you all to victory, I am truely happy!!!
Now that my last ounce of energy was spent writing on this, I am so dead.. Saturday, July 10, 2004 09:34 a.m.
Here's what I did on Friday.
I woke up at 0720 and was late for school.
I am still amazed because:
oh and sorry for those people who messaged me online because I did not even make it back to the computer. Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:43 p.m.
The following nonsense is dedicated to my fly-away friends.
She fly,
-Terence
Wednesday, July 7, 2004 11:12 p.m.
My father is weird.
LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT - WELCOME Saturday, July 3, 2004 03:50 a.m.
I like the smell of a new lyric book!
WE MAINTAIN IN THE CHAOS,
all of our questions are answers to our sins,
OURS IS A MADNESS STEEPED IN LORE
Friday, July 2, 2004 03:32 a.m.
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:45 p.m.
Awakening at 6 am.
The DARK lord paid a visit?
Fucking frustrated from the black out, Monday, June 28, 2004 01:56 p.m.
I am scared.
LISTENING TO RADIOHEAD - CREEP Saturday, June 26, 2004 04:53a.m.
Aye! What a match!! Friday, June 25, 2004 05:41 a.m.
Just finished watching Portugal vs England. Thursday, June 24, 2004 09:18 p.m.
iteratingly, Thursday, June 24, 2004 12:04 p.m.
Hahaha!
"YES WE CAN!!" Thursday, May 20, 2004 09:17 p.m.
LISTENING TO GOO GOO DOLLS - IRIS
(And I don't want the world to see me Friday, June 18, 2004 01:53 p.m.
All right, just burnt another 9 more videos.. Friday, June 18, 2004 02:38 a.m.
I am very happy because I can finally burn my videos into the VCD format. Wednesday, June 16, 2004 05:19 p.m.
Nice to have the house clean and dust free again! Wednesday, June 16, 2004 02:36 p.m.
I am so bored.
was going through my videos and I found this
WATCHING THE ATARIS - IN THIS DIARY
(this song reminds me of you szu because you introduced this to me, good song, touching, sob.) Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:01 p.m.
Hey boys and girls!
Qns: How to cope with the incoming exams?
==> Ans: Shut down computer after this entry.
Now, Terence here will give you a brief guide to our friendly neighbourhood libraries.
First off, Toa Payoh Library, the one that I visited yesterday.
Next, we have the Jurong Regional Library.
It took me half an hour to fully explore the library.
Second floor has a unique quiet reading room.
The third level is equally spacious and I can even spot a couple from swiss cottage secondary school cuddled up in a secluded corner engaging in light petting.
The fourth level totally surprised me.
Next up is the Woodlands Regional Library.
It is a rather huge library as well.
The Esplanade Library:
Impressive layout, housed in a building mixed with commercial businesses and comtemporary art works.
Let's see... what other libraries?
There's one at Queenstown and one at Bukit Merah.
Oh and how can I ever forget the ever dearest Subway.
Well boys and girls, we have come to the of the review.
OR
Call now for advance booking to avoid disappointment.
(Your valuable feedback at my tagboard is much appreciated)
***gosh what a whole lot of crap*** 03 23 Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:28 a.m.
HAHAHAHAHA!!
tried studying at Toa Payoh library yesterday.
but i am gonna try the new Jurong Regional Library today.
all right, bye then.
hahaha, it's like i am talking to myself..
LISTENING TO TAPROOT - POEM Friday, June 11, 2004 11:50 a.m.
Good morning!
Let's see..
Downloaded the latest video of Blink 182 last night.
All right,
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - CAROUSEL Wednesday, June 9, 2004 11:46 p.m.
i am too lazy to blog..
LISTENING TO FINCH - LETTERS TO YOU Sunday, June 6, 2004 02:52 p.m.
poor Jeremy, always being mentioned for the wrong reasons...
terence says:
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - Stockholm Syndrome Wednesday, June 2, 2004 11:25 p.m.
Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:06 p.m.
The weather was splendid today!!
Today was damm fun, went to play tennis with Ben, Szu and Claire at Ben's condominium.
We played tennis from two to four and I think we were really lousy..
Anyway, today is the last time that we are ever going to play sports with Szu.
This sounds cliche but I will remember you forever because you are a good friend, my idol for sports and someone who is lame!! haha..
Will always remember those lame things that happened.
LISTENING TO Saturday, May 22, 2004 12:41 a.m.
Well, today is Sports Day and I have to say this.
You girls have my respect
and to be honest, I am still feeling gnarly about the floorball match.
LISTENING TO RADIOHEAD - CREEP Friday, May 21, 2004 12:14 a.m.
Did you know that there's a long forgotten history of the background of one of the characters in Sesame Street?
Bet you didn't know right?
Well, let me tell you this shocking piece of history about Cookie Monster now.
At birth, Elmo and Elmmy, now known as Cookie Monster, were actually twin brothers.
The group of hooligans bashed Cookie Monster up and broke his nose so badly that it had to be amputated away.
Elmo didn't stop the treat there.
So when people always ask me which do I prefer,
LISTENING TO Sunday, May 16, 2004 04:01 a.m.
Just came back from a guys night out.
We all laughed at parts when we weren't suppose to and basically, it was a stupid show.
LISTENING TO FINCH - THREE SIMPLE WORDS Friday, May 14, 2004 09:03 p.m.
My parents will be going on a two day one night holiday trip to Malaysia from next week Tuesday to Wednesday.
LISTENING TO Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:13 p.m.
I was so bored today that I wrote a song. Thursday, April 29, 2004 11:27 p.m.
I sound so depressing lately.
Therefore, Thursday, April 29, 2004 11:04 p.m.
Had a damm depressing day in class
Tomorrow is going to be another depressing day due to the practise as not all will be turning up.
I think this Sunday's audition is going to be depressing as I have this ominous feeling that it's not only going to be a flop but things will turn out ugly.
Due to my sickness, I skipped mass PE and now I am punished.
There you go, this is my rough plan from now till the next week. Saturday, April 24, 2004 11:22 p.m.
Dear diary,
Fourth visit to the doctor this morning.
I think I am cursed.
I know that this is my last year,
let's say, try replacing "I know that I" with a "You",
I wish to be stronger in my thoughts
Because I feel mad at myself.
HAHAHA!
ah.
I am just in a depression, will get out of this soon.
(I hope.)
Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:34 p.m.
Went for my third visit to the doctor today,
LISTENING TO CELINE DION - IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO ME Tuesday, April 13, 2004 05:45 p.m.
On sick leave. Monday, April 12, 2004 09:05 p.m.
I just broke the news to my mom.
"the original price is $10 leh then i managed to buy it for $1 and then it's branded somemore.. Mashi Maro.. and then you loose it. next time i don't buy things for you already."
ok, now i am sad.. Monday, April 12, 2004 08:15 p.m.
Sad day today..
Finally, there's someone who appreciate my stuff!!
LISTENING TO SOULFLY - BOOM Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:43 p.m.
LIN SZUYU'S HEIGHT IS 1.68M Sunday, April 11, 2004 03:41 p.m.
It's Sunday now.
"Time can really slip by when you're delibrately avoiding what you're suppose to do."
haha, I really like that comic strip.
Let me evaluate my weekend.
Friday:
Saturday:(no money left)
So we took beer from the fridge and managed to finish watching Taxi 1 and started on Taxi 3.
Don't know if you guys heard of this movie before.
Fixed dinner from whatever is stored in the kitchen but,
finally, gave up and ordered Canadian two for one pizza.
Sunday:
LISTENING TO MAROON 5 - THIS LOVE Thursday, April 8, 2004 06:49 p.m.
Unlocked the door of an empty home again.
Had a lousy day in school.
Left my pencil box in the Lecture Theatre after the math test.
and now, I just realised that i left my Sum 41 guitar pick in class.
fucked up home has no one to dine with.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ASTHENIA Sunday, April 4, 2004 09:50 p.m.
I have a friend, who has a Friendster account since October 2003 and he only has two friends, including me. Thursday, April 1, 2004 10:27 p.m.
Since Suzie mentioned my name in that stupid incident on her blog,
During economics tutorial today, Mr Ang wrote
So Suzie said, "I love to play C.S.!"
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - HERE'S YOUR LETTER Tuesday, March 30, 2004 11:00 p.m.
Watched The Passion Of Christ today. Sunday, March 28, 2004 08:23 p.m.
Is it that hard to find someone to eat dinner with?
since there's no one to eat with,
anyway, those of you who go home to eat dinner with your parents or family members, count yourself lucky.
you know why?!
because at least you don't have to fucking pay for it with your LUNCH money even though some of you out there do not like their faces.
ok enough said.
LISTENING TO FINCH - GREY MATTER Sunday, March 28, 2004 01:04 a.m.
Fuck.
LISTENING TO FINCH - WHAT IT IS TO BURN Sunday, March 28, 2004 12:17 a.m.
was so bored that i was online the whole day.
4 new blink 182 videos
WATCHING FINCH - WHAT IT IS TO BURN Friday, March 26, 2004 08:27 p.m.
Note to self, tip for others:
Harping on the past, hampers the future.
is it true?
the only frustrating thing is that,
LISTENING TO FINCH - PERFECTION THROUGH SILENCE Sunday, March 21, 2004 06:28 p.m.
I just screwed myself, Saturday, March 20, 2004 04:47 p.m.
So green, so straight.
Black boots, green socks.
Should I let these memories fade, Friday, March 19, 2004 06:27 p.m.
Spent over an hour surfing around Friendster.
LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT - LEFT BEHIND Friday, March 19, 2004 12:41 a.m.
My gosh..
Anyway, I think i am getting more white and more flabby.
oh oh and ya, to suzie, !THANK YOU! for bringing your Jacky Cheung CDs today.
+ large increase in improper language and explicit terms from here onwards
+ proceed with caution
+ if i am referring to you, please don't read on.
+ for those new to this blog, please stop here to avoid spoiling my nice image that you have inbuilt in you.
+ to those people who just wants to read to catch a glimpse of my life, stop here.
++ most importantly, if you're underage, STOP.
ok.
the only fucking reason why i am in there is because of my friends.
everything changed.
should had seen it coming.
this place is so transparent.
fuckers loiter here every now and then.
A BIG FUCK YOU TO YOU! =)
ok..was out of point for awhile.
(its getting alittle too draggy...if you are a Junior College student, you can really stop reading here because i know you're pressed for time)
let me entertain you.
=> walking around school, looking for some familiar people to talk to
=> wondering around aimlessly in school after the meeting to find someone to go out with
=> strolling in town, ending up with nothing to do except talk about scouts.
i am thoroughly sick of it.
sickening.
the more i get involved, the less i feel.
it's dead
pure hopelessness.
are those sufficient reasons to quit?
enough said.
LISTENING TO THE SLIPKNOT IOWA ALBUM Thursday, March 18, 2004 03:53 a.m.
Hey Kids!! Thursday, March 18, 2004 03:22 a.m.
Back at Willy's house again!! Thursday, March 18, 2004 12:52 a.m.
At Willy's house now.
Watching Buffy now.
And there's Guitar Club at 09 00 tomorrow. Sunday, March 14, 2004 03:06 a.m.
“the butterfly never hurries even when pursued.”
Monday, March 8, 2004 10:45 p.m.
Wet rainy day
LISTENING TO FINCH - WHAT IT IS TO BURN Saturday, March 6, 2004 03:56 a.m.
Went to watch "The Butterfly Effect" today. Thursday, March 4, 2004
Fucked up my Common Test.. Wednesday, March 3, 2004
Walking Home
Alone in this humid night,
I like my 09..
Here I am walking home,
Terence
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ALL OF THIS Monday, March 1, 2004
My Room
In my cold surroundings,
While my gaze were on the plastic stars,
Pushed that thought out to sea,
Drifting down to the ocean floor,
Terence
By the way, fuck you. Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:59 a.m.
Omission of SAT I as a requirement for admission to NUS and NTU, in view of the impending changes to SAT I and the implementation of the new Singapore-Cambridge ‘A’-level curriculum. In the transitional period (AY2004 and AY2005), applicants can submit their SAT I scores and be assessed by the universities based on the higher of the two scores – one with SAT I and the other without SAT I.
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
oh and yea.. Monday, February 23, 2004 07:25 p.m.
I think PS2 is really bad for me. Sunday, February 22, 2004 10:07 p.m.
I think Playstation 2 is bad for me. Sunday, February 22, 2004 12:03 a.m.
Life. Monday, February 16, 2004 12:52 a.m.
I want an electric guitar.
LISTENING TO WEEZER - ISLAND IN THE SUN Saturday, February 14, 2004 01:00 p.m.
no poems,
LISTENING TO FINCH - GREY MATTER Wednesday, February 11, 2004 10:27 p.m.
LISTENING TO FINCH - WHAT IT IS TO BURN
FINCH: Wednesday, February 11, 2004 08:53 p.m.
Come on,
Solve with violence,
What's happening?? (you asked?)
Terence Tuesday, February 10, 2004 01:39 a.m.
Monday, February 9, 2004 11:15 p.m.
CONGRATS! to the girls of 2T09 and ben,
really feel happy for you girls to make the class reach the second spot!
anyway, to sebastian and jeremy.. Sunday, February 8, 2004 01:22 a.m.
I am so alone,
My silent screams toil on my untainted virgin ears, as I long to understand my purpose.
As I pose for a reflection,
Terence Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:35 p.m.
Humans are fickle minded things.
Irony fills the air
Terence Wednesday, February 4, 2004 09:39 p.m.
The cold air creeps onto my skin,
Every breath hurls me into the deep sombre,
Terence Monday, February 2, 2004 05:03 p.m.
I think I left my pencil box in school. Saturday, January 31, 2004 08:18 p.m.
"the storm is letting up Saturday, January 31, 2004 07:46 p.m.
I miss my guitar.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - I MISS YOU Saturday, January 31, 2004 03:36 p.m.
The filth creeps into my nose as I sit patiently with disgust.
Slowly, I am filled with an unbearable urge to reach it as I contemplate the consequences.
I cannot comprehend the situation but I already feel the end is here.
Terence Saturday, January 31, 2004 03:02 p.m.
Disturbing thoughts dwell in my mind,
Timeless as a scarecrow sits,
There,
Terence Monday, January 26, 2004 12:45 a.m.
Price: $260 (negotiable) Accessories: Two Batteries
Everything is in perfect working condition except for it's scratched exterior.
Interested parties, please leave a tag on my tag-board via a link on the left.
To view more information about the phone, please click on the link below.
Click here for more information on Samsung S300 Friday, January 23, 2004 03:12 p.m.
This is absurd.
I woke up at around 12 30 and my mom's missing.
My dad and I went for breakfast at the food court at around 14 00 which is located near my house.
Just fifteen mintues ago, my dad left for his boss' house for a chinese new year visit.
This is weird. Thursday, January 22, 2004 12:33 p.m.
Thursday, January 22, 2004 11:49 a.m.
i was bored too.. Sunday, January 18, 2004 02:58 a.m.
suppose to have picture here.. =( Saturday, January 17, 2004 06:31 p.m.
what's there to care?
seen through that hellish path,
16-01-2004
LISTENING TO FINCH - WHAT IT IS TO BURN Monday, January 12, 2004 04:46 a.m.
oh dear.. Friday, January 2, 2004 10:41 p.m.
first day of school today.
but that seemed like a totally stupid thought.
music is my religion Thursday, January 1, 2004 10:47 p.m.
Monday, December 29, 2003 02:22 a.m.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - I MISS YOU
TOM DELONGE: Sunday, December 28, 2003 03:48 p.m.
i don't want school to start. Thursday, December 25, 2003 05:03 a.m.
HOHO! Good morning everyone.
LISTENING TO: THE LORD OF THE RINGS -
Aragon:
i think so too, for i am a wishful thinker. Wednesday, December 24, 2003 02:02 a.m.
saw Brother Paul eating pasta at Olio Dome. Monday, December 22, 2003 02:25 a.m.
Saturday, December 20, 2003 08:27 p.m.
silence is golden. Friday, December 19, 2003 02:00 p.m.
give in
she's all I need
so what?
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ALL OF THIS Thursday, December 18, 2003 04:59 a.m.
hahaha.
i didn't want to club today because i didn't know how to get there by public transport
$12 = one small cup of beer poured from a bottle
gathering outside the club to talk cock was great
i crossed the road and made my way to Park Mall.
flagged a cab at 04 21
HA. HA. HA.
maybe i should just choose to be lazy, just like one of my classmate and decide to stay home
but i do need someone to wake me up.
i fucking need someone to fucking wake me up!
and also, how about liking a girl that ignores you
dear girl,
i know that i am NOT
"Literate and stylish"
but i really don't know what to say
"Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!"
LISTENING TO "TAKING BACK SUNDAY - TIMBERWOLVES AT NEW
JERSEY"
TIME END - 05 51 Wednesday, December 17, 2003 07:10 p.m.
silence is golden.
LISTENING TO TAKING BACK SUNDAY - TIMBERWOLVES AT NEW JERSEY Monday, December 15, 2003 11:45 p.m.
Boring fucked up day.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - SHUT UP Monday, December 15, 2003 01:13 a.m.
Enjoyed a good morning today.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - I'M LOST WITHOUT YOU Sunday, December 14, 2003 03:03 a.m.
02
friends are gone..
today, i took 174M home.
STUPID WOMAN!!~
LISTENING TO FINCH - WORMS OF THE UNIVERSE Friday, December 12, 2003 04:30 a.m.
funny thing happened on the 174 bus ride home just now.
i was sitting on the outer seat and when the guy who was seated on the inside alighted,
i was just so pek chek so i tapped her shoulder and said in an irritated voice..
STUPID GIRLS~!!!
Thursday, December 11, 2003 01:41 p.m.
alright, 01
friend is gone.. Wednesday, December 10, 2003 02:37 p.m.
i hate to drink water now Wednesday, December 10, 2003 02:28 a.m.
yuck!
oh and i gotten a letter from Brother Paul..
alright, i better sleep soon.
LISTENING TO PLACEBO - TEENAGE ANGST Tuesday, December 9, 2003 02:19 p.m.
!help. Tuesday, December 9, 2003 04:45 a.m.
finally understood why blink 182 choosed that colour scheme for their new album after watching
the pink is from Mark's bass and the green is from Tom's guitar.
to think that i would do that now at this hour. Tuesday, December 9, 2003 04:32 a.m.
my scouting light is doused. Tuesday, December 9, 2003 02:56 a.m.
today is the 8th day that my fridge is spoilt.
anyway, i asked my mom when she would empty those disgusting things and she said she will do it when she's free.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - EASY TARGET Monday, December 8, 2003 05:04 a.m.
there's nothing to do. Monday, December 8, 2003 04:41 a.m.
darn..
oh well.
to yuhui,
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - VIOLENCE Sunday, December 7, 2003 06:41 p.m.
Sunday, December 7, 2003 06:34 p.m.
Weather: Raining heavily (cats and dogs)
well i am bored.
anyway, chow wee is now coming over to rescue me from bordom.
the above nonsense was written due to being home alone and going without food for LONG hours Sunday, December 7, 2003 06:36a.m.
EVERYONE!!!
go read!!!
just saw all the Smackdown photos~
no one's online now.. Sunday, December 7, 2003 06:10 a.m.
got home not long ago because i was talking to chow wee at the park downstairs.
anyway,
WATCHING THE ATARIS - IN THIS DIARY (LIVE ON CONAN O'BRIEN) Saturday, December 6, 2003 07:08 p.m.
FUCK!
going to watch the four hour director's cut for The Lord Of The Rings, The Fellowship Of The Ring later.
ice-cream anyone?
LISTENING TO THE ATARIS - IN THIS DIARY Saturday, December 6, 2003 03:10 p.m.
to szu,
anyway,
i don't watch TV
alright.
shall go for a shit and then pack my notes
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - VIOLENCE Friday, December 5, 2003 07:57 p.m.
terence i think i just destroyed ur blog!!! claire says the template is damn ugly. ahaha. sorry :( i'll help u find another one. Friday, December 5, 2003 01:52 a.m.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003 10:08 p.m.
thank you sophie for spending the afternoon with me.
i couldn't finish my dinner just now.
super BORED today.
have to get use to this type of situation when my friends starts to leave one by one..
LISTENING TO BOXCAR RACER - LETTERS TO GOD Wednesday, December 3, 2003 02:35 a.m.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003 02:25 a.m.
i swear the Science Centre CIP is ABSOLUTE FUN!!
here's to all the J2s from CJ and SA going for prom later tonight.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ACTION Sunday, November 30, 2003 04:13 p.m.
whooo ooo hoo ooo
CHOW WEE: TERENCE:
we tried our BEST to go for camp....
FUCK SCOUTS!!!!!!!!!~~~ Sunday, November 30, 2003 03:02 p.m.
SURPRISE!!~
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ASTHENIA Sunday, November 30, 2003 03:47 a.m.
i made it home.
watched VCD "We Were Soldiers"
anyway, the highlight of the night was when chow wee showed me the CHIJ(TP) year book that we took from the SJI library in Sec 4.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - VIOLENCE Saturday, November 29, 2003 06:55 p.m.
why can't i fly? Saturday, November 29, 2003 05:37 a.m.
Saturday, November 29, 2003 05:18 a.m.
got home not long ago.
by the way, i wanted to say this long ago..
Friday, November 28, 2003 07:59 p.m.
finally!
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ALL OF THIS Friday, November 28, 2003 02:59 p.m.
alright..
dear diary, Friday, November 28, 2003 06:36 a.m.
.... Friday, November 28, 2003 06:02 a.m.
just finished bathing.. Friday, November 28, 2003 04:54 a.m. Friday, November 28, 2003 04:34 a.m.
oh yea! Friday, November 28, 2003 04:11 a.m.
well, chow wee just went home.
i am now bored
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - BLINK 182 Thursday, November 27, 2003 01:25 a.m.
alright..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - BLINK 182
Tuesday, November 25, 2003 11:13 p.m.
well..
LISTENING TO MATT NATHANSON - LAID Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:26 a.m.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:14 a.m.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
AND WHAT THE FUCK!
TOMORROW IS MY EXAM!
WELL..
"YOU DON'T SCORE UNTIL YOU SCORE!" Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:08 a.m.
didn't study much today.
avy went home.
got home.
feeling tired now.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - EASY TARGET Monday, November 24, 2003 01:16 a.m.
haiz..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - EASY TARGET Sunday, November 23, 2003 10:50 p.m.
today is just so NOT studying day!!! Sunday, November 23, 2003 08:51 p.m.
have you all ever wondered what happened to our 2003 Yearbook? Sunday, November 23, 2003 02:28 p.m.
got up so early (08 30) to follow mommy out..
on the way home,
later on,
bah..!
LISTENING TO TAKING BACK SUNDAY - TIMBERWOLVES AT NEW JERSEY Saturday, November 22, 2003 10:58 p.m.
right..
LISTENING TO THE ATARIS - IN THIS DIARY Saturday, November 22, 2003 01:42 a.m.
bah....
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ACTION
Friday, November 21, 2003 01:21 a.m.
Friday, November 21, 2003 01:05 a.m.
anyone interested to meet glenn? Thursday, November 20, 2003 08:35 p.m.
sorry to all who tried to contact me.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ALIENS EXIST Tuesday, November 18, 2003 05:07 a.m.
FINALLY now i am sleepy..
anyway, i just finished listening and reading the new blink 182 self-titled album
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 Monday, November 17, 2003 12:42 a.m.
i just finish trying all the games at www.harrypotter.com Sunday, November 16, 2003 06:55 p.m.
darn! france lost. Sunday, November 16, 2003 01:01 p.m.
alright, oblivious to the previous entry, i still haven't sleep. Sunday, November 16, 2003 07:14 a.m.
after blog surfing, Sunday, November 16, 2003 06:08 a.m.
just home.
it isn't fun to go clubbing in your three quarter shorts and sandals..
however, friday was different, wore mevin's jeans and shoes.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ACTION Friday, November 14, 2003 04:24a.m.
i can't believe it..
"where others see coincidence, i see consequence."
"where others see chance, i see cost." Thursday, November 13, 2003 03:29 p.m.
thousand apologies to you sophie!!
LISTENING TO FAULT - TOO LATE Wednesday, November 12, 2003 11:15 p.m.
by the time supper arrived, i had vaccumed the balcony as well..
http://www.peta.org/feat/meatrix/meatrix.swf
it's about why agribusiness is bad for the world.
argh..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 (self titled album) Wednesday, November 12, 2003 09:11p.m.
update on my life so far.....
project work ended today.
what a weird day.
then went for dinner with daddy after eating a whole lot of junk food.
i just finished vaccuming three rooms and half my living room.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
Wednesday, November 12, 2003 04:32 p.m.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003 12:09 a.m.
LISTENING TO PLACEBO - EVERY ME, EVERY YOU Monday, November 10, 2003 10:35 a.m.
Saturday, November 8, 2003 04:01 a.m.
how ironic..
and i just thought of this..
anyway, we watched The Matrix Revolution, Friday, November 7, 2003 04:13 p.m.
hey hey!!
anyway, after lunch today, sentosa seems to be further away now....
LISTENING TO THE (same old good funny shit as yesterday) Thursday, November 6, 2003 08:49 p.m.
last day of school today ended with a HIGH!
anyway, went to sentosa with jeremy, hilary, qian hui and chow wee
anyway, we went around the whole island today and all the beaches..
anyway, FUCK chinese balls!!~~
LISTENING TO (the same shit as yesterday..) Wednesday, November 5, 2003 04:51 p.m.
STUPID "miss rambutan"..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182
=> Crystal Mountain 4-3-98 (Dude Ranch) Tuesday, November 4, 2003 09:56 p.m.
aye!!
BLINK 182 - GOING AWAY TO COLLEGE Tuesday, November 4, 2003 02:35a.m.
i need to do sup papers again!!!!
tsk tsk.. thanks to all who congratulated me on my scrapping through of promos..
THANKS TO TIM, WILLY, CHRISTIE, CHENG LIANG AND WEI LIANG FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME TODAY..
got home at 00 00 from qian hui's house..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - GOING AWAY TO COLLEGE Monday, November 3, 2003 03:16 a.m.
ha!
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY FOR ME!
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - STAY TOGETHER FOR THE KIDS Saturday, November 1, 2003 06:06 p.m.
LISTENING TO PATTY SMITH HILL - HAPPY BIRTHDAY Thursday, October 30, 2003 12:08 a.m.
ONE miracle had to happen because
ONE mark was all i needed.
ONE present from the economics department..
ONE mark got me high..
LISETENING TO FINGER ELEVEN - SUFFOCATE Sunday, October 26, 2003 11:41 p.m.
ONE short school day ended just like that,
ONE long walk that didn't seem to be tiring..
ONE lonely soul on a crowded street.
ONE mark to seperate freedom from me.
ONE entry here on my day spent..
LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT - PEOPLE = SHIT Sunday, October 26, 2003 02:57 a.m.
i think the previous entry was totally uncalled for.
sorry for my irrational behaviour.
LISTENING TO BOXCAR RACER - I FEEL SO Saturday, October 25, 2003 04:09 a.m.
First things first,
have you ever had something in mind that you want to do or say or write and after when you have heard or see what other people had to offer, you stopped?
if not, there's a perfect example here..
thank you sarah for urging me on this issue..
blogs are for writing about events that happened to you for that fateful day or how you feel or to advertise something or to treat it as an outlet for your emotions,
but people,
so much so for the intro because what i am about to say will piss people off?
i, now, am really upset, peeved, dissed and had given up hope on mine class.
the reason being is he just likes to go home.
i thought benjamin had a better hope, when compared to sebastian.
yea,
i am again selfish because it's really his own character you see..
alright,
so yea,people , i hate you all.
so do you still wonder if there's so much hate hilary?
sarah, after noticing that you are frequently stoning,
suzie, irritate us back because i believe in this,
i am done blogging.
LISTENING TO FAULT - TOO LATE Friday, October 24, 2003 03:09 a.m.
"hey spongebob..!"
i cut my nails today,
what a twist of events today..!
everything went wrong.
woke late, thus having lunch with them..
left at 13 00 and then reached school at 14 00..
alighted at the bus stop at heerens and there was this citi-back roadshow that was going on and the moment the bus door opened, i heard from the speakers say: Wednesday, October 22, 2003 11:53 p.m.
finished blog surfing and i just realised that all my entries from the 6th October to the 21st October are all gone and
anyway, i am happy that those few entries are gone because i read it through the day before yesterday and found out that i am a sad person..
oh and after the graduation tomorrow, i would be a more lonely fuck.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - CAROUSEL Wednesday, October 22, 2003 11:06 p.m.
just returned from mac donald's...
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - TIME TO BREAK UP Wednesday, October 1, 2003 12:51 a.m.
ALL THOSE INTERESTED IN THE ABOVE EVENT AND ARE INTERESTED TO ATTEND IT WITH MELVIN AND I, Wednesday, October 1, 2003 12:49 a.m.
hi.
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - THE GIRL NEXT DOOR Sunday, September 28, 2003 08:50 p.m.
I am physically drenched
Torn a part
what more can i do?
The time has come to end.
As we had all bid the last farewell,
Terence
the above poem is dedicated to one of my bestest and nicest friend, i love you. Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:12 p.m.
subway is becoming my second home..
guess i won't be coming here as often..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ACTION Friday, September 19, 2003 01:20 a.m.
had subway sandwiches for two consecutive nights for my dinner..
you get to see interesting people at subway as well!
"you're the pussy! i'm not!!"
and later, there's another group of drunk niggers all shouting their nonsense at one go..
"hey fuck you! motherfucker! what the fuck! yo! fuck!"
and there was this nigger that kept on going..
"i think i wanna get a cookie.. ya'll guys want cookies?? AWW!! come on! fuck man! get cookies! all of ya should get cookies"
the cookie part went on for quite awhile..
when i walked out of at around 2220 just now,
LISTENING TO STEAM - NA NA, HEY HEY HEY, GOODBYE Monday, September 15, 2003 10:04 p.m.
fuck man!!
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - DAMMIT Monday, September 15, 2003 12:12 a.m.
HAHAHA!! pooh bear!! reminds me of that pooh bear joke!
ok i need to go do my econs homework which is due tomorrow..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - THE GIRL NEXT DOOR Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:52 p.m.
I am a day late..
yeah!!! tomorrow's the first day of school after the one week break!!
anyway, while studying econs today, i found this stuff half-written so i completed it..
all the pretty pretty faces that i see.
are just not there
when you are in this ugly ugly place...
they would not care,
15 30 Sunday, September 14, 2003 02:59 a.m.
went to Lawry's The Prime Ribs for high tea today..
then we went to forum and subway to study..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ADAM SONG Saturday, September 13, 2003 01:26 a.m.
she sailed away, on a lovely summer day,
don't ask me what's that, i was just bored..
oh yea can you ALL do me a favour??
LISTENING TO DEFTONES - PASSENGER Friday, September 12, 2003 01:56 a.m.
...
LISTENING TO GUNS N'ROSES - NOVEMBER RAIN Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:24 p.m.
caught up with chow wee today..
LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - ADAM SONG Wednesday, September 10, 2003 05:20 p.m.
time for some psycho babbling!!!!
alright..
LISTENING TO RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE - CALM LIKE A BOMB Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:53 p.m.
went downstairs to help my mom carry something up and i saw this amusing sight..
LISTENING TO SUGARCULT - DADDY'S LITTLE DEFECT Wednesday, September 10, 2003 02:02 a.m.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN CHIA!~!
alright i have to ask...
Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:38 p.m.
yeah... so do i have any takers?! Tuesday, September 9, 2003 12:11 a.m.
!darn..
went to the nearby CC to study geog and when the study room closed at 21 30, it poured!!
treaded across pools of water and to make the night more exciting, i chosed to walk across the grassland..
stared blankly into the red sky as the big water droplets pelted onto my face..
shivered as i waited for my mom to open the door..
well, this was my exciting day as the cold september rain spoiled my night cycling trip with chow wee..
!darn..
Monday, September 8, 2003 07:54 p.m.
boring day.. Monday, September 8, 2003 02:08 a.m.
she told me that the guy she liked didn't like her and she asked about me..
The one that I like,
She was the one,
wallowed and got her scold -
No one now I would like
Saw the light, I moved on
07-09-2003 Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:23 p.m.
time for some information from www.dictionary.com !!!
the word of the day: EVERYTHING Sunday, September 7, 2003 09:42 p.m.
alright!! EVERYONE!! I FINALLY STARTED A CHATTER-BOX!! and yes... I would like to invite every single one to please go in there to bitch.. anyway, the apology below is dedicated to my dearest and nicest friend... miss hannah wong... =)
dear hannah, Sunday, September 7, 2003 08:18 p.m.
just came back from dinner at jurong point..
was walking around looking for a seat. Sunday, September 7, 2003 02:20 p.m.
**yAwn** Wednesday, September 3, 2003 12:42 a.m.
dammit..
suzie left for the US for two weeks on sunday morning..
LISTENING TO FINCH - LETTERS TO YOU (ACOUSTIC) Sunday, August 31, 2003 11:39 a.m.
argh!
LISTENING TO THE ATARIS - IN THIS DIARY Saturday, August 30, 2003 12:22 a.m.
happy teacher's day.. !! ~~ Thursday, August 28, 2003 12:17 a.m.
die ah.. LISTENING TO FINCH - LETTERS TO YOU Wednesday, August 27, 2003 09:34 p.m.
just heard the song, new beginnings by Finch, on channel i and i went to see..! Tuesday, August 26, 2003 09:58 p.m.
just got back from studying.. LISTENING TO SUM 41 - STILL WAITING Tuesday, August 26, 2003 12:23 p.m.
back!! from school! LISTENING TO SOMETHING CORPORATE - PUNK ROCK PRINCESS Tuesday, August 26, 2003 01:02 a.m.
just finished typing..! just because i didn't do alvin saw's essay outline, i gotten detention from 14 00 to 17 00..
in the end, we must bring it home and do and "luckily" he lighten our load by making us type only one letter of the dictionary.. Sunday, August 24, 2003 09:19 p.m.
just saw our Deputy Prime Minster and Minister of Finance, Lee Hsien Loong downstairs..! LISTENING TO BLINK 182 - PATHETIC Sunday, August 24, 2003 01:00 p.m.
didn't know the tag-board wasn't working.. Sunday, August 24, 2003 01:21 a.m.
why must you message me?? Saturday, August 23, 2003 07:51 p.m.
THANK YOU SUZIE!! (it rhymes!) went for flag selling today.. i came back to town at around 15 00.. and realised that i was the only one with an empty bag.. so after that, i made my way back to town as it was time to return the bag.. after returning the bag, we walked around CK Tangs and finally went to taka to buy Lunchbox.. i think this is the first time i took a picture with a clown.. HAHAA.. anyway, we all left for home after buying our Lunchbox-es... LISTENING TO FINCH - NEW BEGINNINGS Monday, August 18, 2003 11:33 p.m.
well everything was normal, played against Angus class for inter-class soccer today.. stayed back for night study, solved the problem of dinner at nice old Tanglin CC on my way home, tim called me and we talked for 17mins and 50s on my HP.. anyway, another weird thing was that, when i reached home, my door was wide open!! LISTENING TO SUM 41 - STILL WAITING Monday, August 18, 2003 01:00 a.m.
i am so fucking dead!!! Sunday, August 17, 2003 02:41 a.m.
whoa... damm tired now after that, went to meet melvin and aaron for some jamming time.. then after that, i went to town to meet my long lost friend cindy.. LISTENING TO FINCH - NEW BEGINNINGS Saturday, August 16, 2003 12:11 a.m.
dear suzie, anyway, school today was damm super boring!!!!!!! !!!!!! !!!!!! LISTENING TO FINCH - NEW BEGINNINGS Thursday, August 14, 2003 12:00 a.m.
i am so dead tired... LISTENING TO NEW FOUND GLORY - UNDERSTATEMENT Tuesday, August 12, 2003 11:19 p.m.
today was inter-class soccer.. LISTENING TO MXPX - MIDDLENAME Monday, August 11, 2003 11:47 p.m.
oh and yes~~ Monday, August 11, 2003 11:20 p.m.
FUCK AH!! Monday, August 11, 2003 10:30 p.m.
there's something wrong with me..
anyway, just changed to human geography for today.. LISTENING TO SOMETHING CORPORATE - PUNK ROCK PRINCESS Sunday, August 10, 2003 10:43 p.m.
finally now i am shutting down my computer after i have been online for like more than fifteen hours?!?! anyway, i have been trying to find a program to change my interview recording (for my project work) which is in the MD to change it to mp3 format. i had borrowed all the cable and wires and even the MD player from melvin and i even located the stupid hole for the cable to be plugged into. So now it's playing from the MD straight into my com
BUT!~ LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT - LEFT BEHIND Sunday, August 10, 2003 10:16 p.m.
i have got a friend.. Sunday, August 10, 2003 11:28 a.m.
i slept like a total of more than 12 + 14 HOURS!! i feel funny.. considering that i slept for more than 26 hours in two days and i am still feeling sleepy..!! help!! zzzzz Saturday, August 9, 2003 01:16 a.m.
Alright!! we WON ! the cjc dancing competition!! hOO-ray!! 1T09 rocks!!!!
THIS IS TO BOB!!!!! HAPPY BIRHTDAY BRIDGITTE!!!!!!!!!!! Sunday, August 3, 2003 01:31 a.m.
i think i am stupid, ugly and useless...
Thursday, July 31, 2003 08:49 p.m.
SUM 41!! ROCKS! Thursday, July 31, 2003 08:48 p.m.
i will try to use this blog as soon as possible..
Saturday, July 26, 2003 02:16 a.m.
Sum41 Live @ Fort Canning Singapore 30th July 2003 (Wednesday) from 8pm - Get your SPECIAL GROUP TICKETS at $51 per person (Students) when you come in a group of 3
anyone interested??!!
Saturday, July 26, 2003 12:46 a.m.
szuyu rocks!!
the only way where i deposit what i really need to leave behind
but hey, most of the time, what you need to leave behind doesn't really get out from your thoughts.
it slips back to our storage tank of worries and "what if-s"
you will never notice how fast the ice melts to form that little pool of water when you're deep in thought..
worse still, you never know how fast the water would evaporate back into the atmosphere when you just close your eyes to pause to think for awhile.
we all think of thoughts and thoughts are just the catalyst to open up our minds.
thus a gateway to allow more thoughts that were suppose to be isolated to be set into your thinking cycle.
and the climax of this cycle would be that fact that no one knows when these inputs of "forgotten" thoughts would seep back to our perpertual cycle of tormented dispair,
just like how no one can ever witness the evolution of that last droplet of water being transformed into water vapour.
no one can feel it.
so come on..
come fuck with me people,
till the time comes when we drink and dance the night away,
where euphoria exuberates from our goblets of wine,
to the abyss of that darkness,
where no light has ever been born..
fool with me,
mock with me
shoot me,
frolic with me
stroke me,
expose me
tear me,
tie me up!
i will make merry and show you the fun
but nothing will ever be symbolical neither would be the smile.
in this forsaken place, where the sun has cease to be our guide.
the only merry i'll find is the sound of my knife through your hind.
for in this fatal dance i conjure for you, you made a fatal turn.
where the beat of your heart feels the metallic coldness of my blade.
with a swift pull of the steel out from your back, i complete the fateful dance without regret.
then I am now FORCED to attend math tuition.
Wherefore art thou bloggie?
-Sobs! (star-crossed I guess)
I say stars are light.
Because they do,
float in mid twilight.
they tell who I like!
But...
With a morbid twist of fate,
my stars collide..
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with all their might.
Chaos rang..
throughout the night.
I did not run and hide.
Instead...
Out in the open,
with the comet sky,
a glimmer from my glimpse,
a tear drop in my eye.
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then now they kao pei...
irritating. shall now go talk to myself there.
of the flooble chatterbox "mu2tom".
chatterbox lately. It is part of flooble policy to
delete chatterboxes that have fallen into disuse.
Therefore, unless something is posted to your flooble
chatterbox, it will be deleted shortly.
you can shit anywhere you want."
-Terence 25/08/2004
Until then, see you.
I need all of you to help do me a favour..
You see, I dropped a ten dollar note in school today.
If you happen to see it, please return it to me.
Thank you! =)
Toying through the test of time.
it ain't worth a dime.
you can't buy time!
when there's no more time....
20 22
04-08-04
Here's part two.
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't - No
I don't want to be this
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
Won't let this build up (Build up) inside of me (Inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home (Forever)
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse
When I see her, it’s worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never
She’s coming home (Forever)
Fixed and crazy
Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face
To recognise
Such a pheromone cult
To terrorize
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I am a master
No restraints and
Unchecked collectors
I exist through my need
To self-oblige
She is something in me
That I despise
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
She isn’t real!
I can’t make her real!
She isn’t real!
I can’t make her real!
(She isn’t real, I can’t make her real)
Thank you for reading my blog! =)
I like CJC, it is a good school.
Brother Paul is nice and is a good principal.
I have been staying back everyday after school to do my work.
I will ask questions when I have difficulty in my work.
Did you know?
that 240 million TENNIS BALLS are manufactured each year!
Parent - Teacher Meeting and
my venture scout group Annual General Meeting.
It's like the sweetest thing that I had seen today..
and the rest of the day was just boring...
the whole class stood up in harmony,
as we were all punished for not doing the geography homework during the lecture.
It seemed like a fashion parade in the lecture hall.
I appreciate your kindness!
along with Benjamin and Claire
because today, I am sick.
children of all ages.....
Ready?!
GOOD!
1...2..3.
Here we go!!!!
Under there wet!
Under where wet?!
Underwear wet!!!
Why get underwear wet??
Why wet underwear and
why wear wet underwear,
when underwear wet?
16-07-04
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Thanks for tuning in!!
See you all next time round!
All right world, here's how stupid I am.
Geography: 26
Economics: 35
General Paper: 45.5
I am just gonna face the music.
Hit me baby one more time......
And..!
NUS is screwed up.
They cannot organise public events properly.
This is all because of my team mates as
I don't see how I would get to know Singapore better by doing all the nonsense that we went through.
(finding out a bar's opening hours was one of the tasks.. go figure!)
Claire, Hannah, Sarah and Sophie.
I really think that you girls were such good sport today.
A perfect example of being at the right place at the right time.
Miss Walker really ran alot and kept pace with me.
Was happy that someone could run along side with me at those dying moments at the end.
Thanks! =)
Truely enjoyed your "tactics" on the bus rides and your never ending pleas to Mr Bus Driver....
Oh! and all your helpful questioning of everyone we passed by.
Real funny!
Although I could tell that you were really tired, you always tried to catch up with us.
Really appreciate your effort ya?
I can imagine if it were some other idiot, they would just whine and grumble from the start to the end.
But you did not. So proud that you perservered on!
I feel that you might think that you did not help the group at all but I think you did just great!!
Today I learn never to under estimate the ladies.
because of the company I had on this little treasure hunt.
Haha!! If only we taped all the nonsense that we said.
Am totally unprepared for school tomorrow.
haiz...
After youth day celebrations ended, I went to town with Sarah and Sophie to Plaza Singapura's Burger King joint.
I did one geography DRQ there and had a Turkey Bacon Double Meal.
We left at three plus in the afternoon and I went home.
I reached home at 1630 and continue reading The Alchemist.
Finished the book at 1730 and I switched on the computer and went for a bath.
After my bath at 1800, I laid on my bed and I woke up this morning at 0920.
I slept for fifteen hours,
I only had ONE meal for the whole of Friday and I did not even get hungry and
I am still not hungry now.
I just yawned and I am still feeling sleepy...........
you fly.
Now I sit here,
catch housefly..
He claims that after switching off the television,
the sound of the last viewed channel can still be heard after sometime has passed.
THE FIRE BECOMES FUEL AND OUR HEARTS ARE THE ENGINE,
WE WILL FLOOD THIS SYSTEM WITH BLOOD IF WE HAVE TO,
AND WE WILL RULE THE WORLD WITH COLD RETINAS AND FIRM BELIEFS.
all of our endings are waiting to begin.
THE hardEST KIND FOR THE HARDEST CORE
WE'RE THE LAST IN A LINE OF DYING WHORES
ONLY TIME WILL TELL...
ONLY SILENCE UNDERSTANDS.
Scribbled for 6 hours.
Arrived home 6 pm.
because I got cut off from Smallville.
Accidentally smashed a glass bottle last night.
Had a chance to bleed myself dry but did not.
I'm not myself.
Don't think I can contain myself,
somewhere between screaming and crying.
Think my inner self ate my outer shell,
will let the demon in me out for awhile.
The French got fried.
Greeks all around the world must be high now,
together with the rejoicing sounds of bookies.
I think David Beckham's letter 'C' arm band,
stands for the word 'Clown'.
abhorrent,
pragmatism..
I woke up rather early at about 0930 and I
caught Bob The Builder on Kids Central!
it's damm cute and funny!
'cause I don't think that they'd understand)
So it's 191 and counting.
It seems as though I am running my own MTV channel.
Haha!
Now I am nearly blind because I spent the entire day burning a total of 182 videos out from my computer.
Haha!!
What a nice number.
Am very tired now and I can't believe that I still have somemore videos left.
And I have not even started on the 900 over MP3 files.
Hope that the police doesn't catch this..
I even did the kichen and the balcony behind it.
Nice!
I am going to vaccum the house.
It's that time of the month again!!
(no I am not talking about having periods)
(no I am not hinting about any approaching birthdays)
Rather,
I am speaking about our beloved mid-year exams!
Yes boys and girls, our days are numbered
and that idiot(the exams) is looming nearer and
faster than the rate at we can count the ants passing by a particular spot along their ant trail.
Answer coming right up!
Call the service hotline if you want.
and START STUDYING!~
(hint: library is a good place to study)
Well well, this is a rather good place to study.
This library is a building by itself and is fully equipped with big proper tables and chairs.
Good clean toilets as well.
There is good food just nearby for your meal time escapades and it is also cheap.
Delifrance is available on the ground floor if you fancy it.
Fast food restaurants are littered nearby therefore, you must remember your directions, especially in the night when the sky darkens and you loose your way.
(True for people not living in the Toa Payoh area)
MRT and Bus Interchange is also at an acceptable walking distance.
Just visited the place today. Fabulous place.
Recently opened, on the 5th of June to be precise,
everything here is brand new!
The library is a building by itself and is four storeys high and it has a basement(which i have not visited) for the children's section.
Imagine, a brand new 5 level building of books! Ha!
Anyway, books now are none of our concern.
Ground floor houses a cafe, something like Starbucks and Coffee Bean.
The room has big seperated single seated couches for people to sit comfortably in and to read and enjoy.
(Actually I am seated in one of these leather seats writing this shit now.)
This is so comfortable, it even has a cushion for you.
Strangely, the seat I picked has two cushions.
If you're tired from all the reading, one can just sit back and relax and look out to enjoy the clear blue sky as all leather couches are strategically placed to face the glass panels.
The architectural design of this building is also fantastic.
It is even comparable to the library at the Esplanade.
It has all these huge glass walkways across the library itself and the design also allows natural sunlight to brighten up the library in a splendid afternoon glow!
The library is also extremely spacious.
I saw these two kids enjoy themselves by rolling across the library's carpeted floor.
Many tables and chairs are spread around for studying!
Kids nowadays.. Up to no good.
It's the teens level and it has an entirely new concept that I had never seen in Singapore libraries.
Out from the lift, loud music is heard from an area with a raised platform that seems like a stage to me.
There's a DJ booth with a mat DJ housed there.
I totally enjoyed the music as he played a few Deftones songs and other rock tunes from The Jet and even Tenacious D.
mat brudder really rocked the house.
On that level, there were vending machines that provided drinks and snacks.
Here's the ironic part, later, I heard an annoucement saying that eating and drinking is not allowed in the library.
damm weird.
There are also big red circular leather sofa sets placed at the two corners of the level.
These sofa sets reminded me of the seats at the Embargo Bar which is situated just below the famous Centro Club.
This level has a shelf of CDs that allow people to use it at nearby CD players.
I went to see the selection and it was not bad at all, contemporary albums were available and the mat DJ was picking a few CDs off the rack.
I saw him take the Nirvana album.
The fourth level also has a section where it looks rather cosy.
It is a corner where there are huge bean bags spread across the floor.
Sadly, there is a group of cheena looking JJC people utilising that area.
The toilets here are clean and there is also good and cheap food at close proximity and the Jurong Entertainment Centre houses all the fast food.
No one would ever get lost as the MRT station and the Bus Interchange is visible and very nearby.
About 5 storeys. It is super near the Woodlands MRT and Bus Interchange.
On the ground floor, it has a cafe for those thirsty hippos and the rest of the levels are pretty much the same.
Nothing really deserved to be awed at but it has a rather condusive environment to study.
Toilets are of an average standard, it means, depends on your luck.
Not much of a choice for cooked food as there's only a food court available at the opposite Causeway Point Shopping Mall and it also houses the same few selection of fast food.
Very good ambience but not to study.
Dark toilets but clean.
No food unless you're filthy rich.
Do not head for this library if you want serious work done because you can't do shit there.
Overall, it's a good place to while time away.
The last time I been to these two was when I was in primary school.
Don't know if the Queenstown one is still open but I know the Bukit Merah one is still open.
All right.. These two libraries get
ALthough it's not a library, it's still our quick getaway from the overwhelming heat of the school canteen.
I may be bias but ulitmately, this is my review.
(one more star for memories sake and for the good food too!)
I advice you to dial the hotline if you want to visit any of the 5 Star and above venues.
(our friendly operators are standing by)
you can phone me direct if you know my mobile
pertaining to the previous entry below,
i didn't even advance to my room to make it near enough to my notes.
hmmmm.. it was all right i guess.
anyone wanna go??
the library is new!!
just opened a week ago..
so, imagine, all the new furniture and the new aircon smell..
ahhh....
ok la, it seems like there are no takers to the offer.
I just woke up.
I am going to eat breakfast after this and then going to try to study.
I am going to continue on my math and then start on my geography?
or maybe economics?
i don't know..
but i am sure that i am going to eat first.
Blink performing Down live on David Letterman.
I agree with Melvin that Travis is damm good!!
He uses his left leg for the bass drums for the entire song.
CHEERS!!
to a boring day ahead!
needless to say about studying.
help!
laziness overwhelms me!
sorry lesley, too lazy to do a write up on you.
and also, too lazy to write about all the escapades that i enjoyed for the past few days.
thanks to all who kept me alive and going.
now it's my turn to focus on my studies.
days are numbered.
and i am outnumbered against my notes.
MSN conversation between Szuyu and I
i pop some to my drinks first
terence says:
then need to feel the tray with water
terence says:
haha
terence says:
i left the word ICE out
walking on a primrose path. says:
...........
walking on a primrose path. says:
feel ah??
walking on a primrose path. says:
AHAHA
walking on a primrose path. says:
jeremy disease
terence says:
back
terence says:
oh my
terence says:
no...
This made it even more enjoyable.
I don't know how to write this post.
Especially after going through a few blogs..
Hmmm..
We lunched at Ben's house before going down to play.
Had alot of fun toasting bread in the pan and melting the cheese on top
and I can't get enough of Ben's Samurai sword.
We all tired out from picking the tennis balls from all over the court.
Ben and I even joked that judging from the way claire ran around the court, it seemed that the racquet is heavier than her..
Then after that, we went to shoot some hoops for awhile before going back to Ben's cribe.
Ben's room is really cosy, so cosy to zzz..
Come to think of it, it's the stupid CJC which took all the PE time to do mass PE and the class couldn't even play a proper game together.
I really feel sad that she has to leave but it's inevitable I guess..
Ya, lame and funny!!!
OH! and I have yet to write you your birthday note.
I guess it's a farewell note now..
Like what hannah said, I really hate farewells too.. =(
Don't want to sound too melancholic..
I will write you your birthday note and make something for you..
I just hope that I will be in time.
THE BLACK EYED PEAS - SHUT UP
TO ALL THE LADIES IN T09!!
as you all were totally awesome!
Two thumbs up!!
I know it's over but it just won't go away.
Both of them were red and equally cute!
This accounts for their seemingly uncanniness in their looks right?
So anyway, believe it or not, Elmo was actually the evil twin brother because Cookie Monster was the elder child and much attention was showered upon him.
Jealousy built up in Elmo and one day, he couldn't bear with it anymore.
He called his friends from the bad company that he hangs out with to give his older brother a little treat.
This also caused severe eye damage to Cookie Monster as his face was punched repeatedly while they were attacking his nose.
This resulted in his missing nose and his swirling eyes.
He urged the group of hooligans on and he actually wanted to silence Cookie Monster.
Elmo strangled Cookie Monster till he turned blue and this damaged his vocal chords as well.
Therefore, if you have always wondered why Cookie Monster speaks in a hoarse voice and why he is blue, there!
Now you get it...
I will always have one answer..
and that is,
Cookie Monster!!!
COOKIE MONSTER - 'C' IS FOR COOKIE
Hung out at Muddy's and watched Saucy Jack, one of the Australia's guest band performing tonight.
Chow wee and I shared a total of six pints of beer and stout.
Basically, everything was fun until we watched the movie
(there were many more comments that we made but let's just leave it as a stupid show)
haha!
Women are nothing but trouble.
I am going to be home alone!
However, I don't think I can do much during the weekend.
Still, I am open for suggestions!
Drop me a tag if you have one!!~
CELINE DION - THAT'S THE WAY IT IS
My first nonsensical punk rock song.
Will post it up soon.
I will only blog about happy encounters from now onwards.
and the whole of Singapore is also shocked and depressed.
I wonder what's the point afterall?
We are just wasting everybody's time.
I feel that our instructor is being put in a tight spot of joining the audition as a group with us.
Furthermore, he's more enthusiastic about the audition than the group itself.
I mean this can be seen by our willingess and enthusiasm to put in the effort to practise.
I need to report to school at 07 00 on Monday to run 10 rounds and do twenty push ups.
It won't kill me but to me, it is an incredibly early timing.
I know that people my gender and my age are waking at 04 30 to do more physically strenuous trainings but the point is, apparently, something happened(my stupidity I think), that is why I am not suppose to be there yet you see.
I am sorry to write you a sad entry.
I am still sick.
I am sick of being sick.
- Coughing till you wake up during your sleep at 04 00.
- Coughing till you nearly puke everytime you cough.
- Coughing till your chest hurts.
I thought being sick was cool.
Should had been more careful for what I wished for.
I have been coughing through out the entire week.
My mom even thought that some "dirty stuff" is clinging onto me.
Can't even really talk.
Imagine only being able to talk at sparodic intervals.
It's not only disturbing, it's .........
I really like to talk.
Who doesn't?
And besides, talking is one of the outlets to release the frustration, anger, "fucked up-ness" in you.
Right?
And now, I cannot do that.
I have to swallow it with my tasty, sweet tasting, yellow coloured phelgm.
So here I am voicing all the unhappiness in me.
So, here you are reading this.
So, you are lucky because this happens to be so transparent.
Therefore I am resort to typing all this shit out.
Cursed to this life.
I mean, honestly, this is a confession I have to make.
I have all the time in the world and I haven't been doing my work.
I mean seriously, it's not important to you(the reader) because it's addressed to "dear diary"(haha, whoever that fuck is)
Right, anyway, I have no willingness to start on my work, especially math.
I need a babysitter to sit beside me to guide me in my work.
I know that this is my seond chance,
I know that many people want this second chance,
I know that I had already disappointed my parents,
I know that by doing badly for my 'A's I will further disappoint them,
I know that I will throw my future away if I do not work hard,
I know that I should be old enough to do what is right,
I know that I ought not to succumb to my playful thoughts,
sounds familiar eh?
hahaha, fuck you, hahaha.
you're not the one that retained,
you're not the one living my life now.
I wish to do the right stuff
I wish I was smart
I wish that i wasn't so lack lustre
I wish I .....
Because I feel sad that I am like that.
Because I am angry for letting depression set in.
Because I feel lost.
Because I am confused at how I ended up typing this shit out
This is like a pirated version of the lyrics of this song
Boxcar Racer - I Feel So
fuck it.
i have no wish to type anymore.
what i want to say, i prefer to keep it inside me.
no point.
i would like to choose my audience.
sorry.
i am sorry to lead you(the reader) on to this tragedy.
Please do not come and show me more concern and come pester me to ask how i feel or to please get well soon.
For fuck sake, you think I don't?
Read and just shut up.
(or at least let me try to act cool first can?)
trying hard to get well.
Now, i am still sick and without any medical leave.
As soon as she heard about it, she started to scold me.
:'(
i lost my pencil box.
Yes, I lost my pencil box.
and it's for real!!
dammit, i am sad la.
-Calvin and Hobbes
Went to Subway to do two Geography Tutorials.
then I succumbed to my passion for beer.
Guzzled around two pints at Muddy's then
went to play LAN for six hours straight,
totally forgetting about dinner.
Went blind and felt nausea after that.
Rushed to MacDonald's at PS at 01 40
[not bad, got two tutorials done]
Went to Malcolm's(my scout leader) house.
Was suppose to attend a meeting at 15 00 but i woke up at 14 50 but nevertheless, I still made my way there.
Upon reaching the house, avoided the meeting and went to dig at his DVD library.
Agreed on watching Taxi 2 then proceeded to play Xbox after that.
Played till everyone left, including Malcolm, who had to attend to a campfire.
Although it's all in French, I still love it.
It's a damm damm HILARIOUS show.
SUPER FUNNY.
Must go watch.
Continue to watch Taxi 3 while gorging on it.
Malcolm came home at about 00 30 when we were about to finish the third Taxi movie.
Had some pizza left overs and we left it in his kitchen.
Said goodbye and left shortly after.
[i really like to babysit his house
(don't know if that's the correct term)
and chow wee commented, going to his house is like going to Borders.
i so totally agree.
good quality books available!~
however, nothing on the academic side was done :(]
Now.
Just had breakfast.
Going to be done blogging, a few more lines.
Gonna do my work.
Bye.
Pretty used to it..
i guess.
Nothing wrong with the school, it's my fault.
Sorry to those who had to bear my lousy attitude.
I realised about it during break but it didn't really bother me.
Anyway, I got it back during Geography Lecture which was after the break.
No one seems to take my stuff.
The pencil box laid in the same manner when I last left it.
Just like my handphone.
Ya, a few days ago, I left my mobile phone behind during Economics Lecture.
I realised about it during the next lesson and it also didn't bother me.
Trudged my way to the Lecture Theatre at the end of the day when my lessons ended and it was at the same spot, motionless.
Lucky?
I don't think so.
I think people don't really want my things at all.
we shall see on Monday then..
I really hope no cleaners tidy our class.
those aliens are really weird.
and who those who go school early,
PLEASE HELP ME FIND!!!~
thank you!
even so, i need to purchase my own meal now because the gastric juices have been released as wild gushes of the acid melts my stomach lining..
oooooo
pain.
bye.
(the chorus really describe how i feel about coming home)
I shall pao toh her on another stupid thing that happened in class today.
C + S on the whiteboard
(which meant Consumption & Savings)
and he asked us to form a sentence that will involve the terms C + S in order to show the relationship between Consumptions and Savings.
it was super lame.
but well, it's her.
Emotional show.
Go watch.
to me, that's even harder than getting down to do work.
even my parents are unavailable!
would someone dine with me now?
tomorrow?
forever?
might as well tell you what I bought for dinner at Jurong Point.
Got myself a bowl of Seafood Soup with Rice
and two "you cha kuay" and two "butterfly"
and then outside Jurong Point is a makeshift porno VCD stall.
hahaha..!
i thought those fellows had already been eradicated!
i guess their undying passion will never be extinguished..
and those of you all who go home to eat home cook dinner?
count yourself damm lucky..!
mouth is dry.
stout, here i come..[fucking last can =( left ]
seem to like that bitter taste as it reminds me of this bitter life.
maybe that's why i like bittergourd too!
I am still feeling sore about missing out on the M1 SMU mobile phone offer.
Fuck man.
Now I am under a plethora of searching for new deals.
It has gotten into me and is eating my inside.
I cannot cancel my existing line because my mom is using a supplementary line attached to mine.
It's not as if I do not have a handphone.
I am just greedy for one colour Samsung flip phone.
I don't know why but I am having that fetish now.
Argh..
SLAP ME!
My dad just scolded me for my trite requests with new mobile phone deals and he became tetchy ever since I started it.
Furthermore, I feel totally stupid when he manages to convince me that I do not need that new line, time and time again.
But I really cannot help it.
It's like some evil being instilled into me.
I cannot be culpable for this stupid fetish
because i have no explanation for it.
I find flip phones very irresistable.
and I need to be emancipated from this dumb fetish soon.
It's distracting me.
and i even managed to download 8 videos.
+
4 other punk rock videos.
i don't know.
I ran a thorough search in my kitchen and i can't find food.
All that I could find were plastic containers..
sigh..
my kitchen is so plastic and so fake.
but,
I found a few bottles of Cognac though.
Will keep that in mind.
and ya,
gonna help finsh my father's stock of Stout now.
again.
Red and white strips down the front.
This is the only attire I button to the top.
Reminds me of the path that I tread.
into the shadows of my life?
I hope tonight, I decide...
Found out that the world is even smaller.
.fuck.
The previous entry sounded so totally gay.
But as many would know, if I were a girl, I would marry him.
I told him about it too.
heh
Disgusting.
Although i am really uninterested in it, i will still listen to it because you actually bother to bring it..
Appreciate your surprise (although it wasn't pleasant) but you really did surprise me!!!
ok.
now thanksgiving is over.
i need to bitch.
here we go again motherfuckers.
i hate scouts.
the only fucking reason why i am in there for my friends is because i think they are the only people worth it to make me stay.
but hey!
I was caught unaware.
I admit,
I loss
I loss all that fucking feeling
I loss all that fucking feeling for scouts
I loss all that fucking feeling for scouts and a need to feed the unit.
all i feel now is..
I feel like pinching some motherfucker's eyeball of it's socket.
fuck.
really don't know what to say here.
everything i say will just fall right through.
worse still, are those UNWELCOMED fuckers that loiter here everytime and at my friends' blog and then proceed to post rubbish
I need to say something to you,
(if you are a fucker, now, say THANK YOU TERENCE)
so yea..
fuck fuck fuck you the motherfuck.
fuck is when you come down for meeting,
being the only lonely motherfucker from your batch.
ok.
you say i don't really know how to talk to my juniors??
hahaha!
fuck la.
I they are only suitable for Micheal Jackson to piecre his bleached white dick into.
those nice tender ass..(slurp!)
i don't really want to talk to those small lame dicks.
not that i am too good for them, but..
I HAVE REALLY NEVER EVER SEEN THEIR FACES BEFORE!!
so yea, this is where i start to practise to be sociable?
ya fine.
so yea start to work with them?
fine.
be patient with small little boys?
fine.
but if you have already finished your A Levels or currently serving National Service or JUST A MOTHERFUCKING POLY STUDENT, please read on.
so yea..
everytime, i would be..
(which is always NONE).
(which is always June Ren [my leader]).
it's unbearable to me.
why am i making such a big fucking deal?
because i ain't that fuck that sleeps away every afternoon when there's a meeting going on.
quit = loser
haha
i am a big loser then.
at least i admit it
one big loser that will reach in and take a bite of that shit you call a heart.
kill you fuck you i will never be you.
i can't fucking take it anymore.
homework is piling up
the A fucking Levels are at the end of this year.
i don't want to be affected.
i don't want history to repeat itself.
it scares me
it does scare the shit out of me when i find myself on the same fucked up path that i tread two years ago.
if i am not happy this weekend, i quit.
it's always me thinking about the future of the kids in this unit.
arrogant and spoilt kids that don't even appreciate help.
why not think of my future?
i need to think of my own future you know?
and i just thought of it.
it doesn't involve you.
fuck you scouts.
i haven't slept since i found out that my whole life was a lie..
i need to rest.
the journey to the end is near but tough.
i need to BE PREPARED!
be prepared in my fucking studies.
good night.
bye.
0232
(some lyrics from the album were inserted in the above excerpt to show real emotions)
There's a Spongebob Square Pants movie coming out at the end of this year.
Go watch the trailer online.
IT'S DAMM FUNNY!!
Look at the time man!
So cool to have a friend who drives...
He fetch me to get my guitar and CJ attire and now i am back in his room.
That means i won't be late tomorrow.(i think)
Furthermore, i am his virgin passenger.
I am so so honoured.
(was suppose to be his girlfriend, SORRY!)
Anyway, got to go sleep now.
Driving off to find breakfast tomorrow..
=)
Just finished building two big Lego figurines.
Dazed now.
Built one TIE Bomber and one X-wing Fighter.
Both are from the Lego Star Wars Series.
Don't understand some parts..
Need someone to explain to me about that metamorphic creature mocking Spike.
Scary...
Will be late again.
and
sweet honey show.
It's a damm cool show..!
Now I know a better purpose for keeping my blog.
Shall go read some past entries now..
I should had studied long time ago.
And to think that i spent more than one bloody hour yesterday, to complete that stupid poem below.
Treading on this moon lit path..
As this song fill my ears,
I fancied her for a second year.
Don't know how to put it through.
But too late I guess, now that it's totally through
Wanted to wish you well for your grades
But seems to me you found your place.
I hope you like yours too
mine is made up of wonderful people whom I love
who do yummy stuff that brightens up my everyday.
Just like the sunshine glare,
which is as yellow as the soft lamp post glow.
all alone, to my empty home...
2240
03-03-2004
I did some old thinking...
my lungs missed the taste of tar.
Fatigue took charge of my flaccid mind,
I just want to make her mine.
To so far that I can never see.
drowning in the pool of beer.
2149
01-03-2004
I still think that it is a sick joke.
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
COLLEGE BOARD JUST CHEATED MY MONEY
FUCK CHINESE TOO!~
It's amazing.
no entries,
just back to sji,
for scout activities
Yeah. It’s kind of a song about feeling loneliness. That knowing that there’s one other element of a person that understands what you’re going through. That’s kind of what the chorus is about. Saying, “like a bad star I’m falling faster down to her.” Meaning faster and faster I’m learning what they’re going through because I’m going through the same thing. You want to be sheltered from the outside and the only thing that gets you through everything is knowing that this one other person has been through the same thing and that’s the biggest comfort that you get.
take some lessons,
from Terence -
kill with silence.
Knives are sharpening..
(and i will stab you in the arse)
19 40
11-02-2004
LIN SZU YU!!!
i think you all made the class proud..!
we really have to try harder.
luckily ben saved us..!
GLORY TO BEN, OUR SAVIOUR!!
till I feel so stone.
But, I can't feel my soul.
I can't even find myself.
07-02-2004
20 58
I longed to escape from this fleshy skin.
as problems are created to curb solutions
05-02-2004
18 20
as I am reminded of the nights spent awaken
and the days wide forgotten.
as I lay in my old slumber
04-02-2004
21 20
but it won't die
if you weren't wrong, was i?
your picture still remains
but i wonder...are you still the same?"
FINCH - WITHOUT YOU HERE
For I shall take my leave quietly as I retreat into the darkness where no one will hear.
30-01-2004
20 10
like an ignorant chap strolling in a field of mines.
darkness overwhelmed my seat,
I chat with loneliness who's my only friend,
accompanying me till the end.
27-01-2004
23 02
SAMSUNG S300
MOBILE PHONE
FOR SALE
Charger
Simple Hands Free Kit
PC Data Link Kit
Later, I found out from my dad that she went to work.
Apparently, we were the last customers as they are only open for half day today.
Then it just came to me that, I am now home alone, on the second day of chinese new year.
You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.
"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.
As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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when you can't stop and stare...
what you see is air,
which is the hope that i breathe.
when i see your smile,
i frozed for awhile.
poisoned by wishful thoughts.
i tread it like a psychopath.
saw the horrendous end,
but i chose it in the end..
12 50
look at the time.
i am still doing my homework
and it's still not done.
i forgot to bring my mobile phone with me.
was afraid that people couldn't reach me.
The song's more about the vulnerability and kind of heart-wrenching pain you feel when you're in love and when you're a guy and you're trying to tell a girl, 'Don't waste your time coming and talking to me because, in my head at least, you probably already gave me up a long time ago.'
THE RETURN OF THE KING (soundtrack)
"It is but a shadow & a thought that you loved"
is
still
golden
gave up
she's all I dream
she's all I'm always wanting
i gave in
and i give up
i enjoy doing stupid things for my friends
but its quite easy after getting some directions
but i felt like going home after realising that i was going alone
but again,
i decided to go since my friend is going to stay over at my house after that.
totally didn't enjoy it at all.
SOS (the club) was empty
so totally spacious
DJ was repeating the songs
that pure breed belonging to the motherfucker bloodline was repeating the songs that he played early on!
i was practically counting down to 03 00
the last ten minutes made me feel as though the new year was approaching
was SO exhilarated when it reached to the last ten seconds
it was the only thing i truely enjoy for about fifteen minutes
after that, it got really draggy..
couldn't believe that it took everyone so long to decide where to go and what to do next.
until at around 03 30 when things started to get going,
then i realised that i was going home alone
i decided not to wait any longer so i walked to the bus stop alone.
fucking got lost
luckily, i am used to walking and looking out for landmarks
got back to the right track after awhile and walked from Central Mall to Mohamad Sultan.
stood at the bus stop that was totally empty except for cabs
waited and no NR5 came
opened wallet and no money
so,
hoping that i could enter the building to draw money from there
after a night walk, i managed to sneak into Park Mall and took out $30 cash from the ATM
fucking account is left with $13.57
got out of the building and i didn't flag a cab there.
i decided to head down to the Phoenix Hotel Bus Stop to check out what time the last NR5 bus service ends on a weekday.
finally, got there
the board read Weekday Service Last Bus: 03 45
stood there thinking if only i was just this little bit earlier..
and spent $18.70 for my journey home
or
i should just be selfish and just fight for my ways, just like one of my classmate
anyway, no one forced me to go down today
i chose to go
because i enjoy doing stupid things for my friends
maybe that's why i don't have friends now?
i have grown smarter??
i WAS already fucking moody for the past four days
and to think this SOS incident happen
after what i wrote,
i know i am not suppose to like you anymore
but my heart strayed
"Kissable and quiet"
because you really don't say anything to me at all
so please don't
quiet day.
sad.
shoo!
go away~
Thanks!~
sean chee just went to become the lowest piece of life-form in that legal enslavement program..
i don't mean to insult him but that's how you are treated in that shit hole.
everytime i think about it, it inspires me to train for my pull-ups.
sad.
i gave up my seat to this pregant woman as the bus was rather crowded.
she didn't even say thanks!
WHAT THE FUCK!
show me her tao face as if she deserves that seat.
spent most of the journey standing until at last people alighted.
finally i got a seat and i fell asleep.
then fucking hell, woke up to find that i overslept.
i just walked 5km to my house.
(imagine, my block number is 764 and i alighted at block number 933)
i shifted in to his seat and then this girl came to sit beside me.
after a while, i went to sleep and then suddenly,
i felt someone pushing me towards the window so i woke up and saw her pushing me in.
i was like WHAT THE FUCK!
i don't even KNOW her!!!
then i realised why, she shifted in because she wanted her friend to sit next to her.
after registering that thought in my sleepy head,
i went WHAT THE FUCK! in my head again.
can you imagine?!?!,
three people sitting in a two seater seat in a freaking crowded bus with everyone staring.
and the bottomline was,
I DON'T EVEN FUCKING HELL KNOW THEM!!
"ahhhh hello, zhe yang zhe me xing ku...wo ge ni men zuo la..!"
so i got up, left the seat and stood for the rest of the trip with everyone staring at me.
taken away by the government into legal slavery
it's so real that i feel it coming at me..
it's a sad and sick feeling i tell you
stepping foot on that sacred island with him and then a few hours later, you are returning without him.
i wouldn't want anyone to accompany me for enlistment.
yucks..
pui!
because i have to enter the kitchen
and the kitchen is quite smelly now.
now i can smell the stench whenever i open the kitchen door.
thank goodness i don't go there at all.
i guess i will be seeing him next year..!
hahaha!!
whoo!
i passed my geography supp paper!
2T09 here i come..!
i am sending chow wee off tomorrow, all the way to camp..
his last leg of his journey in Singapore..
will continue blogging tomorrow.
my mom is watching Barney on Kids Central now.
she just turned the volume up.
!help.
Feeling This (live on trl 11-11-03)
i better go sleep.
my mom still hasn't cleared the contents yet.
was curious to experience how the spoilt fridge would be.
the experience wasn't too good.
it stinked so badly that i nearly puke as i was rushing out of the kitchen..
the contents looked totally different from when the fridge was operating.
duh...
but guess what?
she was watching TV when i asked her.
so i really wonder when she's free.
maybe she's even going to throw the fridge away with the contents inside.
maybe things are getting out of hand
feel like throwing the stuff away but wouldn't it be interesting to see how it would be like throwing a spoilt fridge away with all the rotting contents still intact?
imagine the look of the rag-and-bone man!!
s|c!
no one online.
so i think it's time for sleep.
now it's only 04 41 and no one's online!!
compared to yesterday, it's worst!
i mean, hey! it's the holidays right?
i sleep only when the sky is getting brighter
and go out when the sky is getting darker
so sorry that i didn't turn up for your birthday stay-over.
i didn't mean to neglect your party but my guy friends came up with a last minute outing to the LAN shop so yea i hopped along.
i want to spend the last few days with them before they get forced into legal slavery..
wanted to go down afterwards and look what happens?!
i am here typing this sorry note to you because i just found out that I DO NOT HAVE THE SCIENCE CENTRE CIP
but what done is done..
never go means that i wasn't there..
hope to make it up to you all another time soon.
can't wait to see you all
and yea,
i would still like to thank you for the invitation.
will try to make it the next time.
!!!YU~HUI!!!
Stomach status: haven't eaten anything since waking up at 14 00
in fact, so bored that i was playing hide-and-seek with the mosquitoes in my house.
they bit me three times.
so i hid in the store-room.
fucker!
my hero.....
ain't he sweet?
my adorable little pumpkin..
i linked CHOW WEEEEEEEEE!!!
not bad i say..
*sob*
boring.
alright, i will go sleep
i wonder where all the usual Bengs went..
movie was great in a way, got to see extra footages which made the movie funnier..
well, there is The Lord Of The Rings, The Two Towers director's cut next week.
only marcus and i will be watching it next week..
haiz..
anyone care to join us??
just give me a call
don't you hate it when the fridge spoils?
well, i do.
there goes my box of Royce Chocolates.
luckily i ate half of it already.
if not i will not get anymore birthday present from qian.
at least you did something.
its ok, just change it again..
don't have much of the passion to blog anyway.
i don't feel part of my family now.
i didn't even know that the fridge is spoilt.
this just shows how much time i spend at home.
only three places i go to when i am at home.
(1) this computer room here
(2) my room
(3) and the toilet
no one cooks
no one does the housework
(sometimes i do it when it gets out of hand)
parents just left to buy a new fridge.
and i rather stay home
don't feel like joining them.
i feel odd when i am with them.
ha.ha.ha.
what family day?
i think my is what people call
A Dsyfunctional Family.
i have the sudden urge to go study.
szu.
had fun whining with you..
haha!
i think maybe it's because i am depress?
or is it due to the "Steve-O - Dont Try This At Home" video that i was watching when i was trying to eat fried rice.
i wonder...
i will do a count down when the time comes.
VIOLET
You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals.
never in life i went to such a CIP!!!
i am totally exhausted..
(sounds as though i worked damm hard..hahaha!!)
hope you all have fun and enjoy it!~
chow wee and i are here and we are going out!!
yea
FUCK CAMP!
FUCK SCOUTS!
FUCK SARIMBUN!
FUCK CAMP!
FUCK SCOUTS!
FUCK SARIMBUN!
but at the end of the day, its not fucking worth it!
so there you go, we won't go for camp! there are better things to do with our time!
i am still home!
hahahahaha..
whatever happened to camp?
i don't know...
i woke up at 1345 and i just got back from my meals
gonna pack in the next 10 mins and off i go.
(really describes how i feel now)
on contrary to the talk about my funeral that chow wee and i had twenty minutes ago.
(based on a true story)
a damm good show i must say!
we finished two big bottles of heineken and i did a bottle of Corona and one can of Guiness Stout.
and now, i am still sober!
this is getting scary..
when will i get drunk?
the best memories was on the last page of "The Steeple".
hahahaha!!
had a good laugh!
well.
i am cycling to camp early in the morning tomorrow.
farewell everyone.
will miss all~
why can't i drive?
why am i in scouts??!
MISS SARAH WALKER!
went to watch Master and Commander at P.S.
it was a super funny show!!~
(because chow wee, marcus, sean and i provided our own spoofs during the movie)
-fucking waste of money-
THANK YOU!
i am going out.
i am up and alive.
it's raining heavily now and i am hungry.
(from last night)
and yea.. mommy asked me if i want to work at the pizza hut call centre
which means i get to key in orders from call-ins from people.
but it pays $4 per hour.
the pay is so mean.
**sobsob**
yucks
that sounded so mommy's boy.
fuck.
what shall i do today?
i didn't really want to start planning the holidays after realising that i have got scouts camp from this saturday to around mid-week next week.
fucking boring.
and only after today's CIP briefing at the Science Centre,
Chow Wee told me that i have got 90 - 120 CIP hours from the scouts that i haven't claim yet.
it's like WHAT THE FUCK!
WHY CAN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?!
now i need to call Ms Lim to let me off during my camp period and
i don't know if i should cancel my Science Centre CIP slots since i have already put down my name..
and also, most of the people from the class are going as well.
ai yo...so troublesome.
bah!
i am going to sleep now!
and the reason is because i am hungry and there's NOTHING to eat now so i am going to sleep this growling stomach off..
going to plan.............
and after reading the blogs,
i remembered that i participated in a gumball rally today as well!!
HAHA!
down four seasons hotel.
hmmm
i think i shall go plan for my holidays now..
we finished Van Wilder (because he hasn't seen it yet) and the
Jackass Gumball Rally 1 Hour Special
the gumball rally is ReALLY good shit man.
argh.
i am bored
oh yea
GOOD NEWS!
i passed my damm supplementary paper
i thought i was never ever to continue college
hahahaha!
i was so wrong
hi.
TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE HOLIDAYS!
yeay!~
yup.
did alot of things and met alot of people.
yup that's it
(this is the shit!)
hahahaha!
suzie,
what played is played.
no use regretting.
may all who read our blogs,
keep us in their sweetest memory.
hahahaha!!
whooo hooo
my holidays starts tomorrow!!
(just trying to sound optimistic)
- STIFFLER.
studied for like half an hour,
then off to sakae buffet.
avy, bing and i just stuffed ourselves there.
met michelle and her friends to play pool.
played till i couldn't even concentrate.
took a train home.
and i drooled alot while i was sleeping.
I FUCKING HATE WEARING RETAINERS!
ate dinner and watch American Wedding.
good and funny show!
haha!!
wraps up everything..!
psycho babbling on msn now.
depressing day.
mommy is getting a little impatient with me here.
i guess i won't be back here until the 26th.
she means well for me.
BUT HER NAGGING IS GETTING RATHER TAXING.
(chow wee knows how to say it in the correct tone)
brrr...
was reading my geography notes in my room when suddenly the light flickered and blacked out!
then it took me like a long forty minutes to change the light.
if you all can, try changing your room light AT NIGHT.
finally, now my room glows in pure white innocence..
ahhh..
just a thought to keep us busy in our all so boring holidays.
..and then came home.
my friend's mom called my mobile from their house to ask for Sharon
made me puzzled.
anyway, told her she dialed the wrong number and i hung up.
called my friend on his mobile to ask him what the hell is happening.
apparently, his sister ended camp today and she didn't answer her mobile so their mommy decide to be smarter.
i wanted to tell her
"Auntie ah.. i not Sharon leh.. i am Terence. Boy ah not girl."
while waiting for the bus at the interchange,
there was this man beside my queue who kept on staring at my crotch.
got a little dissed so i stared back at him.
he didn't even notice me looking back at him!
but continued his gaze on my nether regions.
what the fuck?!
i didn't even erect!
luckily the bus came and i hurried off.
fucking gay!
what a lousy day.
fuck.
go away..
shoo~
the roses bloomed
and i need to serve lunch.
sigh.
well, the consolation was that it was a damm good match!
one of the best in many years to come.
clash of the titans..
sob.
another four more years for the action to come.
sob.
today was basically study then beer.
hope tomorrow is a better day..
GO GIRLS!~
Terence was
a Spellbinding Pick-Pocket
in a past life.
MEETING WITH GLENN!
call or message me!
i just talked to him on msn..
we are meeting on next wednesday night.
26th of November for dinner and then some drinks at Embargo!
slept at 04 30 this morning and i just woke up about an hour ago.
this means that i have been sleeping for 15 hours.
with some memory pior to that, i haven't eaten for the past 26 hours because i skipped dinner yesterday.
i feel sort of funny now because my mind is like numb and there's no one at home.
phoned my mom and she thought i went out.
maybe i did?
and i was abducted by some aliens?
well for a record, i didn't see daylight today.
anyway, here's a song about aliens flying into your butt.
going for dinner now. breakfast i would call it.
i mean look at the time.
someone shoot me because i am not studying.
today was my first day studying.
covered only like four points because i fell asleep
the lyrics ain't that good as compared to the previous few albums..
but it deals with more mature stuff and in a more direct manner
very straight forward stuff.
i think the Quiditch Seeker Try Out is the best game there..
damm chow wee completed the whole run.
i did till level 7 and gave up..
because you need to restart from level 1 everytime you die.
going to finally pack my room now..
i must or else i won't know what to study...
england was the better team anyway..
so sarah, Australia VS England
i bet you are going for the rose.
so i am hoping on for The Wallabies just to go against you
this ought to be interesting!
gonna get dinner now..
i am famished.
i went for breakfast with my mom at 0800 and then reached back home at 1000 and what did i do?
i just finished the Kids Central cartoons.
well, they enticed me with Pokemon, Superman and Spiderman and Lizzie McGuire?? (what the hell?)
probably too stoned to move.
the cartoons runtime ended and i have hardly any energy left to clean my room.
so i guess i will and i finally get to sleep.
but it's only for four hours because i have got to catch the LIVE Rugby World Cup semi-finals..
supporting France!!
hope they get through..
the All Blacks VS the Wallabies match was a total disappointment....
off to bed i go!
i think i should really be studying.
my paper is in just 10 more days..
what the fuck did i think i was doing?
argh..
i need breakfast...
i can't sleep anyway..
help.
my body clock is fucked.
help..
someone chain me down with my notes.
help.
i need lots of it..
i am finally home after i left my house at 1230 on friday..
haha!
went to SOS on both friday and saturday..
i felt weird.
but heck, it's free entry anyway..
went super HIGH!~
couldn't even remember most of the shit that happened..
only knew that i went in,
***drank tequila (don't know how much)
danced.
then the club closed..
i just played EVERY single game on msn with chow wee
(even tic-tac-toe!!!)
didn't even noticed it until chow wee mentioned it
i feel sick now, that we are reduced to state
but then again, there's no one else online now to talk to..
sigh...
bedtime i suppose..
but before i go, i am gonna leave you kids with some wise words from Merovingian
(went to watch The Matrix Revolutions for the second time today..!)
was suppose to meet this woman for lunch at 1145 today
but i woke up at 1400..!
ahahaha!
i feel like a dickhead.
so sorry...
i owe you lunch and dinner ok?
your pick!
had Long John Silvers for supper and then it's back to being online...
someone sent me this URL..
(so geography students take note!)
it's a matrix spoof..
(so matrix fans take note!)
i feel lame.
it's not even out yet but managed to download it from some site that claims it got it from a leaked source.
from my point of view, it was rather well done.
went home after lunch.
couldn't get anyone out with me.
bored.
stayed online and stoned till sarah invited me to play minesweeper flag with her on msn.
i won her at her game.
so i invited her to play msn checkers with me.
and she won me at my game.
returned home and had nothing to do.
gave up thinking and did house work.
the vaccum cleaner over heated.
so i came here to type this shit.
i think the vacuum cleaner had enough rest.
i am going back to do housework.
its so much more fun than to sit here and wait for people to talk to you or hope that people ask me out.
as mentioned in the previous entry,
i went to drink beer and
i just reached home without a single drop of beer in me..
not even a single drop of alcohol.
two of my friends turned 18 within the past 12 hours and
there's no alcohol in me..!
i find this weird.....
hahahahahahhaha!!
real funny..
i think it's the best of the three matrix movies
and i feel another mind fuck coming..
i need to watch all three films and the animatrix again..
anyway, got project work later..
better go sleep.
i am home!!!!
feels odd..
**cries to the beach**
hmmm..
"what to do now??"
ok i know!
i will go catch a beer now!
that means i am out!
bye!
my class won the champion class of the year!!!
what a nice way to end the school year....
arrr..simply LOVE the class to bits..
had tonnes of chocolates to eat from the hamper that we won and lots of goodies to bring home!!
only grumble i had was, why didn't the hamper have XO and abalone, like those traditional hamper..??!
didn't exactly go there to play.
went there to help jeremy organise a treasure hunt for his church's retreat..
nevertheless, we had lots of lame fun!!!
hahaha!!!!
(jeremy! i am waiting for your pint of beer!)
didn't want to leave the beaches at all..!
it's damm nice and relaxing!!
the four of us decided to have a class outing next week..!
everyone please go ok??!
i like got totally no mood to fucking do any chinese..!
only sentosa is on my mind..
argh..
and i swear blink 182 is fucking lame funny!!
haha.. i think i am on a natural high..
i wonder how i can put my ass down for three fucking hours tomorrow..
didn't go to school today due to a HORRIBLE flu.
woke up at 14 00 today and then found out it's my mom's birthday.
luckily, i didn't tell her that i wanted to go out..
so i decide to be a GOOD boy, like i have always been, and stay home to accompany her!
haha, i am sick anyway.
(just downloaded two concerts)
=> San Diego 7-25-00 (Enema of the State)
those interested, i don't mind sending it to you
i am home!!
went to murphy's just now and played the infamous card game!
hilary scored pretty "well" in the game!! HAHAHA!!!
anyway, i can finally sleep early tonight..!
goodnight~
what the hell man!
i had gotten the minimum requirements to promote but as a repeat student,
i had performed poorly in some areas.
therefore, i need to do sup papers for geog..
at the same time i am happy because i get to procrastinate the scout stuff....!!!
whoo hoo!!
(to think that i was sad when i promoted due to the choice that i had yet made in scouts)
and i really don't mind the geog sup paper because it's easy, as compared to the other subjects..
well,
to cheuk wai(i doubt she knows this thing here exist),
eebing, sarah, and suzie,
i have comed to join you all..
we will study hard and get through this sup papers together..!
let's not be disappointed anymore..
i really did enjoy that few days of high..! hahaha!
ALTHOUGH IT'S A LITTLE LATE AND THE CAKE IS A LITTLE SMALL, I STILL ENJOYED IT..
HAHAHAHA.. OK LA, I REALLY REALLY DO APPRECIATE YOU GUYS!!
LOVE YOU ALL!! MUACKS!!
(wet and sloppy kisses to all)
it's a damm fucking sian day of project work,
but her nice cooking saved the day!!
and fuck, i now have got to go get ready what i have to say for tomorrow's oral presentation..
i don't know where to start..!!
ok..
especially to my classmates who really really SURPRISED me!
never in my head would i had thought this would happen!!
i really appreciate it!!
and also to chow wee and marcus for joining me..
thanks for making it an even funnier day for me!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
*(refer to hilary's blog for the muddy murphy's incident)*
hmmm..
ok, just want to let everyone know that i love everyone in my class.
they are very very nice people,
really enjoyed the day simply because you people were there..
and yea and last but not least,
wanted to delete it away but i thought it was my own mistake.
left it there to remind myself of mine own stupidity..
i was being angry with the class and kind of wishing it went a different way, but it can't be a different way so i felt angry and i feel mad and i felt sad..
this song here is what i really really feel...
i wanted to continue writing about yesterday and then continue blogging about the stuff that happened today..
then i thought for awhile
and stop.
because everyone who has a blog from 1T09 has written about this issue and hers being the recent one, made me really want to write about it.
without giving a little ounce of damm, sensitivity as some may call it, to the people reading it because everyone base it on the pure fact that it is YOU who choose to read it and if you had made your choice, you cannot blame anyone else but you yourself..
also tend to be alittle careful around with words and names.
that is why, people put up tag-boards to host questions and comments that readers would post to query about that particular entry that she or he had read.
for this entry, it's going to be exciting.
i am going to add names
and be insensitive
and be very difficult.
so here we go, embarking on our little journey of journal writing..
P.S. *maybe this is just a ploy to check out if my tag-board is working?? because no one ever tags in there and i suspect foul play by the network.*
**i will want to take it off in a week's time?**
**i might even want to delete this time wasting blog.**
wake people up?
but one thing's for sure,
it will just make me more sad.
everyone has been complaining how boring our class is because it's after the exams and people refuses to go out?
or should i put it this way, they prefer to go back home.
i take this lying down, so, i, tried to change things alittle bit.
trying to put some live back into the people of 1T09.
maybe i haven't tried hard enough?
firstly, i tried to inject life into the 'life-less' as known as 'the guys'. i suggested jamming a few songs and we all agreed.
at this point in time, i would like to pause and mention that i have given up hope on sebastian, thus, making me use this concluding statement,
i don't blame him, i did wish i were him, i would rather spend time with my family than waste time on the streets.
family is important and i clock like an average of 5-6 hours a week with my parents.
so i think i am selfish because he doesn't do what i do and i hate him.
but
that's what blogging is about.
i tried my best influcencing him, talking to him, making him more fun....(haha)
i think i actually dug out my own grave,
he is cool you know?
in the first place, he skates, listens to hip-hop and punk..
thus, i asked him to jam afew songs..
up to this date, i have been quite tolerant about him and his dreamy attitude..
it's ok, it's his own character, i told myself.
the final blow came when i asked him about about watching movie with the class.
he forgot about the whole thing!
i forgive him, it's just him and his dreamy attitude..
so, he can go dream all he wants.
i have no choice to say it but now,
now, the verdict for the girls.
as the sentence suggests, "the girls",
it all sums up isn't it?
you all have different curfews,
different things that we want to do?
so trying not to be selfish,
we can always go shopping and to eat?
nah...
just look at the list of things that our class didn't even do as compared to a normal class..
because i am selfish as i don't have any friends to go out with and so i started to scold you all.
it's so unfair, if that's what you feel, i feel it too!!
well, i wonder too!?!?
i decided that you are really not that stone at all..
do unto others,
what others do unto you
i do still love T09.
it's now 05 46..
i need to sleep
i will be selfish and not carry on.
i am so damm bored nowadays.
i am a clean boy.
**just to show how bored i am!**
was supposed to meet hilary and qian hui in the morning to eat breakfast and then play arcade at orchard emerald before returning to school to meet for project work.
(except for the acrade playing part)
nevertheless, we went to play daytona, time crisis II and puzzle bobble...
it has been a long time since i played in the arcade,
luckily i didn't lose touch.. heh.
and while walking into school, met the graduating J2s.
took photos with them and bid my last goodbyes..
yes, it was saddening..
the final blow came went i met my ex-classmates..
took lots of pictures with them and then they left for lunch at seoul garden taka..
went back to my project work group and walked out to the bus stop..
seeing how sad and i bored i was, they cajoled me into joining my ex-classmates for lunch.
"and there we have it, it's SUPERMAN!!"
i shall stop here....
i am extremely SLEEPY!!
nights.
that the JC2s are having their graduation day tomorrow.
just goes to show how sleepy i really am but i still have to write this..
all those entries only reminded me of my stupid problems that i actually cared about.
so i really hope that they don't ever come back.
zzzzzzz(slept for awhile)
i will miss all the assholes that were part of my life and made it so fun..
especially the people from my ex-class who really cared and helped me alot in many many ways..
just that i never had actually wanted to help myself and therefore, failing.
HAPPY GRADUATION DAY JC2s
coincidentally, the whole row of cashiers were indian.
i ordered a set meal and coincidentally, they don't have any more fries left so they were displeased as they had to fry a new tray of fries just because of that one packet i ordered...
so i felt bad
but then come to think of it, they get to eat the remaining fries after they had closed since i was the last customer..
what fuckers man!!
PLEASE SMS EITHER ONE OF US
oh. haha!! thanks mel!
I am emotionally blank
By your facade
You're so damm nice
till you treat us like ice
when there's nothing I can help..
what more can i say?
when silence is my only choice..
The end is now the time.
we had all put our trust -
In the Lord we pray,
that peace be with her
till the end of forever..
27-09-2003
there were more encounters but just too many to write.
anyway, i met up with old friends there.
it's been a really long time since i met baro, hoe, bud and stella..
enjoyed their company!!
i am running late for revision.
and i still think it's nice..
love the vegetables that they offer..
there were drunk girls trying to order sandwiches while shouting nonsense at the top of their voices like..
"NO! you're the real pussy!! you fuck!.."
[conversation was held in heavy american accent]
[spoken with thickened lips]
i think you get the picture..
i saw this guy, which belonged to the drunk group of niggers, pissing right next to the staircase next to a road.
his left hand was on his dick and his right was holding on to the sandwich munching away, oblivious to the thought of people staring at him..
didn't know that subway sandwiches are really that delicious..!!
hmmmm...
i haven't studied since i got home!
time is running out..
cannot fail anymore..
this means that i won't be coming so often to update my blog.
wish me luck..!
oh and yea.......
Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
My Inner Age
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nevertheless
yeah!! i can attend lessons again!!
yeah!! i can see all my friends again!!
oh.. fuck that school part and leave that friends statement..
all the pretty pretty things that they wear..
all the pretty pretty words that they speak...
simply because they do not really care
when you have an ugly ugly face..
when you do ugly ugly things.
because you are not even there..
14-09-2003
Terence Chia
it was damm posh man!!
always wanted to go eat there and finally i did!!
BIG THANK YOU~! to my friend, wise, that one for one voucher was a good offer!!
had breakfast, lunch and high tea all in a meal..
there, heard of another suicide case..
that guy is an ex-josephian and cj-cian..
don't know him at all but i do really feel sadden by the news..
i hate hearing suicide cases of people around my age..
it's sick.
luckily, none of my friends died yet..
don't really want to lose any because i really don't know how i would react to it..
to all my friends, i do treasure you all and may god bless him.
on a back of a crocodile..
she says to me you'll be my love one day,
so i just stood and bid farewell..
in the middle of the ride she gave a call to me,
and she said this thing to me..
"hello dear i forgot to bring his lunch.."
and there was nothing that i could do..
she asked me this, "if i still loved her.."
but all i did was to bid her another sad, farewell.
just wanted to fill space here and keep the kids entertained..
can you all PLEASE tag in my chatter-box on my right?
<<<========
because apparently, there are some who couldn't access it..
just want to see a show of hands if you can get into it...
THANK YOU!
thought he was dead..
MIA for quite a long period of time..
well, he changed a hell lot
just feel happy for him that he hasn't die..
just realise that people do change
fuck man!!
i am damm bored...
i hate where i stay..!
i have no friends to study with here..
!~!damm
i am like stranded in this stupid corner of singapore worrying about wherther SARS will reach me..
either that or i will have to travel for MORE THAN ONE fucking HOUR to town to do work...
still remember the last part of my Josephian Pledge..
i had bitched enough..
going back to the CC to study again..
and to think that i just came back here to take my sweater....
ha!
there's a gantry system just infront of my block for the carpark and there's this car that stopped to get out.
the funny thing about this car is that, it has a pigeon on top of it's roof and the pigeon just sat rooted and didn't move as the car drove off..
before driving off, the driver saw me staring at his car and he was laughing too, pointing to the roof of his car..
i shot him a bewildered look and just stood there staring at the pigeon's feather flutter as he turned the corner..
did anyone notice the sarcasm from my apology letter to hannah??
You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.
What kind of kiss are you?
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what a day......
lingered around to wait for the rain to subside..
sat at a corner of a flight of stairs, plugged into my beloved discman and continued to read up on Mezzogiorno..
finished TWO readings of it and the rain continued to pour..
got up and walked around as my ass hurts then i found out that they were closing..
glanced at my mobile phone.. 22 30
no wonder..
decided to get home
it has been a long time since i could feel mud between my toes..
ahhh....
couldn't imagine the look of a passer-by as i was strolling across the damm field,
enjoying every single bit of it
breathed in the curious night air..
my breath blurred my vision as my specs fogged,
flashes ignited the sky as i made my way home slowly..
my discman played it at the right time..
haha.. talking about mood..
i knew i love my discman..
rushed in to take a hot bath.
while bathing, the window beside me kept on having flashes..
my mind strayed..
what if the electricity outside decides to stray as well??
hastened my bath and got out of the wet areas ASAP..
what a day......
sigh..
i told her that i was in the same situation too and she asked who's that girl?
i find it odd to tell her that it's she herself...
so i wrote her a poem..
she walked back to my life as she please
Was but so long time ago..
that left me cold -
and it made me feel so old.
swallowed and took the fact
that I would never get,
together to just grow old...
No one that I would blame
Cause I think I am lame
To be burnt by her flame.
Sore was red, it healed slow
Solely a friend, now I swear
Sweared solemly, till I even..
Sold my soul...
Sozzled I'm not!
01 33
-Terence
1. All things or all of a group of things.
2. All relevant matters: told each other everything
i am terribly sorry about the comment i made in the previous entries.. i have indirectly insulted you and caused you severe sleepless nights as i had slandered you and caused the many other indivisual out there to think tht you cannot set up your own chatterbox.
due to your dire consequences, i would like to take this opportunity to officially and formally apologise to you.
and then to the many other people that read my blog here that i had lied about EVERYTHING here..
with the greatest love,
terence
slept the whole day..
anyway, witnessed a funny sight..
then suddenly i heard a loud thump! from the glass panels that seperates the air-conditioned seating area from the alfresco area..
this huge man was eating half-way when one of the legs from his chair gave way and he knocked his head hard onto the glass panel before sprawling all over the floor..
every stopped eating and stared..
he got up, switched chair and continued eating...
i think i will blog later..
gonna sleep..
i am now sick..
had a fever yesterday, couldn't go do project, couldn't go jamming and i didn't do a single piece of work
i am really nausea now..
since break today, i felt like puking
when i walk,
lie down,
sit down..
there's this liquid feeling in my stomach
must be that flu acid that's in my stomach (that's what my mom said)
feel damm useless now..
forgot to say bye..
anyway, that means the tag-board won't be up for the next two weeks
unless i set it up myself? (nah too lazy..)
anyway, hannah's blog seems to be doing well without one? (maybe so that no one can insult her?)
i think i am bad.. hope she don't mind.. heh!
tag-board still cannot work..
took it off..
bear with it yeah??
=)
didn't do any work today after reaching home.
too tired already.
because of the DUMB teacher's day rehearsal.
everyone had to rehearse twice and to add to the lousy situation, the council people were totally inefficient!!
wasted so much bloody time!!..
pissed off man!
chey!!
they are advertising for the Premier League Highlights program..
although there was work done, i still think i did quite little because i was too tired to focus..
fatigue is like running up and down and through my entire whole body now...
exhausted..
where's suzie..?
where's my tag-board..?
tired.....
black out at school today....
so school was called off..
yeah!
going out to study now..
bye!
i swear i really HATE the human geog teachers..
and for detention, i am to type out this geography dictionary from letter A to D with suzie (who also didn't do her work)...!!
so we sat in the library and typed till our fingers went frozen.. (and the frozen fish fingers joke wasn't funny..) then to upsize our depressing mood, there was a power black out in school and i didn't save most of the stuff i typed and suzie didn't even save ANY of the stuff she typed.. sigh..
he came to grace the opening ceremony of the Community Centre which is just next to my block..
what a waste! didn't have the camera with me, wanted a picture with him
anyway, Amy Khor, MP for the Hong Kah Constituancy was also there..
she's damm short like a school girl..
anyway, i think she's the hottest MP i had seen so far in the cabinet..
and yea!! there were fireworks too!!
first time i did see fireworks in a HDB estate!!
it lasted for more than five minutes!!
i think this is the first and the last time i am ever going to see fireworks going off next to my block..
anyway, i got rid of it..
will put up a new one.. soon?
i thought it was you who didn't want to talk in the first place..??
i thought it was you who preferred ignorance in the first place..??
i thought it was you who did not care in the first place..??
i want you out of my life as much as i want you back..
FOR THE COOKIE!!
didn't sell a single one..
because after signing up in the morning, benjamin, sebastian, qian hui, ee bing, claire, suzie and i went to Lido Macs for breakfast..
finished eating at around 10 45 and then i left them to go for my facial appointment..
so, i went to the mama shop that jeremy introduced.. it's at toa payoh interchange and i went to look for that Indian Uncle to change my notes for five cent coins..
he still remembers me and he even asked how come my friend and his girlfiend not here today..
i was like oh!! they not free today and we had a chat and promised that i will visit him during my next flag day..
quite a nice guy..
met up with the rest of the class and went to CK Tangs to sign out
after signing out, we talked about guys going for facial treatments and then i realised that four out of the six guys in my class goes for facial treatment..
this statistics made quite a commotion among the girls..
before buying Lunchbox, we stopped by at Miss Selfridge for the GIRLS to shop.. haha.. had fun prodding at their weird and expensive clothings..
as we left the store, i saw a clown at the fountain. i think he's from a Citibank roadshow..
we took a picture with him
we thought we were bound to lose
with alot of luck, we drew 1 - 1
but then, we didn't make it to the next round..
so blah blah blah..
did some work and then soon, left for home....
after, i took the feeder bus service home..
the weird part is, i can actually fall asleep on the feeder bus service..
suppose to alight at the third stop and i missed it..
i awoke at the fifth stop and rushed down..
damm pek chek because i need to walk a long way home....
.fucked up.
qian called me regarding project work while walking home and i whined at her...
and i see my mother mopping the floor..!!!
apparently, she mopped the whole house already!!
weird because she rarely do housework!!!!!
i am so damm shocked and surprised until now...
because i picture her sitting on the sofa and slacking and watching TV... sigh.. going to do project work now...
i haven't print out my geofile 285...
because my printer is even drier than the desert and
i will be needing it in about six hours time..
fuck.
just fell asleep on the keyboard
anyway, had quite a day today..
went to hilary's house with qian hui to do our project work.....
we had quite a BIT of lunch.. (sticky buns are nice!!)
although it was my first time playing the bass, it was damm fun!!
also i am sorry for not learning all the songs that we were suppose to play today..
had dinner and walked around (in the wet weather) and talk so much crap..
glad that she's doing fine..
came home after that..
going to sleep now or else i will make no sense when i am half asleep typing on the com...
i happen to discover the wonders of your desk..
it's like a pirate's treasure chest, many things there that don't belong to you appear there..
hmmm.. let me see, my calculator, my empty pencil case and my spectacles...
why am i not so amazed..
crappy teachers with crappy assignments...
i am being weighed down by all the rubbish that needs to be done..
four freaking tests next week..
so cool.. =(
at least, i am looking on the bright side!! there's no scouts tomorrow!!!!
reached home at 2315 from a late dinner because i went for night study today..
i really like night study!! i think it works..! gonna go tomorrow
anyway, school was damm slack today...
until it got to the point that i even slept during the mock GP comprehension paper today..
thanks to qian hui who CONSTANTLY woke me up with the prod of her pen..
**yAwn**
tired..
oh ya tomorrow is soccer and it's with the tougher teams, so i gotta get more rest..
telling me to play soccer is like you asking a chicken to swim across the ocean..
anyway, i had no choice but to play because my class doesn't have enough guys..
mom also scolded me real badly because today is the 15th day of the Chinese Seventh Month Festival and it marks the middle of the festival itself so people would make offerings and burn joss sticks and joss papers..
and that i must go home early right after school so that it would be safe..
something about spirits roaming around finding people as subsitutes for their place so that they can recarnate..
anyway, all the exhaustion and scoldings were worth it because we won our match today!!~~!!
we won 1 - 0.. because referee kayu~ if not it had been 2 - 0..
anyway, i was the keeper so i didn't do much..
was glad that we won.. and sebastian scored the winning goal!!
can someone help me find out where to buy an AUDIO CD-RW ???
it's different from the normal CD-RW.. the audio ones let you burn songs...
PLEASE HELP! thank you so very much..
i thought i downloaded the right program!!
actually i did download the correct program!!!
it worked!!
but since it's a shareware from www.download.com ,
it didn't work as a full product itself...
in simple fucking terms,
it can only record 60 fucking seconds!!
and to be able to have full usage of the program, i must go and register..
oh yea and the registration fee is US$29.95 haha fuck haha...
somebody help!
i can't seem to finish my meals now..
i don't seem to have my huge appetite with me..
something's wrong..
ordered a plate of fried rice just now... only ate 3/4 of it and i am full...
pathetic
i HATE the human geography teachers, they suck the life out of you!!
just like the dementors!
if only i have a spell like harry to drive them away... oooh..! imagine a silvery stag driving saw saw and lim lim away.. HA! fantasy..
oh yes the third instalment of harry potter is already in it's works now... and my oh my.. hermione (emma watson) has grown!! :P
sadly yes i do have a geography test and a math test tomorrow..
(wonders which one to study first)
sigh.. school.. what's new..
i don't have a program to capture it to change it into the mp3 format to be able to burn it... =(
so after i located and chose the program from a thousand ones at www.download.com, i installed it and then after installation, they tell me to restart my com..
so i told myself no way!
if i ever off the com
i am going to sleep!!
GOOD FUCKING NIGHT!~
he's representing Singapore in the 10th World Junior Canoe
Championships at the end of August in Komastsu, Japan..
it's a one week all expense paid trip..
hope he does well!!
after reaching home on Friday, i slept at like 0230.. i find myself awake on Saturday at 1510... went to eat my breakfast and lunch at one sitting... then i reached home at about 1630 and stayed online until my mom yelled at me to go watch the National Day Parade on TV at 1800.. fell asleep at 1820 because before i collasped on my bed, i had a glance at my watch.. 1820..
the next thing i knew is that i woke at 0800 this morning.. dragged my ass for a run around my estate.. went to mac donald's for breakfast... had a big breakfast meal followed by a hotcakes with sausage meal.. came home and spent the whole morning watching kids central.. jackie chan's adventures, justice league and now they are showing pokemon.. had enough of tv.. came back to my com and realised that i forgot to switched it off when i went to watch the National Day Parade (for 20mins)..
testing
